And not a satisfying process and ending.

Of course, the responsibility lies with me.

This is a film that feels pretty good about itself at the beginning of the setting, and has a little bit of ambition, and wants to be a little different from the previous works. But I thought too much about the setting, the setting was too complicated, and I paid too much attention to rationality, continuity, and a little bit of arrogant concepts such as 'novelty' and 'breakthrough', and I ended up dragging myself into the mud.

Even the editor-in-chief told me some time after the book opened that the dialogue in the book is too Western-style, which may cause displeasure among book friends...... I'm still stubborn, and I'm stubborn.

It still feels like the urge to write something different from the previous thing...... But now that I think about it, that impulse will be left until after the age of sixty, when there is a lot of free time and enough accumulation, and then go and play.

So the "Book of Gods and Demons" itself is very tired to write, and my friends are also very tired from reading it, this is my pot, I have to carry it.

Yesterday, I bumped into Brother Haiyun, and Brother Haiyun said that our friends haven't been active for a while...... When the epidemic situation stabilizes and everyone can wander around, everyone will meet together, pour my old wine, and let everyone breathe!

Alas.

Once again, I would like to apologize to all my friends who have supported me.

……

Now, let's start the teaser.

Before, because of the editorial group, the familiar editor-in-chief was in charge of the fantasy group, so there were several books in a row for several years, all of which were on the fantasy side.

Some friends have been shouting that they want to see Xianxia.

Now, the editorial grouping system at the starting point has changed, and authors under the same editorial group can write about various types of topics.

Therefore, the next one will be Xianxia.

As for the time, it was probably in August.

Because of the epidemic, I have not been out of the house since January 20, except for necessary meetings and activities. Also because of the dull atmosphere brought about by the epidemic, I spent more than a year thinking seriously about the not short years from the beginning of my entry into the industry in 03 to the present.

Suddenly, I found that I was too obsessed with the inertial labor of simple, pure 'code word work'.

So much so that it has developed to the point that I only write a few thousand words a day, and I feel a little confused.

As long as I write 10,000 words a day, I have a sense of steadfastness and satisfaction.

But after watching "Wu Wen Xidong", a dialogue in it made me feel that this kind of steadfastness and satisfaction brought by repetitive work is actually a false thing. It doesn't allow you to find purpose and purpose in life.

Life is a journey.

Just like if you sit in a train, whether it is a green-skinned old car or a yellow-skinned high-speed train, there are always different scenery flashing outside the window.

The desert wasteland in the north, the green mountains and green waters in the south, the black soil in the northeast, and the loess slopes in the northwest are all kinds of scenery, which are always different.

And insisting on simple code words, there is undoubtedly a heavy blackout curtain hung on the car window of your life's journey, and everything you see, hear, and perceive is this blackout curtain. You'll be immersed in a small space that you think you're safe, closing yourself off and ignoring the rest of the scenery and colors.

So, take a break, adjust your mindset, and give yourself enough time and space to think about something.

The newly raised fat cat at home has been here for a year, and he hasn't taken it to the yard for a walk.

Accompany my wife to a nearby shopping mall and take turns on the hot pot restaurants and barbecue restaurants that I have been talking about...... Lose weight or something, let's talk about it later, eat it all first, it's an attitude of life.

I've been talking to my friends for three or four years about going to his shop to get a bicycle and riding a few laps around the town where I live. I've already taken a fancy to several road bikes on the Internet, and it feels good to change to a relatively wide, soft, elastic saddle and ride around slowly.

Even, go to the territory of a few old buddies, go to the most famous mountain nearby, and get drunk heartily......

The three, four, five, or six years of the first code word were drunk.

In the last three, four, five or six years, I haven't been drunk...... It's not that the amount of alcohol has improved, but that the mood has become deeper, which is actually very bad.

I want to live a more down-to-earth and real life.

I bought a lot of books at home, but in fact, I haven't been quiet and read them seriously and with a proper attitude in the past two years.

Find a secluded town, preferably with a river next to it, a small town with meat buns, meat pancakes and rice noodles for breakfast, live in a quiet small yard, and read a book seriously and steadily.

It's something I want to do after a period of recent breaks.

The next book is Xianxia. Xianxia should be a little fairy, not like a fantasy theme, such a fist to the flesh, the market is red...... Ha ha!

I hope that this period of thinking and adjustment can add such an ethereal fairy aura to myself, or a dusty atmosphere!

The time is tentatively August.

Yesterday, I asked Brother Haiyun a lot of Taoist and cultivation knowledge.

I have some feelings in my heart.

I hope to bring you fresh feelings.

Stubbornly coded for many years of blood red

June 13, 2021