Chapter 606: Lost Heart
At this tea poetry meeting, Kong Chuan and others were very disappointed, they were originally very interested in Bai Cangdong, and wanted to take a look at Bai Cangdong's talents, who knew that Bai Cangdong was so unbearable, there was no performance in the whole tea poetry meeting, and Bai Cangdong's performance could be described as bad. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
The tea poetry party didn't last long, because of Bai Cangdong's bad performance, everyone was a little unhappy, and the tea poetry party ended hastily.
Bai Cangdong didn't stay long, and left Yangxin Peak first.
Originally, I saw that he could make poems like "Haiyan", and I thought that he had some outstanding literary attainments, but I didn't want to be a straw bag. Yu Huahe said disappointedly.
Kong Chuan also said: "Although this person's martial arts cultivation is strong, but Wendao is a mess, no wonder he would make such a nondescript "Haiyan", it turned out that Wendao's attainments were too poor, I thought he created that kind of poetry." ā
Gu Tingcheng said, "Maybe Senior Brother Bai is not in a good state today. ā
"If you're not in a good state, you won't be able to write even a few simple lines of poetry, right?" Mo Shuang said, obviously very disappointed with Bai Cangdong's performance.
"I think there must be some reason, Senior Brother Bai can make poems like "Haiyan", and he is by no means incompetent. Yan Xia Xue defended Bai Cangdong for two sentences.
However, everyone was still very disappointed with Bai Cangdong, and they didn't say anything about what they were going to talk about.
After Bai Cangdong returned to Yuxu Peak, he felt more and more irritable, and his mind was very confused, letting Bai Cangdong know that there was indeed something wrong with his Dao heart.
"I haven't practiced much lately, and I've even put down the Great Dream Sutra for the time being, how can there be a problem with the Dao Heart?" Bai Cangdong couldn't think of the reason, and his heart was even more irritable.
For a few days, Bai Cangdong had difficulty maintaining his state of mind, always feeling upset and difficult to concentrate, but he couldn't find the problem.
It wasn't until Fu Bo came to send him daily necessities that Bai Cangdong told Fu Bo about his situation, that Fu Bo looked at Bai Cangdong with a complicated expression and said, "Young Master, you have encountered a calamity." ā
"Lost Heart Tribulation? Could it be that someone secretly did something to me? What kind of power is this Lost Heart Tribulation?" Bai Cangdong recalled, if he wanted to say that he was hit, it could only be at the tea poetry party, but at that time, he didn't feel anything unusual, and no one had a chance to attack him.
"The Psychic Tribulation is not the power of one person, but a demon of the heart. Human beings are not like demons, demons are born in the Demon Dao Monument, they are born with beliefs and goals, but these humans do not have them, human beings are constantly affirming their self-worth on the path of cultivation, and strengthening their beliefs and goals. ā
"For us cultivators, this is honing the Dao mind, but when your cognition conflicts with your previous beliefs, it will make the Dao heart lost, and the belief cannot be firm, you need to re-recognize your beliefs and goals, and when you find your beliefs, your Dao heart will also be transformed, which is tantamount to a rebirth for the practitioners, and it is also an unattainable rebirth of the Dao heart. ā
Fu Bo looked at Bai Cangdong with a strange expression and said: "As far as I know, generally only when a person is pursuing the holy path and can't find the path of cultivation will there be a deluded heart tribulation, but young master, you are only a sage level, and there is a fascination tribulation, which can be said to be a great blessing and a great test." ā
"What if I can't cross over?" Bai Cangdong asked.
"I'm afraid that no matter how difficult it is to cultivate, it may regress. Fu Bo looked at Bai Cangdong and said, "I believe that with your talent and heart, young master, you will definitely be able to survive the calamity." ā
Bai Cangdong didn't say anything more until Fu Bo left, sitting in the courtyard in a daze.
He knew why he had encountered the Ecstasy Tribulation, he had spent the previous twenty or thirty years on the earth, and his own beliefs and outlook on life had already been formed, but after arriving in the Holy Realm, his beliefs and outlook on life had been greatly impacted, and under the pressure of this world step by step, the concept was greatly distorted in a short period of time, so there would be a conflict of self-awareness.
If this is on the earth, at most it is a bit of a psychological problem, but this is the holy realm, and the influence of the soul on the Dao heart is too great, and there is no psychiatrist here, so if he wants to rebuild his faith and strengthen his Dao heart, he can only rely on himself.
The earth and the holy realm are really two extremes, at least Bai Cangdong has never thought of killing people on the earth, and in the past few years in the holy realm, he has been able to kill people without even blinking an eye.
All kinds of huge psychological changes in a short period of time are the root of the emergence of the Ecstasy Tribulation.
"Further open the sky, take a step back into the abyss, this step I must cross, I still have too many things to do. Bai Cangdong thought of Ziyi, Qin Yuxi, senior sister, and his disciples, and Nanli Thirty-six Islands.
But it's one thing to understand, it's another thing to be able to survive the calamity, Bai Cangdong meditated in the courtyard for a few days, but the results were not very good, and his mind was difficult to calm down.
After Bai Cangdong participated in the tea poetry meeting, I don't know who spread the news of the tea poetry meeting, which made Bai Cangdong's Wendao cultivation become the laughing stock of the Jade Void Palace for a while.
"After all, he is the descendant of an illegitimate child, where is there any good upbringing outside, even if he is lucky enough to learn some powerful secret skills, but Wen Dao's cultivation relies on the background, of course he can't. ā
"I didn't expect the senior brother in charge of the sect to be so poor. ā
"Wen Dao cultivation is different, no matter how strong the martial arts are, it is useless, and it will definitely be difficult to become holy in the future. ā
"Sanctification? You think too much, how can you be sanctified by virtue of the offspring of one of his illegitimate children. ā
For a while, there were rumors in the entire Yuxu Palace, and some people were even questioning Bai Cangdong's qualifications as the head disciple, and some people even asked to cut off Bai Cangdong's identity as the head disciple.
Bai Cangdong didn't know anything about all this, and he had been meditating and cultivating at home, hoping to survive the Ecstasy Tribulation.
It's just that the calamity of the heart has not been able to survive, but the morning class prescribed every month must be presiding, although Bai Cangdong is restless and not in a good state, he can only preside over the morning class.
Bai Cangdong came over this time, even if he was a little absent-minded, he still felt that the attitude of these disciples who participated in the morning class had changed very much towards him, compared with the last time, the eyes were completely different, and many disciples lost awe in their eyes, and even had a little contempt. (To be continued.) )