I never really thought about it, but I thought about it simply, when I was a teenager, my classmates said that I was a master, and at the age of fifteen I was a master? That's a fart! I just questioned why I was tested in the exam, and I had no one in my eyes, because I still listened to what the teacher said, what was the purpose of reading the books of the sages? Then, he rebelled all the way, and only wanted to be at ease, why should he be at ease? After suffering mental anguish, he was free to be free.

One day, really one day, I found out, I was like a person, giving birth to human thoughts, human position, destined to be unable to surpass the ancients, but I was unwilling, what can I do if I am unwilling? Can't do it, I can only look at the time to look at you, look at the time to go all the way, look at you year after year, and then, I found that I can type words with my eyes closed, and occasionally there are mistakes, and then, I found that the spirit is nothing more than that, and I also found that materialization is the truth now. Defeated.

Idealistic materialism is a philosophical term, and most people in the philosophical world are stupid, so it is obviously a Chinese word, but it is very bad, only a little better than the legal world, and it is true that the literary world is more narcissistic and self-conscious. Of course, just a glance, my eyes will not focus on people, but on the sky, very mysterious, yes, but everyone has her growth background, the right door, reasonable. I am not qualified to match with the world above the sky, and there is only a smile of ten thousand years on the peak.

The typhoon disrupted the work schedule, the mobile phone made me presbyopia, I couldn't see things clearly at close range when I put on glasses, I closed my eyes and typed words with high difficulty thinking fast and fast as seconds, I opened my eyes well, even if I didn't know what to say, closed world, closed love, closed myself, I did my own thing, you love you, why don't you get angry? Why do you want to be angry? Why do you want to be happy when you win? People are sick and sick is not light, champion, always think, why do you love to huddle?

I must have misunderstood from the beginning, misunderstanding that the vastness of the world is the same, misunderstanding that each other's wisdom is higher than the sky, I am talking nonsense, why do I see you thrown into the arms of others and I am not angry, jealous or jealous? Why are you so annoying, very irritable, why is it so strong, why I don't love you anymore, there is no love in my heart or there is no love in the first place, or I have changed, why am I very helpless.

I saw the book friend of the Chinese online article said that it is really rare that I will always write, it is difficult for me not to write, because I like to talk, although my appearance is very casual or used to being alone, she means that people who write and have no income are unlikely to write all the time, and I am embarrassed to say that I was writing when she was not born or when the child was a child, writing that no one can understand is my fun, but someone just understands, alas it is not important, the important thing is thank you for your concern.

Chinese online literature has the taste of juvenile rivers and lakes, but it is very afraid of things, because the right is smaller than others, and then hide to earn and enjoy themselves, and the meaning of playing behind closed doors is very strong, such as a bunch of harmonious words, Chinese characters will be laughed at, and it is forbidden to write certain themes, proving that it is not cool enough to have more money and no power, at least it will not be fun, sweeping the grandfather's fun, and then it has become the trend of Western consortiums, there is no independent spirit, there are fewer mavericks, and more evil people gather. (To be continued......)