Chapter Ninety-Three: Home
Crowds, crowds, whistles, smells of sweat and perfume mixed with each other.
Casual clothes, luggage, missions, undercover.
"It's ...... Tongyuan Station?" Lin Fan looked dull, stood in the crowd, and opened the memory buried deep in his mind.
"This is a place that leads to death and regret......"
He muttered in a low voice, his voice muffled by the noise around him, as if he were cut off from the world.
Raise your head and look at the sky, the blue sky, mixed with a few white clouds, the temperature is very muggy, it is a sunny day.
It's sad, how much I miss this place. Once upon a time, how he wished he hadn't gone straight to his destination, but had gone home to see his parents and girlfriend first......
His vision was hazy, he blinked, took a deep breath, he suddenly felt so tired, he wanted to go home and sleep.
Turn around, leave the station, get on the bus home, and look out the window at the scene of backwards, these ten years...... It's going by so fast.
Familiar neighborhoods, familiar people.
"Yo, Xiaolin, why did you get off work so early today?"
The sunlight was very dazzling, and Lin Fan followed the source of the sound and looked at the several aunts sitting at the entrance of the community. The person who spoke was Aunt Zhang, who lived across the door from her own house, and after many years, she saw her again, as if she was a world away.
"Yes, Aunt Zhang is so beautiful today! She looks like she is thirty years younger! Lin Fan was full of smiles and joked with Aunt Zhang, his mood was very complicated.
"This kid, there must be something happy today!" Aunt Zhang smiled, pointed at Lin Fan and said to the other aunts.
Lin Fan smiled bitterly, he rarely joked with them before, and only greeted them politely, but now that he saw his old friends again, he was inevitably excited, and he was happy to say a few words to them.
"Xiaolin, if there is nothing to do today, let's come to Aunt Li's house for dinner. Aunt Li saw that Lin Fan seemed to be very different today, and she didn't have a police officer at all, so she said with a smile.
Lin Fan felt the long-lost warmth from Aunt Li's words, a feeling that he hadn't experienced for many years.
"Thank you, Aunt Li, I may still have a task today, another day, hehe!"
Aunt Li smiled and pointed at Lin Fan, and said, "Okay, okay, when are you free, but you must come to Ang, your mother and I have often gone to square dance together recently, I heard her say that you love dumplings, auntie, I'm just dumplings are doing well!"
This sentence made Lin Fan's heart warmer, once upon a time, he didn't cherish it at all, but now that he is looking at it, the plain is the most commendable.
"Okay! Thank you, Aunt Li! I'll go home first!" Lin Fan smiled deeply, unusually deeply.
Along the way, he met many neighbors and acquaintances, and Lin Fan greeted them separately and said a few words. Everyone felt that Lin Fan must have encountered something happy, otherwise he would definitely not talk so much.
......
The cold staircase handrails were a little rough, but they made Lin Fan really feel home, once, this most inconspicuous handrail, now gave him a sense of home, and it was very strong.
Everything that is familiar and everything that is unfamiliar, is this a return to the past?
What is creation and what is transformation? Where does the cause come from, and where does the effect come from?
207, this is home, press the doorbell, because the key is in the police uniform, and the police uniform is in the bureau, this trip was supposed to go directly to the destination, but I turned back the same way and went home directly.
With a click, the door opened.
The one who opened the door was the mother, the mother who gave birth to herself for more than 20 years. "Xiaofan, why did you come back so early today?"
The vision was blurred again, the eyes were warm and damp, and the warm current in my heart was like the water that broke the embankment, surging wildly in all directions.
"Come in, what's wrong?" Lin Mu asked when she saw him standing still.
Lin Fan took a deep breath and nodded heavily: "Hmm!"
The familiar outer hall, his wife.
"Eh, I got off work so early today, did I have lunch, what do you want to eat, I'll do it!"
Her name is Chen Xi, Lin Fan's wife. Without too many words, everything is so ordinary.
It's good to be plain, I didn't know how to be blessed in the blessing before, but now it seems that this may be the best life.
"I ...... Want to eat dumplings. With that, he turned his head to look at his mother and continued, "Mom, I want to eat the dumplings you made!"
"Oh, why do you always trouble our mother, if I can't do it, you wait!"
Before his mother could speak, Chen Xi had already walked to the kitchen and complained.
"Chen Xi, let's go, Xiao Fan probably has something to say to you......" Lin Mu pointed at Lin Fan with a smile, said to Chen Xi, and then walked into the kitchen.
"Oh, mom, what do you have to do to call me Ang?"
With that, she turned around, sat down on the sofa, picked up the apples in the fruit bowl on the coffee table, looked at Lin Fan while eating, and asked, "What's the matter?"
Lin Fan was silent and looked at the kitchen, why was his mother's eyes so gloomy when she turned around just now? how could she know that she had something to say......
Maybe I'm thinking too much, I came with experience, naturally something is abnormal, and my mother will of course think that she has something to say.
He sat on the sofa, looked at Chen Xi, and said, "There is indeed something. ”
"What's the matter?"
"I'm going on a mission, maybe going for a long time, you ......"
Halfway through his words, he couldn't speak, he really wanted to imagine Chen Xi divorcing him and then remarrying, so that he could have fewer regrets.
But, he couldn't tell.
Chen Xi looked at him suspiciously, bit the apple in his hand, and said, "What task? What's wrong with me?"
Lin Fan was silent, took a deep breath, looked directly at Chen Xi, and said, "This mission is very difficult, maybe ...... I'm going to die!"
Boom! The apple landed on the coffee table with a muffled sound.
She frowned slightly, her two hands were tightly clasped together, her slender and beautiful eyes looked at Lin Fan, her gaze was full of gloom, and said, "You are twenty-four years old, so ...... soon"
"I know, go with confidence, home...... , you don't have to worry about it. ”
With that, she got up and walked into the kitchen.
Lin Fan closed his eyes and breathed weakly, yes, I am twenty-four years old, and I have been with her for four years, and I finally got married at the beginning of this year, but ......
Soon, the dumplings were cooked, and Lin Fan ate the long-lost family meal, which was very full and fragrant.
Called Chen Xi to the bedroom, he planned to take the initiative to file for divorce.
After Chen Xi came to the bedroom, he didn't speak, and sat quietly on the bed, as if he was enjoying the last period of time with Lin Fan.
However, there are some things that have to start and end after all. For example, this quiet atmosphere at this time.
"Chen Xi, there are some things I want to discuss with you. ”
"I don't want to discuss it, but in the future, maybe in the future, you'll know that what you think today is actually ridiculous. ”
She just thought I was lying to her, after all, I couldn't have imagined that things would turn into death.