Chapter 38 Line [Ranran, are you okay to break up with Xu Weize?]
Xu Weize drove Su's mother home, Su's mother didn't speak all the way, and she didn't know whether she didn't want to pay attention to Xu Weize's pretending to sleep or thinking about things with her eyes closed. :3wし In short, at this time, she must not be able to sleep, Xu Weize also knows it in his heart, so he doesn't bother, and drives quietly.
When he got home, Su Yiran's shoes and clothes were all there, and his mobile phone was in the living room, Xu Weize said, "Mom, you rest first, I'll go see Yiran." There was a sound in the kitchen, he walked over the kitchen and saw Su Yiran wearing an apron and working in the kitchen with his hands idle.
After Su's mother entered the house, she didn't answer Xu Weize's words, and when she saw Xu Weize go to the kitchen and hurriedly followed, she definitely didn't worry about this person being alone with her daughter again.
Seeing Su Yiran's appearance, he barely cheered up, revealing a loving smile: "Ranran, what are you doing? ”
Su Yiran raised his chin and pursed his eyes at Su Mu: "What about my croquettes! Mom, don't you like meatballs very much?" ”
Su Mu came in and looked at it and said, "It's fried well, it's not mushy." As he spoke, he found another apron to wrap around, then washed his hands, and when he turned around and was about to take the chopsticks from Su Yiran's hand, Su Yiran was still holding the fence in his left hand, and he had already put down the chopsticks with his right hand, and directly pinched a fried ball with his hand and handed it to Xu Weize's mouth. Xu Weize didn't dislike it, he opened his mouth to eat, and then Su Yiran pinched another one for himself.
This action is very familiar, everyone will steal food when she does it in the kitchen, right? In the past, when she did it, Su's father always made a hand, sometimes he would do nothing and watch her quietly, and occasionally she would feed him when she made something.
Su Yiran is doing the same, she has her back to her, she can't see if her face has the kind of warm smile she had for Su's father before, but Xu Weize smiled very proudly!
Su Mu coughed: "This problem needs to be changed, how can I steal it when I do it?"
Su Yiran turned his head and smiled coincidentally, sticking out his tongue: "Mom, do you eat it too?" Saying that, he really pinched a ball and brought it to her mouth with a grin, although she made an angry gesture just now, she was not really angry, and opened her mouth to eat the horseshoe crab.
Su Yiran smiled contentedly, watched Su Mu take the fence from her hand, skillfully continued to fry croquettes, and then turned his head to Xu Weize and lowered his voice and smiled: "You go out and wait first, just wait for a while." ”
"En!" Xu Weize responded but didn't move, Su Yiran leaned over: "I'll stew egg custard for you on the fire, you go out and wait, it'll be fine for a while." ”
"Good. Xu Weize was still laughing, looked up and said to Su Mu, "Mom, I'll go out first." ”
"En!" Su's mother agreed, not looking at Xu Weize, Su Yiran only thought that his mother was busy, sent him out with a smile, turned around and pinched a ball and came to Su's mother to eat while saying, "Mom, do you think I have inherited your cooking skills?
"Delicious. Su Mu lowered her head and worked, her hands did not pause, and her face seemed calm, but she kept beating the drum in her heart, nervous but didn't know how to say it to Su Yiran.
Seeing that she is becoming more and more gentle and caring for Xu Weize, it proves that she loves Xu Weize more and more.
Love is like a swamp, once you fall into it, it is even more difficult to get out, and even if you do, you will experience infinite pain.
So can Su Yiran still withdraw now?
Su Yiran watched the balls in the pot become heavier and heavier, and her mother, although she looked at the balls in the pot, she didn't seem to be looking, so she quickly called twice: "Mom, Mom!"
Su Mu came back to her senses at this time: "Huh?"
When he saw the balls, he was stunned, and he stretched out the pot with something in both hands, at this time the oil may have been too hot, splashing oil droplets, Su Yiran was frightened: "Mom!" Pull her over, away from the oil pot, Su Yiran also played the drum in his heart, worried: "Mom, are you too tired?"
Xu Weize, who heard Su Yiran's scream, had already rushed over and asked, "What's wrong?"
When Su Mu saw her, she immediately subconsciously hugged Su Yiran in her arms and looked at Xu Weize vigilantly.
Xu Weize frowned, stunned for a moment before saying, "Mom may be too tired, don't worry." Although this is being held by Su Mu, Su Mu's expression, Xu Weize's expression, I can't see anything, but my nose can smell it.
"Mom, you let go of me first, the balls are mushy!" Su Yiran said, Su Mu reacted at this time, she was still holding a fence and chopsticks in her hand, and the oil on them was all stained on Su Yiran's clothes. A tense chopsticks and fence all fell to the ground.
Su Yiran's heart was even more drumming, looking at her mother's panicked face, she hurriedly hugged her again and said, "Mom, it's okay, it's okay, you must be too tired, I'll take you out to rest!" she said and turned off the fire, and the balls were already silently blackening in the hot oil pot.
Su Yiran glanced at Xu Weize, then dragged Su Mu and his apron, and helped Su Mu out of the kitchen to her room.
Su's mother sat on the edge of the bed, Su Yiran made up the bed and said, "Mom, you can rest for a while! Su Mu nodded, and Su Yiran helped her to lie down and covered the quilt: "Mom, you rest, close your eyes and sleep for a while, and I'll call you when the next meal is ready." Su Mu nodded, and Su Yiran was about to go out, but his arm was suddenly grabbed.
Su Yiran turned around and asked, "Mom, what's wrong?"
"Ranran, you and Xiao Xu...... You ...... with Xiao Xu" Su Mu was about to speak, the door of the room was pushed open, and Xu Weize appeared at the door: "Mom, Yiran, what dishes do you want to eat?"
Xu Weize has already put on an apron, a not very good-looking apron, and it immediately shows a bit of beauty when worn on his body.
"Mom loves to eat mapo tofu, will you?" Su Yiran smiled, and Xu Weize nodded: "Is there anything else?"
"Look at it! Mommy loves to eat it. Su Yiran said, turned his head and smiled at Su's mother: "Is it Mom? Mom is always eccentric, I am picky in everything I do, and you praise the deliciousness of everything you do." ”
Su Mu paused for a moment, closed her eyes and said nothing.
Su Yiran saw that her mother was too tired, so she said, "Then Mom, you can rest, I'll go to the kitchen to help." ”
"Burn!" Su Mu suddenly did: "You stay with me here, okay?"
Seeing his mother's panicked appearance, Su Yiran was stunned, turned his head to Xu Weize and said, "Then you go ahead, I'll accompany my mother." ”
Xu Weize at the door nodded and said, "Okay." But he didn't move, there was no special expression on his handsome face, but his eyes glanced at Su Mu with concern.
Su Mu looked at him vigilantly, and subconsciously grabbed Su Yiran's hand, Su Yiran felt it and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you?"
Su Mu shook her head: "Maybe I'm too tired." ”
Su Yiran helped Su's mother lie down, turned his head to look at Xu Weize at the door, and nodded at him before he turned around and left.
Su Yiran simply kicked off his shoes and snuggled up to Su's mother and lay down.
"Mom, are you still uncomfortable?" Su Yiran lay down and looked up, looking at Su's mother's side face.
Su Mu said, "It's okay. The mother and daughter fell into a terrible tense atmosphere, and neither of them spoke again, but lay quietly like this.
The death of a loved one is unpredictable and unimaginable to people, Su Yiran felt nervous for a long time before her mother slowly relaxed, she looked at her and suddenly found a topic: "Mom, what were you going to ask me and Xiao Xu just now?"
As soon as Su Yiran finished speaking, she obviously felt that her mother was in a wrong mood, her body was tense, she looked at her mother strangely, only to see her holding her hand and asking: "Yiran, tell me, are you in love with Xu Weize now?"
Su's mother asked so formally, so that Su Yiran felt the difference, in her memory, Su's mother had always been called a little little bit, why did she suddenly call her name?
She thought for a while and nodded: "Yes, I'm in love with him! Mom, don't worry, I'm not in love with him because you and dad keep saying that he is good, and I always fall in love with him because he is not worthy, nor because he is good to you, good to me, good to our whole family, but because I love him, so I fall in love with ......."
When the youngest daughter's family confesses her love to her parents, she will always be a little shy and shy, Su Yiran is like this, and at the same time with firmness, she thinks that her mother is because she is usually too firm to let her be with Xu Weize, and she is unwilling.
But she didn't know, she said this only to make Su's mother blame herself more, blaming herself for looking away and looking at the wrong person, blaming herself for letting her daughter fall into such a situation, and she was hurt both in advance and retreat.
So she silently endured this self-blame and suffering, and didn't dare to tell Su Yiran what she knew, she was also weighing what to do that would hurt Su Yiran the least.
"If you break up now, will you be miserable?" Su Mu looked at Su Yiran and asked seriously.
Su Yiran looked at Su's mother's appearance and suddenly laughed: "Why do you want to break up? Mom, you really don't have to worry." She also became serious: "He won't leave me just because my father died, you can rest assured." ”
"I'm just worried that he won't leave you!" Su Mu blurted out, scaring Su Yiran, and then reacted after a while: "Mom, what did you say?"
Su Mu's eyes darkened, and at the same time she was particularly uncomfortable, and it took a long time before she suddenly grabbed Su Yiran's hand: "Yiran, if you love too deeply, you can hurt yourself, do you understand this truth? I am very painful for your father to leave me, if you really love Xu Weize, you will suffer more pain than me one day." ”
"Let's try to love him a little less from now on, okay?" Su Mu said and stared at Su Yiran, expecting a positive answer.
But Su Yiran was stunned for a moment, and suddenly hugged Su's mother tightly and said, "Mom, don't be sad, Dad...... I know that Daddy's death will hit you hard, but you must not think about it. ”
"Then you promise me to love her less!" Su Mu grabbed Su Yiran's hand, Su Yiran gritted his teeth: "Mom, if I lie to you, you will be even more unhappy, feelings are not faucets, you can't just accept and let go, right?"
If she could put it away freely, she wouldn't have been able to love Xu Weize when her parents asked her to love her, and her mother wouldn't have to be so sad and painful when her father died today.
Su's mother also understood this truth, she was silent for a while, patted Su Yiran's shoulder and said: "Mom just doesn't want you to get hurt, Yiran, you are just too stupid, there used to be a kind Chen Lin, and now there is a Xu Weize......"
"Mom, Xu Weize is different from Chen Lin. Su Yiran corrected one by one, looking at her serious look, Su's mother felt cold, in front of her, Su Yiran rarely took the initiative to defend others, and today she blurted out the words she maintained, isn't her feelings deep?
How deep is it?
Su Mu muttered to herself: "It's different, it's really different." ”
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Xu Weize's cooking skills are exquisite, his movements are fast, and soon three dishes and one soup are ready, and he came out to ask Su Mu to eat with Su Yiran, Su Mu didn't want to eat, but Su Yiran definitely wanted to go out, she didn't worry about them being alone, so she barely cheered up to eat.
At the dining table, Su Mu kept bowing her head
Silent, laughter and joy no longer appeared at the table, even Su Yiran obviously felt that the atmosphere was wrong, and Su's mother's attitude towards Xu Weize was even more wrong.
This meal was the most bitter meal Xu Weize had ever eaten in the Xu family.
After the meal, Su Yiran went to wash the dishes, and Xu Weize sat face-to-face with Su's mother in the living room: "Mom." Xu Weize Xi'an spoke: "You can't forget today's events, can you?"
Su Mu didn't say anything but looked at Xu Weize in a daze, he pursed his lips and looked a little lost and uncomfortable, she said: "You tell me the whole truth, I see if I can forgive you." ”
This time Xu Weize was silent.
They didn't talk to each other until Su Yiran came out, Su Yiran washed the dishes and came out, Xu Weize said, "It's too late, I'll go back first." He walked up to Su Yiran: "Mom may not be in good spirits, you accompany Mom." ”
"Well, I'll send you!" After Su Yiran finished speaking, Su Mu said sharply: "Doesn't he know the road?"
Xu Weize frowned, and even Su Yiran's face changed, but when he thought of his mother's current state, he said, "Then I won't send you, you should be careful on the road." Then he put his hand on the side of his face and motioned for a call.
Xu Weize went out, Su Yiran walked up to Su's mother and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you today?" Did Xu Weize make you angry?"
Su's mother looked at Su Yiran, she also suffered the pain of losing her father, but she still had to take care of her mother.
She didn't want her daughter to be sad, but in her opinion, the current Xu Weize was a cancer buried next to Su Yiran, and it might threaten Su Yiran at any time, she ......
"Ranran, is it okay for you to break up with Xu Weize?" Su Mu said seriously, without too much explanation: "Don't ask why, you didn't fall in love with him last year, so the relationship is a matter of a year and a half, Chen Lin and you can forget the relationship for four years, and it's not difficult to forget him, isn't it?"
Su Yiran looked at her mother in a daze, and realized that something was wrong: "Mom, you always wanted me to be with him before, what's wrong today?"
Su Mu shook her head and said, "It's nothing, I'm just afraid that you will have surgery in the future, and you will break up!
Su Yiran wanted to say something, but the doorbell rang suddenly, and Su Yiran could only swallow what he wanted to say, get up and open the door.
As soon as the door opened, Chen Lin was stunned, carrying a small suitcase and a handbag, standing outside the door, his beard was stubbled and his eyes were scarlet......-
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