The door to the ward was gently shut, a space specially set aside for the two of them alone.

Chi Beihe's eyes slowly retracted after seeing the shadow outside the door leave,

Walking to the chair next to the bed and sitting down, he frowned and broke the silence, "Ah Shan, I'm sorry. ”

"Why are you sorry? Beihe, don't tell me you're sorry!"

Sang Shan looked at him, shaking her head from a distance, and her voice was still very indifferent, "You don't have anything to do with me, this matter has nothing to do with you, so I really don't need your apologies." ”

"You saved me in the car accident ten years ago, otherwise it was me who had been lying in the hospital for so long, and you wouldn't have ......" The expression on Chi Beihe's face was serious, and the protruding Adam's apple rolled up and down, "Ah Shan, you shouldn't hide it from me." ”

"Beihe, in fact, it's not that I didn't want to tell you, but I didn't have the courage to tell you, I'm afraid that you will be disappointed, I'm afraid that I won't be worthy of you. You're so good, and I've always thought I'm good, so this incident scared me, and I didn't dare to say it...... Ten years later, I knew we couldn't go back, and I didn't want to talk about it. Sang Shan looked at him fixedly, not dodging.

Because she didn't want his guilt.

If she really used his guilt to tie him up, it would be an insult to herself.

When Chi Beihe came, he had already heard the conversation between her and Yu Qihan, so he naturally understood what she wanted to express.

"Beihe, I don't dare to say that I have completely forgotten you, but I cherish our memories in my heart, and I will no longer have any thoughts about you, just treat you as an old friend who has known you for many years. ”

Sang Shan's tone was frank and sincere, "Seeing that you and Qi Yan have such a good relationship, I am really happy for you!"

"I can't have children because of that car accident, but it really has nothing to do with you, it's not your responsibility to cause all this, I am willing to save you, no one forced me, and I won't resent and blame anything!

In every sentence, he is trying his best to dissociate himself from him.

Chi Beihe listened silently, and his body sitting on the chair was very straight.

"As for Xu Jian...... Sang Shan's face flashed with a painful look, shook her head gently, and sighed astringently, "It's because we don't have fate, he can't be the man who gives me happiness!"

"You deserve to be treated well. Chi Beihe pulled his lips and said solemnly.

Hearing this, Sang Shan shrugged and smiled at him.

"Beihe, just like I said when I left your house that day, we are not ashamed of each other, so you must be happy!" she finally repeated with emphasis.

Chi Beihe's thin lips hooked shallowly, and nodded in response.

He got up from his chair, took his hands out of his pants pockets, and stood there straight, "Ahsan, I'm sorry, and thank you." ”

When Chi Beihe came out of the ward, Ye Qiyan was standing in front of the window in front of the corridor.

Wrapped in a thick cashmere coat, her bones are more petite, and outside the window is the warm winter sun, and she just stands in the sun, her plain little face is illuminated brightly, and even a thin layer of transparent fluff can be seen clearly.

Looking into the distance, waiting quietly.

Chi Beihe's black eyes moved slightly, and he walked over with long legs.

When a shadow shrouded him, Ye Qiyan turned his head and saw that it was him who knocked on the corner of his mouth, and looked over his shoulder to look in the direction of the ward, "Are you two finished talking?"

"Well, the nurse just went over and pulled out the needle for her, and now she's lying down to rest. Chi Beihe replied.

"Hmm. Ye Qiyan nodded.

Seeing that he had already taken out his backpack, she took it and put the phone inside, and then followed him in the direction of the elevator.

From the process of coming out of the ward, Ye Qiyan didn't ask anything, because she could almost guess what the two of them would talk about.

"Ding--"

After the prompt sounds, the elevator door slowly opens.

Chi Beihe protected her in his arms, and after most of the people walked out, he took her out slowly.

As soon as I stepped out of the foyer of the inpatient building, the sunlight from outside poured into my eyes.

Seeing the white land patrol parked in the parking space not far away, Chi Beihe put away the car keys in his palm, pulled his thin lips twice, and hesitated a little, "Yan Yan, let's ...... next"

"Let's go back to the office. ”

Ye Qiyan grabbed in front of him, and said in a voice.

Chi Beihe frowned, and stared at her silently with thin lips.

She smiled at him, her eyebrows soft, "Chi Beihe, let's go back to the company first, and wait until we get home from work in the evening." ”

Chi Beihe's protruding Adam's apple moved, and she clenched her fingers.

At night, upscale residential complex.

In the beautiful children's room, Ye Qiyan sat on her daughter's cat's head bed, which was still decorated by Chi Beihe when he picked up his daughter from the hospital at the beginning, and the new home will be even more beautiful than here.

But it will take a few days to move there, and it's like there are some things that need to be put aside for the time being.

She sat at the end of the bed in a daze, thinking back to the pictures she had experienced frame by frame since she knew Sang Shan, from the initial resistance to the final appreciation and acceptance.

Sang Shan's suicide at that time, she only learned about it later, and she still muttered in her heart, because this extreme suicide plot is only in the movie, and it is too far away in real life.

Now I understand that it is no wonder that Sang Shan chose to commit suicide, but she refused to say anything about it when she committed suicide.

It can be imagined that in the face of these Chibei rivers now, how can I feel better?

Sang Shan doesn't need his guilt, but if he doesn't need it, it doesn't mean that he won't feel guilty because of it. If Sang Shan and Xu Jian successfully entered the marriage hall, then they would undoubtedly be happy, but now because of that incident, Sang Shan is unlucky.

Alas......

Ye Qiyan sighed in a low voice, his thoughts were surging, and all kinds of flavors were in his heart.

There was a sound in the bathroom, and Little Jelly Bean, who was wearing pajamas, jumped out of the small bench, threw himself on her knees, and smiled at the apple face, "Mom, I've cleaned my toothbrush!"

After speaking, he also showed the sesame teeth in the upper and lower rows to her.

Ye Qiyan looked at her daughter's young and carefree childish face, and stretched out her hand to touch it enviously.

"Baby, hurry up and lie down and sleep with your eyes closed!" she instructed softly.

"Mm-hmm!" Little Jelly Bean nodded obediently, climbed onto the cat's head bed neatly, and pillowed on his own small pillow, "Mom, you don't have to take care of me to sleep, I can sleep by myself, you go and accompany Dad!"

The little Lori, who is observant of words and feelings, has long been keenly aware of her father's strangeness, and sensibly asked her mother to appease her.

"Well, good night. Ye Qiyan smiled warmly.

Enjoying the goodnight kiss sent by her mother, the little jelly bean obediently closed her eyes.

After tucking the corners of the quilt on both sides for her daughter, after checking it, Ye Qiyan turned off the light and came out of the children's room, raised her eyes to look at the study that was always on, and walked over slowly.

The door of the study was not closed, Chi Beihe was sitting at the desk, and the laptop was lit up on the screen.

He was in a working posture, but he didn't move for a long time, and his dark eyes were fixed on the screen.

Ye Qiyan took two deep breaths and swept away all her emotions.

"Knock knock—"

Hearing the knock on the door, Chi Beihe raised his black eyes and looked at her.

Ye Qiyan had already walked in front of him with a smile, and said in a natural tone, "I just put the little jelly bean to sleep, come and see what you are busy with, it's already past ten o'clock, don't you sleep?"

"Now turn off the computer and go back to your room to sleep. Chi Beihe reached out and unplugged the power supply.

When he was about to get up, Ye Qiyan's hand suddenly covered his big palm.

"Chi Beihe, are you feeling uncomfortable now?" she asked softly.

"It's okay, let's go back to the room and sleep. Chi Beihe's thin lips tugged, avoiding the topic.

Ye Qiyan didn't move, she looked up at him very persistently, her eyes were earnest, "Chi Beihe, I don't want you to hide everything in your heart, you are suffering alone, you say it and let me share and share it for you." ”

"Now I'll ask you again, don't you feel good?"

Chi Beihe got up from the chair, helped her to sit on it, and then bowed his knees in front of her.

He clasped her hands in two large palms, and this time nodded without evasion, "Yes." ”

"Well, I understand. Ye Qiyan nodded understandingly, "Sang Shan's matter should have a big impact on you, you feel that you can't live with her." ”

"I can't remember the situation in the car accident ten years ago, but I always remember Sangsan's kindness to save me, and this is when she came back ten years later, even if we no longer have a relationship, we always have the attitude of friends. ”

Chi Beihe's tone paused, and his long fingers slowly tightened, "But I didn't expect that she would pay such a big price to save me!"

And now this price is still with her, so that the happy marriage that she should have had has also died. Yanyan, I don't want to hide it from you, I have a deep guilt for her in my heart, I don't know how to make up for it, and I can't make it up. If she's not happy, I'm afraid I'll carry this guilt with me for the rest of my life. ”

Can't be a mother, what does this mean to a woman, Chi Beihe naturally knows.

Everyone lives in this world, not only with love and family affection, but also with some responsibilities, although he is completely unaware, but this matter is also indirectly related to him.

After hearing this, Ye Qiyan nodded again.

Her eyelashes lowered halfway, she looked at him slightly, and asked without any emotion, "Xu Jian's family can't accept her because she can't have children, so do you plan to marry her as a conscience to make amends?"

"Impossible!" Chi Beihe replied in a deep voice without hesitation.

When Ye Qiyan heard this, he was obviously greatly relieved.

"Chi Beihe, you scared me!" she bit her lip lightly, looked at him with a little complaint in her eyes, and touched her flat lower abdomen, faintly, "I thought you didn't want our mother and son!"

How is this possible?

She is the woman he loves deeply in his life, the person who wants to go through the second half of his life hand in hand, the woman who gave birth to children for him, even if she has thousands of guilt towards Sang Shan, she will not be able to leave her.

Although he knew that she was joking on purpose, Chi Beihe couldn't laugh either.

Ye Qiyan licked her lips and became serious, "Chi Beihe, what I want to tell you is, let's not register yet, right? Wait for when Sang Shan is really happy, are we going to register? Anyway, it's just a piece of paper, what's the difference between it and what we are now." ”

"Yan Yan ......," Chi Beihe called her in a low voice.

The protruding Adam's apple is churning, as if to summon out all the unspeakable feelings that have accumulated in the heart.

"Hmm. Ye Qiyan looked at him with her eyelashes lowered and answered softly.

"You know me so well, do you know it?" Chi Beihe stared at her tightly with his face up, "Ah Shan's marriage was ruined, and for me who knows the truth and feels guilty, I can't see that she is unhappy, but I am happy." ”

"Yanyan, I'm sorry!"

The relationship between the two of them has become more and more precipitated, and she can clearly understand his inner thoughts, and she chooses to take the initiative to mention it, knowing how difficult it is for him......

"No, Chibei River. Ye Qiyan shook his head and stretched out his hand to block his thin lips.

Then, she cupped his face with both hands and said seriously, "I appreciate you like this, I appreciate you with such affection and responsibility! I am proud to have a man like you, I know how good you are!"

"Yan Yan ......" Chi Beihe called again, and his voice became even hoarser.

"Chi Beihe, we are husband and wife!" Ye Qiyan smiled at him, smiled very softly, and said in a very soft voice, "Husband and wife should support each other and share everything together." ”

Husband and wife......

Chi Beihe lightly hooked his thin lips, and his eyes shimmered silently.