Time: Eighteen years ago (kite, bell, Mu Ziyun, Fang Tianmu, Xiang are the same age)

Location: Guanglang Liuli Island - Xunjiang Guo - Wang Tu

"Oops, it's going to kill you tonight!" An old man broke into the gate of the Feng family, the sweat on his face had accumulated into water, and his body was completely soaked, "Second Feng, has your daughter-in-law given birth?" ”

"Not yet, it's really deadly!" The old man was pacing anxiously in the house, and after a while, he stopped and said angrily: "The midwife said yesterday that she was going to give birth, and she hasn't seen a shadow until now!" ”

"Don't worry, those families were born early, big girls in Yishui! You're a hard worker, you should be a brat! ”

The old man stopped all of a sudden, and said three times in a row, "It's good to give birth later, it's good to work hard, you have to give birth to someone with a handle, so that I can pick up the incense of my Feng family!" ”

After about half a cup of tea, the two old men suddenly felt that their chests were blocked, and they squatted on the ground together, and their faces were flushed, and they lacked breath in their lungs, and they couldn't make up for it. The old man pushed open the door with difficulty, but the outside was even more stuffy than the inside.

"There is a natural disaster, look at the weather, even if it is not in our Guanglang Liuli Island, it should be somewhere else, this ghost sky is overwhelming, what kind of demon and monster has come to the world?"

"Don't say it, it's really weird," the old man leaned over, "It's fine during the day, there are three or four clouds floating in the sky, who knows that at night, I can't even see a star, there must be a ghost born somewhere"

In the next moment, the heartbeat of the two of them stagnated, and then there was a long period of silent depression and torture, there must be a demon in the world, and these mortals are about to be devoured!

"Wow!" There was a cry from the inner room, and it was this cry that relieved the two old men in the outer room of all the pressure, their heartbeat returned to normal, and their breathing became much easier, as if nothing had happened just now.

The old man was stunned for a while, and after coming back to his senses, he hurriedly shouted into the house: "Male and female babies!" ”

"Girl!"

"Ahh The old man slapped himself on the head.

"Hahaha, Feng Er, you are unlucky! Alright, I'm going to see the next one! The old man ran away with his feet on his feet. The old man slammed the door in annoyance, and he didn't go into the inner room.

Time: Thirteen years ago

Location: Guanglang Liuli Island - Xunjiang Guo - Wang Tu

"Grandpa, why did my mother die?" At the age of five, she still hasn't understood what death is, but she doesn't understand why her mother died. And when he died, why would he never see him again?

"Your mother is waiting for death, waiting for her husband, my son, that is, your father"

"What about Daddy? Is Daddy dead? ”

"I don't know.... Probably dead! ”

"What about after you die? Why are my mothers and fathers gone, I miss my mother..."

Old Man Feng picked up a withered yellow leaf, sighed, and said: "It's useless to think about it, look at this leaf, it's at the end of its life, if it can't live, it should die, and if it dies, it will disappear, and there is nothing." ”

"But I... I want it to live, it looks good alive, and my mother looks good alive. ”

"It's useless" The old man bent over alone and slowly walked back to the house.

She squatted on the ground alone and picked up the withered yellow leaves that her grandfather had thrown away, "Huh? Why can't the leaves live? I don't want it to die, mother, how can I live if I die? I want you to live, woo.... How nice it would be for you to come out again! Leaf, leaf, you are happy! I want you to live, woo..."

The withered yellow leaves, at some point, had turned green like jade in her hands, "Woo... Mother, I want you to survive! ”

"Old.... Master! "There was a knock on the door of the old man's room.

The old man said coldly: "What are you shouting!" What's wrong again! ”

"In the courtyard! Our yard has become a garden! ”

"What?"

When: Four years ago

Location: Guanglang Liuli Island - Xunjiang Guo - Baiqu City

"Grandpa, when I reach an age, I will become a widow like those sisters"

"Yes! But there is no shame, you will be the family of the hero, and you will be stained with it. ”

"Like my mother, wait for a man for a lifetime, and then die?"

"Isn't it honorable?" Old Man Feng said coldly, and then, looking at his granddaughter, lowered his eyes, and sighed: "Child, this... This is our custom for generations, no, not a custom, it is a responsibility! Those warriors died for great faith, and we should be proud of them. ”

"What about the woman? Should they die alone because of their beliefs? ”

"It's not their beliefs, it's ours, whether it's men or women, Wang Tucheng is fearless, oh yes, I'm not in a hurry to go home today, I'll take you to a place first, you'll definitely like it."

She was taken by her grandfather to a mountain full of flowers, beautiful like a dream for the fourteen-year-old girl, who threw herself down and rolled among the flowers, which were bent and flattened and always returned to their original state when she was gone.

Old Man Feng whispered to himself on the side: "How can this kid have such an ability, is it a god-given skill?" You can't let people know, or else..."

In the blink of an eye, she had gone a long way, and after a long time, she was a little tired, and sat down on the little hill, among the flowers, with her chin on her hands, and fell into the girl's thoughts.

"Don't be like those girls! What glory, what faith, it's all nonsense, if it's me... Well... Be sure to find a big, tall, tall hero! Phew, don't want a big hero, a big hero dies quickly, huh? Then find an ordinary one? Cut! I'm not ordinary, why should he be ordinary, no! Ah, what kind of guy are you going to meet? Want to grow up, want to... Hmm..."

She was in a state of flux, and it was a few rotten petals that floated in to wake her up, how could the flowers wither in the current season? Hey? Who's that?

That was the first time she met Xiang....

"He's so weird! Why did all the flowers around him wither? He's the devil, yes! She wanted to escape, but she didn't feel a trace of fear, she didn't notice it at all, she was sitting harder, her legs were more stable, what was she thinking? She was thinking about leaving, it was a monster, but her heart was firmly tied to her place without any reaction.

"You.. What's your name? ”

Oh my God, how can I talk to him! I'm still laughing, he looks so scary, is he going to kill me?

"West... West... Auspicious! ”

Ah, he yelled at me, he's a devil, huh? No, did he just say Xiang? Right..

"My name is Kite! Ah, here comes Grandpa! I'm leaving, goodbye! ”

She ran away in a hurry, not daring to look back, it seemed that the guy didn't chase after her, whew... Breathe a sigh of relief...

When: Three years ago

Location: Guanglang Liuli Island - Xunjiang Guo - Wang Tu

"I'm good... It's painful! She suddenly fell to the ground and rolled, startling the maid, "I can't breathe!" Yes! ”

"Kite! What happened to you! Don't scare me! What's wrong with you! The old man grabbed her shoulder, "Where do you hurt!" Tell Grandpa! ”

"Grandpa, I, I'm so scared!"

"Scared? Who hurt you? ”

"No.... Me, my heart hurts! I don't know... I don't know what keeps tormenting me."

"There's something in you! Where! ”

"No" she cried and mourned: "Not here, I don't know where it is, not in Guanglang Liuli Island, he woke up, he suddenly broke out, I'm so scared!" ”

"Who? Who are you talking about? ”

"I don't know, I don't know!" She shook her head in despair, she may not know what she was talking about, but this palpitation, like death scraping her neck with a scythe, was so terrifying, something was threatening her. "Ahh She slammed open the door and ran up the hill.

"Zheng'er!" The old man followed closely.

Everywhere she ran, all the grass and trees began to grow wildly, and she felt that something in her body was awakening, and it was about to come out, or it had already come out. A large number of roots came out of the ground, keeping the old man in the distance, and she ran a mile to the mountain, during which a dense forest was created.

She was trembling all the time, afraid of what was far away, and also afraid of her own energy. A hand trembled against her sleeve, and she let out a scream and turned her head.

"Xiang! Ahh ”

"What......... Whatever! "It's like the end of the world," you ....... Can't die! No.... Nope..."

"I don't know what's happening in the distance, but it's going to kill me!"

Xiang breathed a sigh of relief and stammered, "I'll procure... Protect... You, you... Can't die! ”

"Hmm!"

Time: Half a year ago

Location: Guanglang Liuli Island - Xunjiang Guo - Wang Tu

"It stinks!" On her way home today, she smelled a foul smell, it really stinked so much that she fainted, and the stench would still move, could it be a person? What a person, it stinks so much!

When I returned home, I just sat down and picked up the vegetables in the basket, when I heard my grandfather say quietly: "Zheng'er, that warrior has sent someone to ask again." ”

"Warriors! Warrior! Warrior! Grandpa knew that he was a warrior, so he simply boiled his granddaughter, cut it into several pieces and gave them to eat! Hum! ”

"I'm just saying, hehe, nothing else."

"Gross!"

"What's wrong? Kite? You're pregnant! The old man shouted in fear.

"Grandpa, what are you talking nonsense! I smell disgusting! ”

"Oh... That's good! ”

She suddenly felt bad, the stench was getting closer and closer, and she was stunned, and slowly turned back, just in time, with those eyes.

"Who is he? Good... It stinks! He followed me to see that he was clean, why did he smell so big? Hey? Why do I hate him so much? He? What's wrong with me, I actually had terrible thoughts" She had the idea of killing for the first time, no matter how far away this thought should have been from her, but this moment came naturally, why? Why do you want to abolish him so much! It doesn't matter if he is dying and struggling, whether he is half-dead, as long as he is injured and desperate, he will be at ease and comfortable.

But after a moment of evil thought, she found that she could no longer take her eyes off, she was deeply immersed in those eyes, unable to extricate herself, this feeling was hidden in the fog, no, it was not enough, it was necessary to cover a veil, a circle of cloth, in short, to quietly meet her gaze, it was too rare, too hard.

She - kite - desire

(The following is not her statement, but the statement from her heart)

The first time I knew what death was, it wasn't on the day my mother died, in fact, I had already experienced it, flowers would die, grass would die, and I had already had such a thought in my little heart - all things will die.

I don't want the flowers to die, because I can feel the desire of the flowers to live, I can't tell why every grass, every flower's feelings are constantly reflected in my heart, and even the death of my mother can't make me cry, because every moment, the flowers are crying to me, they don't want to die, yes, I know very well, but death, what does it represent?

And when I realized that the desire to live was not the flower's, but mine, I was extremely ashamed, because I was living, but I was longing to live, and the flowers, the grass, were already dead.

My desire has come true, I can make the seed sprout, I can make the dead leaves tender again, and in the crying day after day, I hear a glimmer of cheerful laughter, whose is that? Flowers? Grassy? Or mine? I really want to bring my mother back to life, but I can't seem to do it no matter how hard I try, or rather, in fact, I don't have this firm thought in my desire at all.

When I grew up, my grandfather told me that I was going to get married.

I don't want to, I want to marry someone, I want to marry a man, let him wait for me for the rest of my life, what is tall, what is ordinary, I don't care at all, I just have a desire to make men feel the despair of women too. Actually, I'm lonely, my friends have unshakable beliefs, they may have erected their bellies, they are happy and 'weird' laughing, the reason why I use 'weird' to describe them is because I think they have no humanity anymore, I don't understand that belly really makes them happy to the point of madness?

I look out of place, am I a Wantu person? I wish I was, or maybe I wasn't.

That day, I met Xiang, I was overjoyed, nonsense! How could I possibly want to escape, my legs trembled with excitement, for the first time I felt a familiar breath in someone else, and the flower would die next to him? What does it matter, I'll just let them come alive again! I have a desire, so embarrassed, that he can always be by my side, as if he is willing, ah, man, no, he is a real man.

When my heart palpitates, I feel that the sky is about to fall, I know very well that the thing in the distance is a person, although thousands of miles away, I can still feel his despair, his dead silence, so pitiful, what did he do? Or what happened? Strange, obviously I have nothing to do with me, obviously I haven't met him, why does my heart hurt so much, for a stranger? Does the terrible guy have a heartache? I had a desire to see him, and although I was scared, but... I hope he survives.

When I actually saw him, I couldn't keep calm, his name was Mu Ziyun, what a bastard guy, he was not right here, not right there, nothing was right, it stinks, oh my God, how can he stink so much! But I can't see him for a moment, he is burned in my heart, it has become a scar, I can't remove him, I can't heal myself, I hate him, I hate him, I have an innate hatred, why hasn't he died? Why not die? He should have died early, and the whole family, the whole world, who had anything to do with him, should have died! I have a desire, he wants to die immediately, he doesn't die, I can't live, I think of him all the time, he is a knife without a handle, I will hurt wherever I hold it.

But, strangely, I had another desire at the same time, he couldn't die elsewhere, he couldn't die at the hands of others, only I could kill him, he was mine, no one could snatch it, bastard, that demonic energy once almost killed him, who allowed it! I was furious, and I left a seed next to his heart and planted my heart as well. When I feel wrong, I will come up with all kinds of reasons to save him, whether it is in the sea or on the ground, my seed can always play a role, he is tightly held in the palm of my hand, I can kill him at any time, I can save him at any time, how can I save him? I stayed here to kill him in the future!

However, my hatred did not diminish, but other feelings sprouted, what was that feeling? Walking beside him, I was shamelessly savoring the taste, it was really nasty, I longed to be with this stinky guy, I knew it was wrong, this must be something terrible at work. He saved me, I could hear his shouting clearly, for him, my life was his, he thought exactly the same as I thought, why am I so happy! Bah! I still hate him, and I can be sure that to this day I still wish he would die immediately, but another feeling is growing more and more, that he will die, but in my arms, with my consent.

I'm suppressing the last thing I want to face – love?

Ridiculous, how could it be, I don't feel the slightest taste of love, and I can be sure that he will never love me either, at least, not now. But why, are we secretly fulfilling the duty of love with each other? Can even love be destined?

Author's words: After many days, the Legend of the Beast God has finally been updated again, this time it's the turn of the kite, in fact, whether it's a kite, Xiang, or Mu Ziyun, it can't be told in a chapter, or a chance to finish, each of them has unknown feelings and hearts, Mu Ziyun is okay, because the first volume is centered on him, or read it, I know more about him than others, Nan Jue just wants to say, not the surface of each character must be the surface, maybe it's false, maybe it's the inside, We need to dig out slowly. Fang Tianmu and the bell? The story of these two guys will take a long time to tell, believe Nanjue, the story of the two of them is very exciting!