Extra: "Turn Around and Fall in Love with You" 063, let's get together and disperse
First aid room.
The red work lights above the door were on, and two nurses ran in with blood bags.
Yu Qihan stood in the corridor with his hands down, his open blazer and the white shirt inside were dyed red with blood, which was shocking.
The blood stains between the fingers have dried up, and I still tremble and hold my grip tightly, as long as I gently close my eyes, there are overlapping images in front of me.
In the noisy train station, he rushed forward to hug her, and his palm was sticky red. The people next to him were all looking at them in shock, and with every step he took, blood dripped and fell to the ground, dyeing blood lotus flowers one after another.
As a cardiac surgeon for many years, he has been on countless operating tables, countless large and small surgeries, and blood is numb to him, but at that time, he has never had fear.
"Kid ......"
"Save it, our children ......"
In the bumps along the way, Bai Huanting has been emphasizing painfully.
Consciousness is no longer clear, Danfeng's eyes are closed, but his hand is pressed on his lower abdomen, and he keeps repeating, pleading like that, begging him to save their child, their child......
Yu Qihan's cold sweat soaked through his clothes, wrapped his body wet and cold, and felt a chill in his heart.
In fact, he used to intentionally or unintentionally deliberately not do safety measures, he really wanted a child, especially the two of them, and he couldn't say what he looked forward to when he was born with a pair of beautiful Danfeng eyes like her.
Now he has, but he hasn't even tasted the joy of fatherhood.
Yu Qihan hates and resents himself, hates himself, blames himself!
It's a shame that he's still a doctor, so he would ignore such a trivial matter, she had an upset stomach before, she only thought that she had eaten a bad stomach, and she only thought that she was too ruthless in her own tossing, and then something happened to the second brother, and the Yu family became a mess again......
If the child is really gone, then they ......
Yu Qihan's throat moved, and he suddenly didn't dare to continue thinking about it.
The waiting time was unbearable, every second was like a year, he didn't dare to move, he stood there like a statue, his eyes staring at the emergency room.
Finally, a doctor came out inside.
The doctor in the white coat sighed when he took off his mask.
Yu Qihan's pupils constricted, a bad premonition rose in his heart, his breath was held, and he couldn't make a sound.
"Adults are fine, children ......"
The doctor sighed again and shook his head, "Sorry, we did our best!"
After a few words of comfort, the doctor turned around and left, instructing the nurse to do the aftermath work.
She pleaded so bitterly, how could he explain to her?
Yu Qihan's head was buzzing, the doctor's words sentenced him to death, only to feel that there were many shadows in front of him, his heart was stuffy for a while, and he could no longer support it, leaning against the white wall next to him, and slowly sat down.
The sky is falling, the hospital.
Every second there was a drop of medicine in the syringe, and the room was silent.
Chi Beihe and Ye Qiyan, who came before, had been walking for a long time, and only the two of them were left, one lying on the hospital bed, and the other sitting on the chair next to him with his back hunched.
Yu Qihan's hands on his knees couldn't hold them together for a long time.
Bai Huanting, who was lying on the hospital bed, always maintained a sideways posture, and her face was whiter than the wall.
All the potions in the medicine bag dripped down, Yu Qihan stood up, took her hand very lightly, did not need to call a nurse, and skillfully helped her pull out the needle on the back of her hand.
Bai Huanting didn't sleep well, and he was woken up with a slight touch.
The beautiful Danfeng's eyes were round, as if she had never fallen asleep for so long, and the light dissipated for a moment, leaving only gloom, and then looked away with her eyes down.
"Did I wake you up?"
Yu Qihan spoke, his voice was already hoarse.
"Nope. Bai Huanting shook her head and watched him dip a cotton swab in iodine wine on the back of his hand.
He moved very lightly and carefully, but the fingers that were used to holding the scalpel were shaking each one thinly.
She knew that he was not happy either.
After all, it's a small life.
After the cotton swab pressed the pinhole and did not bleed, he threw it away and asked her, "Do you want to drink water?"
"Have a drink. Bai Huanting thought about it and nodded.
Yu Qihan hurriedly turned around, came over with the thermos cup that had been prepared, poured out the warm water inside, blew it and handed it over, and watched her come to her mouth and drink it in small sips.
"Are you hungry?" Yu Qihan put down the thermos cup and asked her in a dumb voice, "You have been lying on the bed and sleeping for so long, your stomach must be very empty, I bought some liquid food, which is easy to digest! There is also chicken soup, you now have symptoms of anemia, and you need to supplement nutrition." ”
Bai Huanting actually didn't have an appetite, but nodded.
Then, she watched him stride to the table again, opened the large and small insulated lunch boxes in it, brought it to her in the same way, and put it on the small table spread out above the hospital bed.
"What's wrong with your hand?" Bai Huanting noticed that there was a piece of gauze on the back of his hand.
"It's fine. Yu Qihan lowered his eyebrows and focused on helping her pour the soup into the bowl.
The gauze on the back of his hand was the one he accidentally spilled the soup when he got out of the elevator before, and it was red, but he didn't want to say it at this time, because compared to what she had endured, what could he count?
He even wished that it would be better to burn one hand, and his heart could barely release some.
Bai Huanting opened her mouth, didn't say anything, and drank the soup silently.
In fact, most of the relationship between them is joyful, otherwise it is intense, and there are few quiet times like this, but there is no way, the child's shadow is still shrouded in the ward, and it can't be dispersed.
After eating a few bites strongly, Bai Huanting stretched out her hand and pushed it away, but she really couldn't eat it.
The lower abdomen is still uncomfortable now, and even the internal organs are in pain.
Bai Huanting leaned back on the hospital bed, looking at Yu Qihan who had cleaned up and sat back in the chair, she said, "I'm sorry." ”
This is the second time she has said those three words.
"Don't apologize. Yu Qihan's expression on his face was extremely painful, "Tingting, please, don't apologize to me." ”
"Why don't you apologize? Bai Huanting sighed, "When I was in the car, although I was in pain, I could hear what you said, you said that I was hiding it from you, and you blamed me for not protecting it." ”
"What I said at the moment was true, and although I deliberately didn't tell you that I had the idea of secretly giving birth to it, I swear I really didn't have the slightest idea of not wanting to. I originally thought that I could be born with a little jelly bean, but it's a pity that ......"
Bai Huanting said in the end, she couldn't go on.
"Don't say it, I know!"
Yu Qihan's narrow eyes were red, and his voice was rustling, "I know ......"
She didn't cry or make trouble, she was calm from the time she was pushed into the emergency room to the time she came out, and she explained to him over and over again that he would rather she blame him because she should blame him.
The tail of the narrow eye twitched out of control, something was about to flow out, Yu Qihan stood up in embarrassment, lowered his face and excused, "I'll go and pour the rest of the meal." ”
When Yu Qihan returned to the ward, Bai Huanting had already gotten out of bed and stood by the window.
At this moment, the silver-white moonlight outside was bright, reflecting the dark gray night sky, but it was as if it had cried.
"What's going on!" he frowned and strode over.
"Just got a call from my mom and they've arrived. Bai Huanting shook the mobile phone in her hand and replied.
When Yu Qihan heard this, his fingers slowly tightened, and his chest was suffocated, a few hours ago, he promised Bai Mu that he would take care of her......
"Go to the bed and lie down, you can't catch a cold now, you have to rest more!"
"If you want to be active, you're a doctor, and it's not good to always be in bed. Bai Huanting shook her head, her voice couldn't hear the emotion, and the little face with the big palm couldn't see the emotion.
Yu Qihan's eyes drooped, her other hand was still on her lower abdomen, her throat was tightening, and he gently held her shoulder, "Tingting, cry if you want to, vent it, don't endure it all the time." ”
In fact, she had a miscarriage like this, she belonged to the confinement, she couldn't cry, it would hurt her eyes, but Yu Qihan couldn't stand it when she looked at her.
"What's the use of crying? Bai Wanting shrugged her shoulders and smiled.
"Tingting ......"
Yu Qihan could only mutter her name, and her voice was so hoarse that it looked like it had been polished by sand and stone.
He stepped forward with his legs raised, his stiff and tense body, and gently hugged her from behind, so weak.
Bai Huanting didn't struggle, and let him be embraced.
She just stared out the window, the high floor of the ward, and when she looked out, she could see the bustling streets outside the hospital, as well as the buildings opposite, and she was quietly looking at and identifying, where is this, and where is that......
The two of them didn't make a sound in the ward, they just hugged like that, as if they were trying to draw a trace of warmth from each other, and also tried to pass on a trace of warmth to each other.
In this extreme quiet, Bai Huanting suddenly whispered: "Yu Qihan, let's get together and disperse!"
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