198 Beloved, my Beloved
The sentence I don't know you suddenly made Xu Zhiai laugh angrily, and tears flowed out of his eyes.
She pushed Xiao Yaran away, then came to the hospital bed, grabbed his clothes, leaned down and looked at him, "You said you don't know me? I gave birth to two children for you and was widowed for four years, and you said you don't know me?"
After speaking, Xu Zhiai threw him away, raised his hand and slapped him, the voice was very crisp, and directly slapped his face.
He blinked, and there was a look of astonishment in his eyes that could not be concealed.
"What are you doing?!" Seeing this, Xiao Yaran hurriedly rushed over and pushed her away, and then stretched out her arms to block in front of him, looking like a guardian saint, "He's a patient, don't hurt him!"
Xu Zhiai looked at them and couldn't help but smile again, but this time it was a mocking smile, "What are you playing in front of me now? Are you playing a deep drama? My two children, poor people haven't even called a dad, you are good, just let other people's children call you dad! Or do you want to tell me, in fact, it is your child?"
Xiao Yaran blocked him, and Xu Zhiai couldn't see his expression, I don't know if he would find out with his conscience after listening to her words.
She clutched her chest, it was actually really painful, but she kept holding back, accepting his injuries again and again, "Night Thousand City, I'll ask you again, why did you disappear for four years? Is it because you were injured? So you chose to be a coward? Answer my question! You answer my question!
As soon as she was excited, she rushed over again, this time, Xiao Yaran desperately blocked her, just to prevent her from hurting him in the past, "Don't hurt him, I beg you not to hurt him! He doesn't remember anything! If you ask him again, he won't answer you anything, because he has forgotten you!"
Xu Zhiai listened, his body suddenly stiffened, but he quickly reacted and continued to struggle, "I don't believe it! You are all lying to me! Liar! You big liar in Night Thousand City!"
"He really didn't remember anything, could you please leave first?" Xiao Yaran pushed her vigorously and pushed her back a few steps.
After Xu Zhiai stood firm, he looked at them with eyes full of hatred, pursed his lips and sneered, "Very good, pretend not to know me, don't you want to see me? I said, I just asked you again, if you don't answer, you still have to pretend, then you continue to pretend, pretend slowly, it's better not to let me know even if you're dead!"
With that, she turned and left, full of sadness and despair, and left here.
Outside, Cong Yi and Lian Chuyi were still entangled with the doctor and nurse, hugging them tightly to prevent them from ventilating and reporting the news, and suddenly saw her rushing out of it with red eyes, and even Chuyi and Cong Yi were stunned for a moment.
"Xiao Ai, what's wrong?" Lian Chuyi immediately let go of the nurse and hurriedly greeted her.
Cong Yi also pushed Dr. Li away, frowning and looking at Xu Zhiai, his eyes full of worry.
Xu Zhiai didn't stop, walked forward quickly, suppressing her emotions, until the three of them entered the elevator, she couldn't hold back anymore, threw herself into Lian Chuyi's arms, and cried sadly.
As soon as she cried, even Chu Yi and Cong Yi panicked, a little at a loss, after all, for so many years, they had never seen her cry at all.
Moreover, they are still crying so sadly, so sad, that the people they look at are uncomfortable.
Lian Chuyi seemed to empathize, his eyes turned red all of a sudden, hugged her tightly and gently stroked her back to comfort her, "What's wrong? Didn't you see someone else? What did he tell you? Xiaoai, don't you cry yet, okay? I am so sad that you cry!"
Cong Yi sighed and looked at the two of them, hugged both of them and comforted, "Okay, can you both stop being like this? Tell me, what's wrong? You don't say it, we don't know each other, haven't you seen him?"
Xu Zhiai cried sadly for a while, then reached out and vigorously wiped away his tears, choked up with red eyes and said to him, "That bastard in Night Thousand City, he pretended to have amnesia and pretended not to know me! He is a coward! I hate him to death! He will not regret today's decision, I Xu Zhiai will never forgive him!"
Cong Yi listened, his brows furrowed, "He doesn't know you?!"
"He pretended, I can feel it!" Xu Zhiai immediately added.
Cong Yi couldn't understand it even more, "Why does he pretend not to know you?"
Xu Zhiai has already taken back his tears, and after crying, he no longer acts like a coward, his heart is more angry, and he purses his lips and sneers when he hears the words, "Because of his injury, because he may die, because he can't get better, because he is a coward!" He thinks that if he pretends to be dead and doesn't let us know that he is so badly injured, we won't worry about him day and night, run around for his injury, and the sadness will pass, he is a coward, just afraid that we will see him like that!" A person of his character, he just wants to save face, and now he doesn't even want our mother and son!
She didn't even need him to explain, she already understood everything, so he was a coward, a self-righteous coward!
Cong Yi instantly understood, he had heard Lian Chuyi say it, so he also knew his injuries very well, and he was still a young man in Yeqian City, and he knew his character best, a person like him had a very strong self-esteem, if he really knew that his legs were crippled, and he might die at will, he would really be able to do this kind of thing!
He couldn't help but scold him in his heart that he was a bastard! What was there that they couldn't discuss? Why did he choose such a path and bear everything silently and alone, so that he felt great?
At this time, Xu Zhiai's voice came again, "Do you think he is very great and bears it alone? What a big joke, isn't there a beautiful woman with him now?"
He would rather not want them, but let such a strange woman stay by his side, and after so many years, people still don't leave him, and they are really affectionate!
Xu Zhi hated her very much in love, he pushed her away but chose someone else, how could she not be angry?
He didn't know that the scene of witnessing him fall off the cliff gave her a nightmare for a whole year, and she couldn't be at peace every night, only she hid and cried secretly, and no one knew about it at all.
He's fine, with beautiful women by his side, and a cheap son by his side, life is so delicious, and now that she's here, isn't it superfluous for him? She shouldn't know he's alive, she shouldn't appear in front of him and disturb his good life, right?
Cong Yi looked at her and endured sadness in front of her, and looked very uncomfortable, "Maybe the two of them are not what you imagined?" Maybe Dr. Xiao is just the one who helped him, maybe ......"
It's just that before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Xu Zhiai, "Maybe? You said it maybe, maybe people are in love for a long time? I'm a superfluous, he doesn't need me at all now!"
Cong Yi looked at her, and couldn't say anything to refute, so he could only keep scolding the bastard of Night Thousand City in his heart!
What did he think now? Why would he hurt the person he loved the most like this? Didn't he know that the fact that he was not dead was a very emotional thing for them?
Lian Chuyi held her hand tightly, silently gave her energy, and said to her, "Xiao Ai, since Night Thousand City is such a bastard, if he wants to pretend to have amnesia, let him pretend to be good! He doesn't cherish you, he hurts you, and you don't want to be sad for someone like him, it's not worth it at all! Think about it, you still have Winter Fence and Autumn Fence, you still have the two of them, Night Thousand City doesn't want you, it's his loss!"
Xu Zhiai nodded, "Yes, I still have a winter fence and an autumn fence! Don't want to hear the children call him dad, he is not worthy of being the child's father!"
"Yes, he doesn't deserve it!" Lian Chuyi hugged her directly and comforted her.
Whoever dares to hurt her best sister is her enemy!
That bastard in Night Thousand City, he'd better not regret everything he did today!
Xu Zhiai's current situation, even the first year of junior high school did not worry about her, so she accompanied her home to have a good rest, she called the hospital to ask for leave, regardless of whether it was approved or not, and no matter what became of the matter of her leading people to break into the VIP ward, now, she just wants to guard Xu Zhiai and comfort her by her side when she is sad.
And Cong Yi accompanied them for a while and then left.
On the other side, after Xu Zhiai left, the ward fell silent.
Xu Zhiai didn't know at all that his hands hidden under the sheets had always been clenched into fists, and how indifferent he was on the outside was, how excited he was in his heart.
As soon as she left, he couldn't help but immediately hugged his head, suppressed the screams of pain, and fell on the bed struggling in pain.
He had just had a seizure, but he didn't want her to know at all, and he didn't want her to see himself like this, even if he would hurt her, even if he would make her cry, he didn't want her to know his pain!
Now that you have chosen this path four years ago, you should keep going!
Hate him!
can only hate him, and when he is no longer there, after a long time, she will never miss him again.
Seeing this, Xiao Yaran rushed out with red eyes and asked the doctor to come in and give him an injection, but he couldn't always rely on injections to relieve pain, and the effect of the medicine was slowly ineffective.
It didn't take long for it to take effect, but now it will take a long time to take effect.
Xiao Yaran looked at him from the side, his whole face was red in pain, very distressed and worried.
The only thing she could do was to accompany her, waiting for his pain to pass.
I don't know how long it took, but when he stopped moaning in pain, his whole body seemed to be fished out of the water, his whole body was covered in sweat, and he was panting for breath, his eyes staring blankly ahead, not knowing what he was thinking.
Xiao Yaran held his hand, but he reacted and withdrew his hand.
Xiao Yaran was stunned, and a sadness suddenly appeared in her heart.
She looked at him, "Xu Zhiai now knows that you are not dead, what are you going to do?" She doesn't believe that you don't remember her, she is very sad and sad, aren't you heartbroken?"
He struggled to sit up from the bed, dragging his two unconscious legs, he hated it in his heart, he couldn't help but beat it vigorously a few times, but he didn't feel it at all, he took a deep breath, and the irrepressible sadness in his eyes, "My business, it's none of your business, don't ask me anything about her again!"
Xiao Yaran's face immediately sank, and once again she was dissociated by him in such a cold tone, her heart was uncomfortable, she stood up and glared at him, "It has nothing to do with me? Since it has nothing to do with me, then you shouldn't have begged me like that in the first place! Now that you can live until now, I will save you! It has nothing to do with me? It has nothing to do with me? What did you do with me just now? Night Thousand City, you must not do such a thing as crossing the bridge and dismantling the board! I am also a human being, and I will also be hurt and sad, okay?"
He lowered his eyes and looked gloomy, "In the first place, I should have died, and I was gone." ”
Listening to his unfortunate words, Xiao Yaran's eyes instantly turned red, and she rushed over and hugged him and shouted, "You can't die, you don't want to die!
He didn't speak, just quietly let her hold it, but the heart was broken and the blood flowed like a river.
Xiao Yaran hugged him and couldn't help crying, feeling very helpless about her powerlessness, she has been a doctor for so many years, and many lives have been saved in her own hands, every time she is full of a sense of achievement, but she feels very self-blaming and very disappointed because she can't save him, especially listening to his words, she is even more uncomfortable and a little out of breath.
At the beginning, it was she who pulled him back from before the door of death, and lay in bed for more than half a month before waking up, at that time she was very accomplished and thought that she had really saved him.
But as the days passed, not only did he not improve, but his condition got worse and worse, and his external injuries were healed, but the internal injuries were the most serious.
When Cong Yi first came to the door, he was lying in her consultation room, dying.
She knew that the person they were looking for was hers, but instead of handing them over, she lied to them.
She didn't know why, from the first time she saw him, she decided to keep him and heal his injuries, but she thought too highly of herself and thought that she would cure him.
She once took him out to seek medical treatment, found her uncle, and gave him a precise examination, but what she got was the answer that he was not long, and she never gave up, and at that time, her own ability was not so great, she thought of sending him back, sending him back to his relatives.
At that time, she already knew his identity, after all, the news was so big, she knew who she was saving, and she wanted to send him back, maybe his family could bring him better treatment, maybe he could find a better way, maybe he would get better.
But at that time, he begged her, and that was the first time he talked to her, and the two of them had been together for so long, and the first time he opened his mouth, he begged her not to let the people who were looking for him know his whereabouts, and not to let them know that he was still alive.
She struggled, she didn't want to see him die, she wanted him to live, but he begged her, such a proud person begged her, so she chose to tell him that she hadn't seen this person when Cong Yi reappeared.
She also gave him a choice, but his choice never changed, so let his family treat him as dead!
Because he himself didn't know when he was going to die.
It was four years like this, but he was still discovered by his family.
Now, is there nothing wrong with her here? She has always been just a doctor to him who saved him and made him live in secret!
Her love for him is just an unrequited love that has neither beginning nor end.
"Night Thousand City, you don't want to die, you can't die!" Xiao Yaran raised her head and looked at him with tears in her eyes, "We have all worked hard for so long, we have seen hope, you can't die!"
Night Thousand City looked at her, "It's not that I don't want to die, I can not die." ”
In the past four years, he has already seen through it, this is his life, and it is really painful for him to live for so long.
"But, are you really willing? She already knows that you are still alive now, and if you die, she will be sad, are you really willing?" Xiao Yaran had to move out of Xu Zhiai, wanting him to dispel that thought.
It was because he thought of Xu Zhiai that he felt pain!
He had hurt her deep enough, and he didn't want his existence to be the source of her pain all along.
This time, she pretended not to know her and let her leave, because she was afraid that she would see through it, afraid that she would suffer with him again, and she didn't want to let her know that appearance, which would only increase her worry.
Obviously, in a few days, she won't remember him anymore, but as a result, why is this happening?
"She doesn't believe that you really have amnesia and can't remember her! She also saw through your inner thoughts, knowing that you pretended not to know her because she was afraid that her death would hurt her again, and if you left her, she knew everything, and it would be no fun for you to pretend anymore!" Xiao Yaran loudly exposed everything.
Ye Qiancheng raised her eyes and looked at her coldly, "So what? She thinks that what she knows is the truth, and if I don't admit it, it's not the truth! Xiao Yaran, I'm grateful that you've always been by my side to help me, and I have nothing to repay you except a thank you! Now, or in the future, no matter who they look for you, you can't let them know those things, understand?"
Xiao Yaran bit her lower lip and looked at him, "So, do you want to keep pretending until you die?"
Night Thousand City sneered, "Yes, until I die!
Xiao Yaran met his eyes, obviously he didn't want to agree, the more he helped him, the deeper he fell, not only did he not get forgiveness, but she was the same.
But she still couldn't refuse any of his requests, and finally nodded and agreed to him.
In the end, she just said, "I hope you won't have a day of regret for everything you've done now!"
He didn't speak, because, he had already regretted it, but there was no way back for him at all.
He said to her, "I'm not cured, take me back!"
As soon as Xiao Yaran heard this, her brows furrowed suddenly, and she immediately refused, "No! I can promise you anything, but I can't do it on this matter! Where do you want to go back? Do you think where you hide, they won't be able to find you? Can you just wait for death silently? I tell you, no! If you stay here obediently, your illness will be cured, you have to believe me!"
Ye Qiancheng breathed a sigh, and he didn't want to argue with her, he knew his own illness, and in the end, he often had tinnitus, and sometimes it would suddenly be dark in front of him, and he knew that his condition was getting worse and worse.
He closed his eyes and whispered in his heart, why did she still know about it at this time?
Why?
Thinking of her tearful face, his heart began to ache, more than his head.
Xu Zhiai, beloved, my beloved, I'm sorry to let you know me, I'm really sorry......
Xiao Yaran watched him gradually fall asleep, and after breathing a sigh of relief, she was ready to go out to find her uncle and the expert, his condition really couldn't be delayed.
When she came out of the ward, she was blocked by the man in front of her.
Cong Yi put his hands in his pockets and looked at her coldly, "I think we need to find a place to have a good chat, do you say yes?" ”
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