Volume 2 We sang and he appeared late at night, and we chatted

Nam Kyaw has been writing books for more than a year and has never felt the same pressure as these days.

Nanjue is a student, and he will graduate in a few days, and it is ridiculous to tell the truth that he has stepped into the society, because the school is originally a microcosm of society, and when the day comes, Nanjue is looking forward to it, of course, Nanjue is not afraid when it is approaching, but his mood is very complicated.

Approaching graduation, in the past half a year or so, Nan Jue has thought about how to speak and how to do things, to be honest, Nan Jue is actually a little anxious, and many times he can't settle down. It's also inexplicably strange to crave something that was impossible to get, but Nan Jue has also grown, matured, hobbies that should be abandoned, and habits that should be corrected Nan Jue is trying his best to change, Nan Jue understands, time is slowly waiting, waiting for you to throw something, and when you finish throwing it, it will pass in a hurry.

Everyone always feels that they are good, even if they are harsh, they feel that the direction is right, how can Nan Jue be an exception. But Nan Jue will think about some problems from other directions, and I am trying my best to understand that Nan Jue is really an ordinary person, no matter how perfect he feels, he can only think about it in his own narrow personal world.

During the period when Nan Jue was writing the book, he met many people, just like different characters in a world, Nan Jue built a "Question Altar" and invited some of the characters in, oh my God, they are all kinds of people, they are different, when you are in it, you can't treat yourself as a supporting role, because everyone is the protagonist! You can't be the main character either, because everyone is a supporting role! Everyone cooperated with each other's performance today, chatting about lines that seemed to be written according to a perfect script, and each link was linked to the other. When a voice suddenly stops, you will worry about it, but you can't find fault with it, because even the disappearing scenes are reasonable. This will make you indulge in it every day, the person who writes the book has many friends, but they are all like lonely wild cranes, you fly close to the sky, there are groups of bosom friends above and below you to greet you, but none of them are the same as you, flying with you. However, we are all happy, because we look different, but we can greet each other, and the relationship that comes together because of a few books is of course very strange, but also very charming.

In a small place, we sang and he appeared on the stage, maybe every character in it was silently paying attention to other people's scenes, but if you want to say it in substance, it will be a little colder. Nan Jue believes that in reality, it is also like this, I am full of expectations for the future, but I will be worried about the next "scene" that I don't know where it will happen, will the opening be dazzling? Will it go well? Will there be applause for the finale? However, I also play different roles elsewhere, playing a guy who writes a book, a worker on the other side, and a person who lives in life on the other. When all the schedules are on the agenda, and all the theaters are urging you to go on stage, Nam Jue does feel fear.

Therefore, Nanjue was under pressure, wanted to give up, and wanted to dismantle the "Asking Altar" as the first step to escape, but no matter what he did, he couldn't hide his cowardice. When I did it, and I did it halfway, I was reluctant to give up, everyone in this world occupies a lot of roles, some people are ruthless, gritted their teeth and gave up one, maybe other scenes are better, maybe worse, but after all, I made a choice, which is also a kind of courage.

Obviously, Nam Jue is cowardly, hypocritical, wants to escape, but has no courage to give up, I will not be a good actor in the end, I will only be tired of running around in several roles, and I may have played a supporting role from beginning to end, but I have to believe that even a supporting role, after acting for a lifetime, will be reviewed as the protagonist. Maybe one day I met Bole, maybe one day I was named on the gold list, but that's all later, Nanjue will fight for it, and he will be extravagant, but before that, he should always play his role well.

Nan Jue knew that there was not much time left in the old land, and he was cherishing every day, wanting to make some fame and carve some marks of his existence, but he found that the ordinary life of every moment was really the best proof that Nan Jue had been here, and it should be the most perfect memory. I hope that in the next theater performance, Nan Jue can complete the same as satisfying himself, life, after all, it will start in another place, I hope that the characters who have entered the world of Nan Jue, will find their own theater, when we show our strength together, although we are separated from each other, but we will definitely interpret a similar plot, because, our hearts have been to the same place.

Good night and good night.