Ideals, despair parted ways
On the afternoon of the second day, on the crowded dock, a group of rare yellow-skinned people attracted special attention. The handsome and middle-aged man led by him was murderously leading a group of restrained younger brothers to murderously board a ship that was about to set sail. After the names were announced, everyone boarded the ship smoothly and was treated as honored guests, but they did not wander around, but followed the leader to the bow of the ship.
Hearing the sound of impatient footsteps behind him, the giant man in cloak standing like a statue on the bow of the ship turned his head slightly, then turned back to look at the sea, and a greeting that was not salty or light came out of the darkness under his head: "It's really slow." ”
"Slow down your sister!" Zheng Zha shouted as he stepped out of the crowd and roared loudly: "I dropped a text message and didn't come back for a day, where have you been so far! ”
"Hmph. Zhengyan scoffed at Zheng Zha's accusation: "The team battle hasn't officially started yet, something will happen, not to mention that with that example of the prisoner, if something really happens, you should be notified as soon as possible." As for where, of course it's near you, where can we go up at a distance of 5,000 meters? Why, can't we tell at all?"
"You..." Zheng Zhe, who has been willful so far, couldn't bear it anymore, and strode forward to reason with him, the atmosphere of the whole team was condensed, and in the face of the atmosphere that would explode at any time, all the newcomers, including Saito, involuntarily began to retreat, Zheng Zha only Zhang Jie was ready to draw a gun to fight, although Zhan Lan did not retreat but was at a loss, Xiao Honglu leaned behind him and looked at the two people in the center of the storm. Zhao Yingkong just stood silently in place, neither had the consciousness of staying out of the situation nor planning to intervene in the conflict, while Ming Yanwei, who had always served as the guardian of Zhengyan, was faithfully blocking in front of Zheng Zha.
Just as Zheng Zhe was about to pat Ming Yanwei with an annoyed face, Zhengyan suddenly spoke coldly: "I have something to talk to Zheng Zhe privately, you can step back first." ”
"You..." Although I didn't want the incident to affect others, it was also right to let them leave first, but this feeling of being robbed of the power to give orders was not good at all, but before he could say anything, Ming Yanwei bypassed him and stood in front of everyone. She is also a warrior who has gone through several battles and has been stained with blood, and with a long time of ** teaching, she has the aura of a superior person, and before she releases her murderous aura, the newcomers can no longer face her momentum and retreat. Zhao Yingkong was bored when he saw this, so he turned around and left, and Zhang Jie, who was facing Ming Yanwei face to face as the front line of pressure, was in a cold sweat, he consciously told him that he must not be impulsive with the guy in front of him, he looked at Zheng Zha, saw that the other party nodded and gave him an apologetic look and led Zhan Lan away. Seeing that everyone was gone, Ming Yanwei nodded to Zhengyan and left from the bow of the boat.
Seeing that everyone had left, Zheng Zha twisted his waist and entered the scolding mode: "Okay, now that no one is there, what do you want to say?
However, Zhengyan has never been a person who will respect Zheng Zhe's speech, and before Zheng Zhe could enter the state, he turned around and faced him and interrupted: "Play the house, you have a lot of fun." ”
Zheng Zhe, who was interrupted, was stunned for a moment, and then immediately understood the consciousness in Zhengyan's words, and immediately became angry, waving his hand excitedly and roaring loudly: "What do you mean by this!!"
If Zheng Zha is a passionate anger, Zhengyan is cold and cold, completely ignoring Zheng Zhe's anger, and Zhengyan describes his evaluation of Zheng Zhe word by word without emotion: "You still like to be emotional, and you don't think about the meaning and consequences of your actions at all, to be honest, I don't agree with you as a captain at all." ”
"What did you say!?"
"Last night, you seemed to be excited to blow up your old bottom to the newcomer, right?" Zhengyan still didn't talk to Zheng Zhe almost, but Zheng Zhe himself actually didn't have anything to say, he knew better than anyone else about his own feelings, it was not the first time that he had caused himself and the entire team to be in danger in order to save a certain team member, and he was ashamed that every time he wiped his ass by Zhengyan, he couldn't refute this aspect at all, and he could only express his anger at Zhengyan's disagreement with him.
"So what!" Zheng Zha, a hot-blooded man who can't see the negative in everything, doesn't understand what's wrong with communicating more with newcomers, and continues to criticize him with a very comic lead.
Shaking his head, Zhengyan was speechless at this little white who had to press all the options when he encountered the choice branch, and coolly entered the preaching mode: "Zheng Zhe, I admire your noble sentiment of wanting to treat every member of the team well, and I am sure that you have the ability to implement all the policies you want in the team, but this is not a game or a competition, not to mention that this is a team battle." We have to face unknown enemies on an unknown battlefield, their abilities, tactics, and action patterns are unpredictable, and the opponent is in the same situation, so it can be said that in this team battle, the opponent's bottom is half of the victory. We are already a weak team, and in this case, we still let newcomers who have no ability to protect themselves carry confidential information, what is this not self-destruction!?"
"Shall we leave them behind!, those who have no power, who have just come into this world, who are as confused as we once were! They are now in the most need of help, and if we do not give them the trust to exclude them now, they will not open their hearts to us in the future. What is the future of a team that only knows how to abandon each other and betray each other!"
"Now is a time of war, and we should pay more attention to winning the battle in front of us than the ethereal future! The enemy is strong and we are weak, and the slightest mistake may cause a disaster, and this disaster may lead to the destruction of the team at any time! Not to mention that you are deliberately increasing your own disadvantages now, and you are putting those comrades-in-arms who support and trust you in the wrong place!? Just for a few newcomers whose details are unknown, you disregard the safety of your comrades-in-arms and let them get into danger, is this what you are the captain of!?"
"I'm just..."Zheng Zhe trembled in the face of such an accusation, but he could only look at his trembling fists and couldn't refute it, everything Zhengyan said was exactly what he had been struggling with but refused to face. As a captain, he has always done a good job of leading his subordinates, but it is also his duty to make the right choices and guide the team out of danger in difficult times. But so far, the team has been in danger for their innocence more than once, and each time they have paid a heavy price, this fact has been tormenting Zheng Zha, making him confused and not knowing how to choose.
Looking at the painful Zheng Zha, he couldn't talk about it happily, once upon a time, he also fought for goodness like him. However, when the blood cooled and reality overpowered the dream, he was in the same pain. The cruel reality, the huge shadow of darkness that makes people desperate, is eroding him day by day, making him what he is today. That's why he must not fail here, in order to awaken that hot, bright sun...
"Zheng Zha, although the ideal is beautiful, it can't compete with reality after all. This is the law of the reincarnation world, and if you want to survive first, you must abide by this law. Although you are powerful, you are not a god, and it is impossible for you to resist this law, and if you do it, you will only lose everything. If you can't admit the world even so," he said, slowly turning around and looking at the sun that was about to set, "Then, I won't recognize you as the captain anymore." Zheng Zhe looked at Zhengyan in surprise, and then lowered his head haggardly.
When did it happen? He knew it was going to be like this... Chu Xuan too, Zhengyan too...
"From now on, our team is officially independent from your team, and in the future, we will go our separate ways, and all intelligence, tactics, and resources will stop sharing. You can lead your team to the end of your ideals. I, we, will be in despair and march towards glory. ”
...... There was no response, and hearing Zhengyan's declaration, Zheng Zha just turned around and left silently.
Chu Xuan's indifferent face vaguely flashed in his mind, (Is this your answer?Chu Xuan, sure enough, am I not suitable to be the captain?)
Walking past Ming Yanwei, who was leaning in the corridor beside him, Zheng Zhe raised his head and forced a smile towards the people who were waiting for him.
Even so, I'm still...
Zhan Lan stood up high and smiled and beckoned to him, Zhang Jie nodded to him, Saito touched his head and smiled at him, and the rest of the newcomers also greeted him. The depression in Zheng Zhe's heart began to be washed away by warmth.
This smile, this time, must be guarded no matter what.
......
The hard, cold steel boots collided with the wooden ground, making a crisp gurgling sound.
"What did you tell him?" "Huh. ”
"Anyway, the purpose has been achieved, next..."
After speaking, Zheng Zhe turned to look at Zhao Yingkong, who was standing there at some point.
"What did you think about that?"
"What do you want me to do?" replied coldly, just practiced, at this time, Zhao Yingkong no longer had the last trace of popularity among the people who usually stayed, and completely turned into a deadly weapon, however, this is the real her.
"Just stay among them like that, you can't count on it as a teammate, but it's still qualified as bait. ”
Woo~~ With the melodious whistle, the passenger ship began to leave the port. Zhengyan looked at the oncoming Oe and announced in a steady but secretly fanatical voice, "Then, go and win the victory." ”