Why do I have to kill myself? Is it ...... Am I crazy?!

Looking down at the sword in my hand and listening to the flustered breathing in my mouth, I suddenly realized that the light reflected from the sword was so dazzling......

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When I was very young, I once asked Master what it meant to commit suicide......

"Suicide, where did you hear that word?" the master looked at me curiously.

"The book says that many poets like to commit suicide, what is suicide, Master?"

"Hmm...... Specifically, it is to end one's own life on his own initiative. ”

"Kill yourself?!Are they all stupid?"

"No, no, they're not stupid, they're just forced. Normally, nine out of ten people are mentally abnormal, and they always think that the whole world is out of step with them, so they have to commit suicide to seek relief. Why do you want to kill yourself, you ask?

"I'm not crazy, why do I want to kill myself?"

"Well, you're fairly normal, that nerd is ...... Alas, he wanted to kill himself several times before he met me! Sometimes I really don't understand, what is so difficult to solve! It's a big deal to be killed by someone in a dignified manner! It's too cowardly to kill himself!" After the master finished speaking, he tilted his head and thought about it, then suddenly squatted down and stared at me and said, "Promise me, Ah Yu, no matter what the circumstances, don't think about suicide easily." ”

"Don't worry, Master, you are still embarrassed to live when you are so old, how can I die......"

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Why should I commit suicide if I have nothing to do? It is a thousand times better to be killed in a dignified manner than to commit suicide...... Besides, no matter how powerful Thor's Fury is, it may not be able to kill me......

But...... If I hadn't killed myself, I would have died with me...... And maybe Locke's bastard, of course!

I almost groaned out loud in pain, torn between whether or not to kill myself.

"Boy...... My patience has reached the limit, I count to three, if you don't kill yourself, I won't care......" Locke's cold voice seemed to come from the darkness of the sky, making my chaotic heart tremble.

"One ......"

What should I do? What should I do?!Master, come and teach me!

"Two ......"

Fuck, if you don't catch up just now, won't there be nothing, and if you end up in this situation, you're really looking for your own death!

"Three ......"

"Wait!" I immediately raised my sword to my heart, took a deep breath, abandoned all the distractions in my heart, and said sadly, "I'm dead!"

Locke smiled, shook his head and sighed: "I also know that you are very embarrassed, after all, suicide is an irreparable thing, but ...... There's really no way to do it!hahaha, if you don't kill yourself, you'll have to die with the big group of people behind you......"

As soon as the word "death" came out of Locke's mouth, a red meteor suddenly hit his wrist out of nowhere.

With a sound of bones shattering, Locke's hand shook violently, and the stun gun fell to the ground with a "clatter......

It was as if the whole world had suddenly slowed down at this moment, and Locke and I both stared at the electric gun slowly falling towards the ground with wide eyes, and Locke stretched out his left hand in a panic and scooped it a few times, but we were all shocked back by the electric energy on the gun.

His face was distorted and deformed by excessive panic at this moment, and after screaming with all his might, he held his head and rushed backwards like a meteor, but he fell to the ground because of his panic, and after rolling twice, he jumped up quickly, and disappeared into the darkness of the night in the blink of an eye......

What's even more surprising is that at this moment, I actually pounced on the slowly falling stun gun as if I was obsessed, and stretched out my hand with all my might, trying to reach the spear before it hit the ground......

Damn! Flying Feather Meteor, why are you so obedient! I just thought of an assumption, and you really put it into action for me right away! If it really exploded, I wouldn't be the first to spare you!

The obedient Flying Feather Meteor once again answered my heart's call, as if freed from the limits of time, and flew under the spear in an instant, and with a slight strike—I felt my heart exploding with fear at the moment—the spear leaped lightly towards my hand as if it had eyes.

Before the gun fell into my hand, a huge electric force shook my whole body. As if the original ferocity was suddenly aroused by this electric energy, my true qi roared wildly and rushed towards my outstretched right hand with unprecedented speed, and immediately, a green ball of light enveloped my entire right hand......

It was as if a huge thunder exploded in my ears, and as if nothing was sounded, just when I was so nervous that my blood was about to burst out, the illusory electric gun that seemed to exist at all fell silently into my hand......

I don't know how long it took, I was still lying on the ground looking at the long electric gun in my raised right hand, a faint green light had completely wrapped it, although the gun was still full of electric light, and the sound of "bang" was endless, but I no longer had that feeling of numbness and stiffness.

With a long breath, I cautiously got up from the ground without understanding what was going on, for fear that the gun would accidentally touch the ground. Oh, my God...... What a shot just now...... What's next...... What to do?

I stared blankly at the clear spear in my hand, completely unsure of what to do with it.

As soon as I thought that this bomb, which could turn a building within a radius of several hundred meters into ruins at any time, was right in front of my eyes, and that there were tens of thousands of idiots cheering behind me, I was short of breath and my heart was beating wildly, I don't know if it was because of the depletion of true qi in my body, my two originally slender and agile legs trembled so much that I couldn't even walk.

At this time, my mind was full of screaming the same sentence - don't explode! Locke, get back to me!

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"Yu, why are you, what are you doing there?!"

Ena's voice suddenly came from behind, and I exclaimed in surprise as if I had found a life-saving straw, "Hurry! Okay Ena, hurry up and get me that damn headmaster!"

"Dead boy, what are you talking about?!" I didn't expect the headmaster to come.

I hurriedly turned my head to look at the principal and Ena who were walking towards here dozens of meters behind me, and shouted anxiously, "Thunder, thunder, thunder...... Wrath of Thor!Headmaster, come over and help...... It's going to explode!"

"Thor's Fury?!" the headmaster was startled when he heard this, and he came to my side with Ena in a flash, looked at the trembling spear in my hand and wondered, "With your approach, if it was really Thor's Fury, it would have exploded a long time ago......"

"I ...... I...... I...... I don't know why...... "I was so nervous that my voice was out of tune.

"The shape is indeed very similar, but ......" The headmaster tilted his head and looked me up and down, "You probably can't be right!"

Ena also nodded her head from the side.

"Waste...... Of course I won't...... Be...... It's Locke!"

"Locke?!, what the hell is going on?" the headmaster looked at me in surprise.

"I ......" I took a long breath, trying to control my trembling vocal cords, and scolded anxiously: "Fuck, can you ask later?! You're still watching from the sidelines?! I can't hold it out for long! It's going to explode!"

The headmaster's expression immediately became solemn, and he muttered, "I really don't have a sense of humor...... while causing Ena next to him to immediately retreat.

Ena shook her head, and the words in her determined eyes were clearly written: "I'm going to see with you how this thing exploded!"

The headmaster sighed helplessly, turned to me and asked, "Can you stand firm now?"

"Like...... It doesn't seem to work...... My legs trembled terribly...... "Now not only my legs are shaking, but my tongue is shaking."

"Ena, you hold him, I'll open the door. As he spoke, the headmaster twisted the ring on his finger, and a glowing entrance to the space immediately rippled into the air.

"Throw it in!"

"Throw...... "Isn't this the entrance to the Hearst Institute of Ecological Balance?"

"Yes, there's nothing in there, just an endless sea, you hurry up and throw it!" ordered the headmaster in a loud voice.

"You...... Are you sure?" I asked in confusion as I watched the green hills rolling in the scorching sun, and the flying dragons of all colors soaring freely in the air.

The headmaster glanced at it, hurriedly closed the entrance, and said embarrassedly, "Sorry, mistaken, ahem......" and then twisted the ring again, this time a pitch-black entrance fluctuated in front of my eyes.

Listening to the roar of the sea coming from inside, I smelled a faint alkaline smell in my nose, and I no longer hesitated, raised my gun and threw it inside......

"What are you hesitating about! this time it must be right!" the headmaster snarled loudly.

Only then did I realize that my hand was still in place, and I hadn't even moved.

"Oops...... Oh no, my hands ...... I can't do it!" I couldn't help but wail in the face of such a dilemma.

"You shit! Really, Ena, you're here to help him. ”

Ena tried to raise my hand high and pull it back, but she couldn't pull it, and after trying several times in a row, she said to the principal with a bitter face: "I really can't move......

"I didn't say you were going to help him like that! get his hand back to sense!" the headmaster scolded angrily, jumping to his feet with his beard pulled out.

"Oh, that's it......" Ena hurriedly pressed her palm behind my back, and suddenly a clear aura flowed into my almost empty body.

As a wave of true qi surged up my arm, I let out a loud shout, and with a violent throw of my arm, the spear in my hand flew into the dark entrance with a faint green light.

I saw a faint green dot mixed with a slight blue light in the dark space to draw a long line of hanging arcs, farther and farther away, smaller and smaller, until it disappeared.

After a long time, a little white light passed in the distance, and after a while, a muffled sound was heard coming from the very deep part of the entrance, and then a hot sea breeze whistled out of the entrance, blowing the three of us to turn our clothes.

"Alright, that's it......" The headmaster let out a long breath and twisted the ring to close the entrance.

I only felt soft all over my body, and my eyes were dark, and I fell into Ena's arms with a "poof......

"Locke!" I was just about to relax, but suddenly remembered that the culprit had just escaped, I struggled to open my eyes, condensed the last strength in my body, pointed in the direction of Locke's escape, and shouted, "Headmaster, go get that guy......!" Huh, why am I here?"

Somehow, I was lying on the couch in a brightly lit office, while the principal and Ena were both sitting on the couch across from the coffee table with solemn faces, looking at me silently with teacups in hand.

"How long have I been asleep?" I wondered for only half a second, and then shouted anxiously, "Headmaster, go get Locke!"

"He's dead...... headmaster said lightly.

"Huh, you're dead?!" I looked at him in surprise, "Headmaster, you're not lying to me, are you......"

"Why should I lie to you?!Is it a thing to be happy about the sudden death of a Purple Emblem Dragoon on our Hearst Clan?!" The Headmaster suddenly roared in flames.

I was stunned for a long time before I replied, "But...... But he wants to kill me......"

"Well, I know I can't blame you for this, but that Locke didn't die outside the school, he just died a few meters away from the school gate, it's fucking infuriating...... This guy is also stupid, even with his tattered body at that time, he dares to use Thor's wrath in vain!"

“......”

"Fortunately, we found it in time, and there was no one on the road, otherwise the headline on the front page of the newspaper tomorrow would definitely be our Hearst name!"

I breathed a sigh of relief and cautiously asked, "Where is that guy's body now?"

The principal raised his eyes and glanced at me, turned his head angrily and ignored me, I looked at Ena, but saw Ena covering her mouth and smiling: "He has really deranged in his body, and he has died of blood spurting all over his body." The body was taken to the hospital, and it was identified as Locke's, and it has probably been cremated now!"

"Cremation, destruction of corpses?!" But this is an excellent proof of Racit's intervention in this matter!"

"Well, you don't know. The powerful electromagnetic field generated by Thor's Fury will mutate the human body's genes, and it is very likely to mutate into some kind of terrible pathogen, and if it is not destroyed in time, there will be another terrifying epidemic virus. Ena shook her head helplessly: "Besides, we can't move Rakit now, and his men died in our Hearth, and there is no one to prove the cause of his death, which is quite unfavorable to our Hearth." ”

I nodded thoughtfully, and suddenly exclaimed, "Oh my God, don't you want to cremate me too?"

"Die!" the headmaster tossed over a teacup.

Hurriedly catching the teacup full of boiling tea, I watched Ena smile and fell on the sofa, and asked in wonder, "Didn't you say that the magnetic field will produce some sudden changes?"

"Haha, I didn't make it clear...... When creating Thor's Wrath, an extremely powerful electromagnetic field will be generated in the practitioner's body, and if there is no corresponding True Qi protection, it will cause genetic mutations. Locke had already exhausted his true qi at that time, but he still used the Yuan Jing to refine his true qi, which was tantamount to setting himself on fire, and I think he probably didn't want to let himself live anymore at that time...... Hmph, what a good death!" Ena said, pouting angrily and taking a sip of tea.

Before I could nod my head and echo a few words, the headmaster suddenly spoke: "Yu, don't mention the matter of that ice walking dragon to anyone, otherwise the Council of Elders will definitely not let us go of He's." Now the whole world is resisting the development of military dragon training, and if this matter is poked out again, I am afraid that several of our Hearst fund projects will not be able to apply for further at that time. ”

I looked at the principal blankly, and it took me a moment before I reacted, "This...... Is it all as if it didn't happen......? It's not ......"

"I know that if it wasn't handled in time, the consequences would be unimaginable, but since it's over, then it's better to treat it as if it didn't happen. Anyway, Locke is dead, and no one will ever come to you again...... Yu, I know you've been in a mess lately, and I know that you hate Ratchet very much, but if I hadn't fully believed in you and Ena, I'm afraid I wouldn't have believed that Ratchet would be involved in this. After all, once this operation is successful, Ratcht, who has no antidote to the virus, will have to bow down to others, which will not do him any good. ”

"Huh, if there is no antidote to the virus, how could Lachite dare to cooperate with them?!" I looked at the principal with wide eyes, doubting his IQ: "Besides, Lachite has an antidote, and it is impossible to tell you!"

"Alas, Yu, do you know why the Holy Dragon Alliance released President Ye Lingjian so quickly?"

The principal suddenly asked me rhetorically.

"Yes, because their plot was exposed, and Maykel threatened to put them all in jail!"

"Hahaha, if the Holy Dragon Alliance was really so well-behaved, then Ye Lingjian would have been released a long time ago! The fact is that they didn't get the antidote formula for the virus at all! The person who gave them the virus didn't give them the antidote formula. Why did those men in black come to Hearst at the risk of revealing their identities? It's because they don't even have an antidote!"

"......" Ena and I were both stunned, looking at the principal in a daze, unable to say a word.

"That old fox of Terdika is really treacherous enough, let the Holy Dragon Alliance help him settle everything, and then he will come out to pick the fruits of victory. I'm also curious that the beauty was stabbed by you, otherwise I'm afraid he would have succeeded now!Hmph, the Holy Dragon Alliance is really blind, and he actually dares to conspire with the tiger, and he doesn't want to think about what kind of character that Teldika is, how can he agree to cooperate with them so happily?!" The headmaster frowned and shook his head: "I suspect that it was the bridge that Ratchet pulled in the middle, otherwise even if the Holy Dragon Alliance was given ten dares, they probably wouldn't dare to go to Terdika to plan this kind of thing!"

"But if you don't get the antidote, how can the Holy Dragon Alliance ......?!" Ena asked puzzled.

"I don't know about this, I guess, maybe Terdika first gave a special drug formula that can temporarily alleviate the symptoms of the virus, so that the Holy Dragon Alliance believed that this was the real antidote, so they came to cooperate with him. But when they find out that they have been deceived, there is no turning back. ”

Ena tilted her head and continued to ask, "Does the Council of Elders also know that Terdika is behind the scenes supporting the Holy Dragon Alliance?!"

"No, because only the three of us know about the Kigali, and even Maykel is kept in the dark. I don't want them to know about it, after all, ......" The headmaster turned to look at me, "After all, I don't want to mess with that elusive old bat yet." ”

"Terdika ......" I read the name and couldn't help but think of the last time I saw him in that cave......

"Yu, I am very grateful to God for giving you to us, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid we would all be living in the shadow of that old thing in Teldika by now. But I'm also worried that you will be retaliated against by Terdika, although he doesn't dare to retaliate against you blatantly, but you must be more careful in the future......" The headmaster looked at me worriedly.

I nodded, but I was unimpressed. Terdika is counting on me to show him what kind of tragedy it is!

Fear...... It won't kill me so soon!

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When I got back to the dormitory, it was already eleven o'clock, and in order not to alarm the old lady who was the doorman on the first floor of the new dormitory, I directly touched the windowsill of my bedroom on the third floor.

Speaking of which, after moving to the new dormitory, the environment is thousands of times stronger than before, although the building is not full of students, but the whole building is no longer as empty as before, just me and Ah Bing.

White walls, bright chandeliers, new tables, chairs and beds, and new washrooms and bathrooms are all available. Many of the superior single bedrooms are equipped with internet access and television.

Of course, Ah Yuan and I are freshmen in the first year, so we still live in a double dormitory with relatively poor conditions, but it is much better than the previous situation where we had to run through dozens of meters of black rumbling corridors to go to the toilet.

The only thing that gives me a headache now is the old woman downstairs who is the janitor.

As the saying goes, it's not that enemies don't meet, and the old woman who made me feel sorry for me in every way when I applied for admission happened to be the doorman who now guards this dormitory building.

She sits in the guard room every day like a mountain sculpture to inspect the students who come in and out, as long as she sees someone who is not wearing a school uniform, she will immediately plop her trembling fat in front of you and conduct a thorough identity investigation on you.

For example, what does your dad do, what does your mom do, what do you do, what do you want to do here...... And so on and so forth.

Once, because I forgot to bring something on the way to work, I rushed back in uniform and wanted to hurry back, but suddenly there was a flower in front of me, and the old woman stopped in front of me like a ghost.

"What do you want to do?!"

"I'll come back and get something! Have you forgotten that I just went out......

She interrupted me with a shake of her hand, squinted her little eyes and asked coldly, "What does your dad do?"

“...... I don't know ......."

"What about your mother?"

I was ashamed: "I don't know ......"

"It's the first time I've seen someone like you of unknown origin, so what are you doing?" the old woman crossed her waist and raised her voice.

"I'm a student here! I'm on the third floor!" I yelled, "Have you forgotten? You should always ...... my mask."

"Don't do this! I'm much more visible to people like you. Hmph, let me tell you, there's no one you're looking for here! You think this is a girls' dormitory?! Bah!Little pervert, if you don't get out, be careful I'll knock you to death!" After the old woman finished speaking, she rolled up her sleeves and put on a look of trying to fight for her life, looking at the posture, she couldn't imagine that her old man was a person who had to catch half the weather on the third floor.

I had no choice but to flee......

Picking at the brick crack and quietly climbing up to the third floor, I gently opened the window, only to find that Ah Yuan, who had always been sleeping since the afternoon, was surprisingly not asleep.

As soon as I jumped off the windowsill, Ah Yuan lay on the bed and said, "Hey, so you're still alive!" I pretended to be surprised and asked, "Huh, it's so late, you haven't slept yet?"

"Yes, Long Yinyao's singing voice is still lingering in my ears, how can I fall asleep so quickly! It's you, who didn't see anyone all night, let me sit alone in two seats until the end of the performance, do you know how many beautiful cuties look at me with that kind of strange eyes? It's so uncomfortable......"

"Thank you for your hard work......"

"That's it, it's so sad, isn't it? By the way, who is that guy who just looked for you? Why haven't I seen it before?"

"He?haha...... Well...... Why do you want to know?"

"Curious! I really can't figure out who has so much charm that makes you willing to give up a good opportunity to enjoy Long Yinyao's singing. ”

"Ahem...... He is ......" I rolled my eyes and said nonsense: "It was a kind person I met when I was working, he said that he wanted to sponsor me to go to school, and he just discussed with me the specific way to subsidize ......"

"How can there be such a person now?"

"Haha...... I don't know...... "To be honest, telling this kind of lie, even I feel like I want to vomit."

"Oh, really, when I saw him just now, I thought he was looking for you to collect protection money!" Ah Yuan smacked his lips angrily: "Hmph, what kind of person, I'm afraid there is something else behind it!"

"Whatever his intentions are! I've already rejected it anyway, ha!"

"Well, it's better to refuse. By the way, Ah Yu, school will officially start tomorrow, can you get up in the morning?"

"Don't worry, even if I can't get up, I'm sure I'll wake you up. I took off my coat and lay down comfortably on the bed: "By the way, I haven't even come down with a class schedule, how can I go to class tomorrow?"

"I heard that in the first week, we are going to go to other places for field trips, because this semester's natural biology class needs to submit an investigation report, and everyone has to observe the living habits of a creature......!

"Entering Rich's? Isn't that a decision made before graduation?" I asked, surprised.

"Well, haven't you heard? Hatch has an Ecological Balance Institute that is never open to the public, and only Rich's people are allowed to enter. If your ecological survey report is very good, maybe someone from the Ecological Balance Institute will take a look at it and let you do it! A few years ago, several students were predetermined to be Rich's students because of this. ”

"Oh......" I yawned disinterestedly, "Then you're going to have to work hard......"

"Why don't you seem to be interested in it at all? Don't you want to be in Rich's?"

“...... But ...... "But I don't think I'm in charge!" I thought sadly.

"Then work with me!haha, what a beautiful thing it would be if I could get into Richmond early!"

"Really?" I asked, confused.

"Of course, you don't know how popular the people of the Rich's are, not only will the professor secretly take special care of you during the exam, but even the beauties who usually ignore you will suddenly flock to you, vying to please you! Do you know Suke?

"No......"

"You lie to me?! You go out and ask someone casually, and you will know if what I said is true or false!"

I didn't have the time to ask, so I had to believe and say, "Ha, then you have to work harder! Ah Yuan, your sister told me yesterday that she hopes you find a good girlfriend!"

"Huh, did she come yesterday? Why didn't I know?!"

"Nonsense, you slept like a dead pig, how could you know. ”

"Who was so kind to wash all my clothes, and left me a thousand silver Luke, it turned out to be my sister...... Ah Yuan said regretfully: "Alas, it's a pity that I fell asleep, otherwise......

I'm sure I can extort another thousand silver Luke, hum. ”

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