readx; Is it unfortunate to have no light?

The need for light is the real misfortune!!!

Higua asks himself to go to bed at half past eleven at the latest, so I will spend a few dozen minutes talking about my current inner activities. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

It's 22:47, the log has just begun, time is quietly passing, and what I want to say is also surging in my heart, and I want to break out of my shell at any time.

As time passed, I became more and more dissatisfied with my work, and gradually I had a disgust.

Of course, this is not in the learning department, but in the student union.

Random arrangement, random shouting, I feel like a puppet, on call, the so-called real work is just to carry out "coolies".

Of course, for coolies, I don't say it's bad, on the contrary, I think it's a good way to exercise.

But this is just coolies, and the deeper meaning has not yet been revealed.

Passive!!!!!!

It's like a soulless zombie, who is arranged to do things he doesn't like, and without any discussion, he directly deducts his free time and is arranged to xxx place to do xxx things.

It's not the life I want, I'm arranged occasionally, and I can accept it, but if it's once a day or two, it's not acceptance, it's disgust.

There's nothing to do in the study department.,There's a lot of things in the student council.,It's a lot of fun.。

Everyone has their own thoughts, and I also believe that everyone wants their own thoughts.

Of course, at this time, I was mostly reflective.

From the very beginning of joining the learning department, I have been under the theme of "training myself", and I have gained a lot of good things, and my ability to deal with the world and bear it has gradually increased.

However, at that time, I didn't expect that I was not only joining a department, but also a club.

Tomorrow I will go to high math and plan to preview today, but the whole time was arranged to go to the gymnasium.

yes, it's my job and I can't say anything more.

However, do you really want to go?

I am forced to do things I don't like, and I do a job that is "high" in the eyes of others.

Of course, this is a must, because I will experience this myself in the future work.

So what am I doing by that? Actually, I don't know, perhaps, I really don't like passive things.

Let's go back to ourselves.

A word that has been emphasized countless countless times, silence!!!!!!

What the do you say? Are you boring? What do you say about your self-righteous humor and humor that is just a joke in the eyes of others?

When it was time to be low-key, he was high-profile, and finally out of tune.

Hehe, I'm so fucking stupid.

I have said the words countless times, but I still forgot them in my mind, and after I understood them, I suddenly realized them.

To the important people around her, no matter how much she said, she always responded to herself with a smile, because everything she said was to her.

Others, for other people, may sometimes cause others to do something.

The action here is not a fight, but a flirtation.

made Xigua angry, this is his own fault, and it is also the most important thing for him to reflect.

There are some words that only she can understand, but they are boring to say to others.

Laughing with others, laughing unhappily, unhappy, unhappy.

Laugh with her, be able to laugh your true self.

It's almost half past eleven, and there are still 15 minutes left, and I don't want to write anything.

However, there is still something in my heart that I want to say:

Zheng Shaoqi, this is the last time I will tell you, I hope you remember.

Silence should be manifested in the outside world.

Be active, to show her, it's best to greet her "shamelessly", because the days she spends with you are happy.

Whether it's right or wrong, what you have to do is to keep the good for her and the bad for yourself.

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