In August 1970, I returned to the residence of the South Bureau of Qiqihar Railway. The second aunt and the neighbors are crying in their thoughts, it has been almost ten years since they were separated, how can it not be sad to think of the past. My stepfather cried loudly when he walked in from outside, he regretted that he shouldn't have fought a lawsuit with his brother to earn the family property, and he regretted that he was in a hurry to remarry despite my studies. He was so sincere, and he cried so sadly.

Aunt Fu walked into the house and started crying, she missed my deceased mother, and lamented the hurt she had done to me after her death. She wiped her tears and said: "Dapeng, you have found a partner, my family still keeps a letter from you, it is a letter to Wenzhou educated youth, her name is Zhang... What Lan, I'll bring it to you. ”

Aunt Fu said that she walked for half an hour, and came back and said that she couldn't find it, but in fact, the letter was returned and useless, or the mailing address was wrong.

According to my stepfather and second aunt-in-law, in 1967, I applied for a certificate of notification of going to the countryside to know the youth, which can only prove that I went to the countryside to the corps because of the educated youth.

I ate at my stepfather's house in the evening, and I got to know my stepmother and the sister and brother she brought. That sister's name is Liu Jiayi, she is married and works in a movie theater in Heilongjiang. His younger brother's name is Liu Dachuan, and he is still in middle school. I don't know why, they really regarded me as a family at the beginning, but when I saw their life, work and study, I was so envious, so inferior, so sad, and cried... I miss my mother from the bottom of my heart and the past.

At night, my stepfather hugged me and cried in his sleep, maybe this is also the relationship between father and son for thirteen years. My stepfather wanted to take me to the two halves of the tomb for my grandfather and mother, and I heard that there was a notice in the city that the grave should be raised within 100 days, and if it was not executed, the grave would be bulldozed according to the owner.

My stepfather and I took a spade and a bicycle each to the two halves of the tun. When we arrived, it was almost another world, where the desolate graves were lying asleep, some had already risen, and some were dead-faced. Because no one cared about the graves of my grandfather and mother for many years, my stepfather went to the person in charge of managing the station, and arranged the soldiers according to the division, brigade, battalion, and company of the general army to find the grave, of course, that was the result of my stepfather spending two yuan.

The graves we found were already level with the ground, and my stepfather and I were laying a spade on the soil, lighting incense, burning paper, and kowtowing when we were finished. The only way to complete everything is to ride home with my stepfather and return to my stepfather's house in the South Bureau. On the way, my stepfather told a story that was true and had just happened: "A few days ago, a man came to the grave, and this man put the bones of his deceased father fifteen years ago into a bag, and it took a lot of effort to get it home and put it in the barn. At dinner at night, I suddenly heard the screams of a fight in the barn. The man put down his chopsticks and walked towards the warehouse, and after a while he heard a sound in the bag, he quickly lifted the bag and poured out the bones, and at the same time as the bones hit the ground, two millimeters came out of the skull and ran, but he saw how there were nails on the skull, and he shivered at that time.

The next day, he went to the police station to report the case, and after the public security investigation, the person had been dead for 15 years, and he must have killed him if he saw that the big nail was nailed to the skull. Later, after the investigation by the Public Security Bureau, it turned out that the person's father was killed, and it was his mother who conspired with others to commit adultery to kill his father, and now his mother has been married to the conspirator for 15 years. The police were dispatched to arrest the criminals, but of course the two criminals never dreamed that they would be today, and they still could not escape the punishment of the law in the end. This case can be said to be "Murder is unforgivable, and national law is intolerable." 》”

mentioned this case, and the second aunt also talked about another case that happened around him.

: "The story takes place in the South Railway Bureau House, from the railway station to the south, most of the family buildings in the west of the road were built by the Chinese during the Japanese invasion. One of them lives on the second floor, three generations of grandparents and four people, both husband and wife go to work, the old lady holds her grandson to play on the balcony, a careless child falls from the upper floor, the old lady runs downstairs to pick up the grandson who fell to death and cries, the neighbors also come to comfort, and some go to the small husband and wife unit to report.

When the couple came back and saw that the child was dead, although they were sad, they still persuaded the old man not on purpose, and they felt abnormal in the eyes of others, because the husband and wife were usually very mean to the old man, how could they be so filial again?

On the night when the child was buried, in the middle of the night, the husband and wife started at the same time, and the old mother rode on the *, while the other took the freshly boiled water and poured it into the old man's mouth. The old man was scalded in the struggle, the boiling water was choking, and he finally ended his life after losing his breath.

The old lady had a girl who lived in Jiefangmen, and that night she saw a big coffin in her dream, and woke up in a cold sweat. The next day, she took the car to the house of the South Railway Bureau, never expected that her brother did put a big coffin downstairs, no matter how the brother who greeted her explained, she couldn't help but be suspicious, and after the police station reported the autopsy, the couple was arrested on the spot.

The couple confessed to the crime and were both sentenced to death, but because the woman was pregnant, they were to be executed after giving birth. This is a case of intentional homicide caused by negligence, and it also reflects the fact that the cruel unfilial son of the elderly was abused. China is very large and has a large population, so it can be said that there are no surprises, and it is not surprising that there are several cases of crazy crimes, but what is odious is that those cases of extermination of humanity have sounded the alarm bell for people to be human. ”

When I saw the crooked neck tree that I played on the side of the road when I was a child, when I saw the canna and the old man that my mother planted under the window, tears couldn't help but surge up, and I was full of memories of my childhood. Aunt Fengxia invited her to dinner, she and her second aunt always served vegetables like relatives, the more tears kept flowing, which also contained the infection of family affection.

My sister invited me to watch a movie with the girl from the Najia family, and I no longer dared to go to the Railway Cultural Palace, nor did I dare to meet my teachers and classmates anymore. But I have a strong feeling of going back to the Corps, and I am even about to grow wings and fly back to the Corps, and that is my home.

When I got on the train, I first wrote a farewell letter to throw to my aunt when the train passed by the house, which was also the date we made. When the train drove to the door of the house in the south bureau, I took the letter and threw it at my aunt and a few girls from the neighborhood, they chased desperately, and the door of the other carriage also opened, and the police saw me wearing a brand new military uniform and threw the letter to them, he didn't know what was going on, and only the letter was my longing for my hometown.

When I returned to the Corps, I didn't go to the reservoir, but came directly to the Ninth Company, which is the base where I came to the Corps. Company Commander Li assigned me to be an ideological propagandist, carrying a bag of materials on my back every day, holding a loudspeaker in my hand to carry out propaganda, publicizing advanced deeds at the scene of the wheat harvest, and writing blackboard newspapers in front of those male and female intellectuals. It is from that time that we have set up a strong ambition to break out of a new world with the spirit of hard work.

Yaqin, later I was transferred to the regiment headquarters, and since then we have known each other to known each other. The purpose of telling you these life-critical stories and so many stories about the outside world is to let you know that no matter how big the difficulties and problems are in front of you, you must persevere in facing them and overcome them, and you must not have the heart of suicide. ”

"Brother Zhang, thank you for telling us these stories, and this world doesn't belong to me anymore. ”

"Yes, you have taken the poison and left, you have also had a baby, Li Dabao threatens you and your family, you are sick, your job is gone, no matter how big the problems and difficulties are, they can be solved." Now that you are only 21 years old, your life is given by your parents, and you have no right to give up your own life. ”

"It may be tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I may leave the world at any time, only you can save me." ”

"How can you save it?" you say. ”

"Hua Ying, she is a good friend who I grew up with, see it, the girl who is less than two years old lying on the kang is Hua Ying's, and now her family has no household registration and no food supply, how can she live? She is two years older than me, if you can marry Hua Ying and become a family, you can rest assured that I will not die and will attend your wedding." ”

Everything in the room seemed dull and rigid, as if the air was condensing, Yaqin's words were so sudden that Dapeng and Huaying felt embarrassed, they could neither agree nor refuse, and time could not be delayed, what should I do?

Dapeng reluctantly arranged the white coat and apron with his hands, stood up and said tactfully: "You mentioned it very suddenly, but I will think about it, now I have to hurry back to the canteen of the third camp, then I will go first." ”

See Chapter 45: Dapeng marries to save his life.

Chapter 45: Dapeng marries to save his life