It's over, it's all over, and when I finally typed the words 'the whole book is over', the road of "Dark Road" is really over, and at that moment I was laughing, but I wanted to cry.

On March 1, 2012, this was the beginning of this road, and I remember that on that day, I wrote a few words on my QQ: My road has begun, anticipation, excitement.

Now, nearly four years have passed, and the four years here are not words, and they cannot be simply written in four years, but the time that has passed by really, minute by second.

How much have I changed in these four years?

At the beginning, I was just a student, I did my homework in class and out of class every day, because of my major, I often stayed up late, smoked all kinds of instant noodle snacks, and had no exercise at all, which made me very embarrassed.

I didn't know what I should do, I didn't know what I could do, I woke up every day and submitted my resume, I was scared if I was interviewed by a company, I was even more scared if I didn't have a company to let me interview, I failed and failed, and I was crushed with a little confidence that I brought out of school, my life at that time can be described as terrible, like standing in a white fog, not knowing how I should get out.

I even felt that I was out of step with this real world.

Luckily, I stayed with my family, and instead of disliking me or belittling me, they kept encouraging me and telling me that I was still so young, take my time and not rush.

After those three months, I finally stepped into the workplace, it was a small company, I was very busy every day, I could only go home at 7 or 8 o'clock on average, and I would work overtime until the early hours of the morning, very tired, but I was very happy, every day I worked as hard as I beat chicken blood, and got my first salary in my life, 1900, looking at that number, I smiled and used it to treat my family to a hairy crab meal.

I thought that my life would get back on track, but I didn't expect that after only two and a half months of work, I was hit hard again, and something happened to my family, like the whole sky was torn to pieces, and my world collapsed.

I won't mention the specifics, in short, those days were very gloomy for most of the year, I quit my job to deal with family affairs, getting worse and worse, more and more decadent, I woke up at 12 noon, and went to bed at 4 o'clock in the morning or dawn, I found that my home had also become different, hiding in the corner of the city, like full of mold.

Fortunately, no matter what kind of environment and encounter you are in, time has passed, and I have walked into a new company, the company is very large, I am absorbing water like a sponge in it, gradually filling myself, my professional ability has been significantly improved, and I finally know this real world.

I started reading, I started running, I started doing things that made me better and better.

In the blink of an eye, two years later, I know that I am no longer the same person I used to be......

At the beginning of 2015, I made up my mind to do three major things in this year, one is to quit smoking, the second is to lose weight, and the third is to finish writing the dark road.

I quit smoking, I started at the end of January 2015, and now I have not touched a mouthful, and I will never touch it for the rest of my life.

I succeeded in losing fat, lost nearly 20 pounds, and changed from a round little fat man to a lean guy.

I'm done writing about the dark road, and I just hung up the three words (the end of the book) yesterday.

By the way, it's also worth mentioning that I got up at 7 a.m. every weekend this summer, ran to the swimming pool, and it only took one summer to master breaststroke and freestyle, and I plan to learn butterfly next year.

To put it simply, I've been writing the dark path for almost four years, living the way I want to be, it's that simple, it's that direct, and I know I'm going to get better.

Okay, now that I'm done with myself, it's time to talk about the book that has just hung up.

Nearly four years, I finally let go completely, of course, in this nearly four years of long-distance running in the text, I have had many breaks, because of family affairs for more than two months, but at that time I didn't really let go, even if I didn't write, I thought about it all the time.

After I finished writing, it was like chiseling a stone that pressed on my heart, which made me feel extremely relaxed, and I was finally able to watch the movie on the computer very freely.

The word count is almost 300, the collection is 2095, and the hits are less than 75000, which is the final data, and it's ugly, but I think it's beautiful.

Obviously, and I'm happy to admit that I stupidly crashed into the online literature world, in fact, I can't write, the early writing was messy, countless procrastination, countless useless words and useless words, I want to look back on myself Hehe, a little star Yao wrote almost 200 chapters, my sister paper, I can't read it myself, here I thank you in advance for being able to see the people in the later stage.

However, the ability to control words began to improve significantly in the later period, because I began to read, and I read a book on the crowded subway every day, and I was also seen as an animal by others.

Is it really good to write in the later stage, of course not, only some parts are well written, I still have a lot to learn, this learning process will be very long, I am still very young, just learn.

I don't know what you think about the final outcome of this book, but it's actually in my head.

Zhang Hao, as the brother of Qu Feng, has no role except for the company in the early stage and the memories during the period, just because he is the final boss, and pressing him underwater is to make him float better.

And Qu Feng continues to overdraft his body, and his lifespan is getting shorter and shorter, which is actually a signal, he will become the last king, because this is his dream, but for this throne, he will pay a great price, even his life, so he finally used his darkness to press the Soul Emperor under the Holy City.

Is this ending good? No, it's not beautiful enough, but everything is beautiful, it's really just.

Am I satisfied with this ending? I am very satisfied, because there are regrets and shortcomings, and it is not life that has no regrets, this is true for me, and the same is true for the style of music.

In any case, he stood at the highest point of the Dream Sky Land and shouted to everyone, this is his time, and this is enough.

Of course, the jump at the end is a bit fast, because I wrote more than 2 words in the past two days, from morning to night, my brain became a paste, and it continued completely according to the messy thinking, which may conflict with the previous text, there may be omissions, maybe the text is not used well, there may be too many deficiencies, but, this is really the ending I want to present, just fine.

Nearly four years, only nearly 300 words, an average of about 80 a year, in this era of pursuing everything 'lightning', there is no doubt that the speed is too scummy, the gods write more in a year than I have in the past four years, of course, there are irresistible factors in this, but the main problem is still in me, lazy, comfortable, slack.

There's nothing to explain about this.,It's my own problem.,But,After these 300 words of tempering,I don't think I'm probably going to be a speed-type author.,Not now.,It's estimated that no matter how fast it is in the future, it's unlikely to be compared with those great gods.,I like to type word by word slowly.,Knock it out full of quiet and satisfaction.,Maybe my brain isn't good enough.,Too fast for me to be too impetuous.。

When I first wrote this book, I had great expectations, I wanted to be recognized and affirmed by others, but because I was too scummy and I didn't know it, I didn't wait for the signing of the starting point, and the continuous application was also rejected and rejected, and I was numb.

Actually, it has nothing to do with perseverance, I just do what I have to do, I said in the book review area, in fact, I am enjoying a fantasy world like the gods, the difference is that their world is sprinkled with flowers, and my world is all glass slag.

But there were two nights in the process of walking on the glass slag that were particularly impressive.

One of them was still at 10 words, my application for signing was rejected, and then that night at the class reunion, I felt too useless, I thought about giving up, I drank a lot of alcohol, and there were people around, but I felt very lonely, I wanted to call to find comfort, I made a call, I didn't answer, and then I laughed, stood on the balcony and shouted: Fuck the grades, I'll be a fool, I'll write, what's the matter!

Then I won the idea of a eunuch.

The second night was after leaving school, I was busy submitting my resume for an interview and looking for a job, and I was almost out of breath due to all kinds of pressure, I stood on the balcony of my house and smoked, thinking that if I didn't have this book, I would be much easier, so I went backstage and wrote: I'm sorry, I don't write.

After sending it out, I was relaxed, standing on the balcony and smoking a cigarette, feeling a big rock fall, but an hour later, I obediently went backstage and deleted the work.

I won the idea of a second eunuch, and then I have been writing until now, although there are twists and turns, but it is always over.

After the end is relaxed, after the ease is loss, a story that has been with me for nearly four years ends like this, there will definitely be such a feeling, but I have gained so much in the process that it is difficult to express in words, but I feel that the three words of this book (at the end of the book) may be a belief that pushes me to continue to move forward.

Okay, after 3,000 words, it's almost the same, I'm a chatter, but there has to be a degree, let's get down to business now.

I had to rest, I had been carrying a stone for four years, and I was really a little tired.

I will continue to write, that's for sure.

I think it will be in the summer of 2016, around July, to be determined.

Frankly speaking, this question is quite heavy, and I don't know it myself, but I have a lot of things I want to write, including a big world with a long story, and a small literature with a down-to-earth reality, but I think I might write a small book first to slow down, and then open a big one.

Of course, these are just possibilities and assumptions, and everything has to wait for my own answers.

So what am I doing during this time? Reading, studying, playing chess, drawing, exercising, and by the way, making up for the movies and TV series I haven't watched.

So what do I say now?

Thank you to those who have accompanied "Dark Road" and now, some people have come and gone, some people have come and stayed until now, I can't survive mine, I am very grateful, I can't name it, but I really say it from the heart......

Thank you!

Okay, that's it, if you have anything to say, go to the book review area and say it, I've been looking at it every day lately, and I've tried to reply to those who talk to me.

I'm a dark memory, I did it, thank you, goodbye.