235 Difficult to be a concubine (11)

Moreover, having a child is not a task, and having a child must be responsible for the child's life and future, rather than leaving him alone after giving birth to a child.

Yi Haining has experienced so many missions, but he is never ready to have another child, because he can no longer bear the weight of another life.

Before Yi Haining entered the closed space, he was a single father, he had a son who was born very frail, before he died, he broke his heart for this child, but before he could see this child become an adult, Yi Haining passed away first.

When he first entered the mission space, Yi Haining didn't dare to think about what his child An An would become after losing him, he would encounter a lot of suffering, but it was very likely that no one would help him, and even he would be robbed of everything, perhaps, An An would ......

When Yi Haining died, An An was just eight years old, in the second grade of primary school, he basically didn't understand anything, from childhood to adulthood, Yi Haining loved this child very much, for fear that he would be wronged a little bit.

However, after Yi Haining's death, he regretted it. He regretted that he doted on An An so much during his lifetime, so that An An didn't know anything about personnel, he can imagine how much An An, who was pampered and grew up, would suffer after his death, until An An fell down, kowtowed, and suffered losses, he would not change.

As long as he thought of this, Yi Haining's heart hurt terribly.

Yi Haining is the adopted son of the Yi family, he is not the biological child of his parents, but his adoptive father and adoptive mother who bought him after he was abducted and sold. At that time, Yi Haining didn't remember much, he didn't remember his biological parents very well, and at first he thought that his adoptive father and adoptive mother were his biological parents. However, soon, after the adoptive father and adoptive mother had their own children, the differential treatment and other people's gossip let Yi Haining know that he was not their biological child.

What his childhood was like, Yi Haining doesn't remember it very well, anyway, it's not a pleasant memory. All he knew was that he was desperately studying, hoping that one day he could leave that place, from this suffocating home. However, the adoptive father's and mother's family is very poor, and even if they have money, they will only provide for their sons and daughters to go to school, while Yi Haining is pressed by them to do a lot of housework.

Yi Haining is completely different from the people in this closed and backward place, although Yi Haining has lacked nutrition since he was a child, and he always has to do a lot of work, so he is a little thin, but his appearance is really good, compared with the people in the village, it is not a person at all.

Many people have talked about this child who came here from a phoenix nest.

But the better Yi Haining grows, the more dissatisfied his adoptive father and adoptive mother are. They were afraid that people outside would know that the child was a child they had bought, not their biological child.

Therefore, when Yi Haining was fifteen years old, his adoptive father and adoptive mother forced him to get married. The marriage partner is a who is ten years older than Yi Haining. In the village, marriage is very early, and many young men and women are married at the age of seventeen or eighteen. A woman who has not yet married at the age of twenty-five will be laughed at by others as an old girl who can't get married.

Yi Haining's wife is a nymphomaniac, and she is also a well-known nymphomaniac, and she will become a nymphomaniac when she sees a man. Because Yi Haining is good-looking, the other party is willing to marry without any dowry.

This marriage is a painful memory for Yi Haining. Thankfully, he did come out in the end. He was divorced and left the place where he was miserable with his children.

Yi Haining can imagine that when he dies, his adoptive father and adoptive mother, as well as his nominal younger siblings, will find a way to take away the property he has worked so hard to take away from An An's hands. The kind-hearted ones may raise An An after getting the money, and the bad-hearted ones may even throw An An away directly. An An is an eight-year-old child, and he can't protect himself at all, nor can he protect any of the property he left behind.

Therefore, when Yi Haining entered the enclosed space, he was almost driven crazy by the bitter fruit he imagined.

And the reason why he can still persevere, and complete the task conscientiously again and again, is precisely because he still has a luxury in his heart, he hopes that one day he can go back, return to the place where An An is, he wants to see how An An is doing, and he wants to continue to let his children grow up happily.

Yi Haining already has a child in his heart that makes him worry and makes him sad, so it is impossible for him to have another child. He didn't have a second heart to worry about another child.

Children are not just the transmission of blood, it is also a heavy responsibility, and if you can't bear this responsibility, you must not have children.

Because of this, Yi Haining pushes others with himself, and he will not let another tasker like him have children. 166 Reading Network