Chapter 63: Feng Lingxuan's Memories

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Feng Lingxuan seems to be used to such an attitude towards his most beloved son in addition to being helpless, and he doesn't seem to have given himself a good face since he was sensible, maybe he is blaming him for not protecting his mother. Pinshu.com also blamed himself for not being able to protect him even though he was the emperor, so he could only let him pretend to be stupid to survive.

"Yun'er, I know that my father owes you a lot over the years, but my father also has my father's helplessness."

Feng Lingxuan looked at the face that had a few similarities with Concubine Mei, and remembered the scene when he met Concubine Mei at the beginning. At that time, he had just ascended the throne, and the court was unstable, and all kinds of pressures and troubles in his heart made him breathless.

Some people envy him as the king of a country, what he wants, gold and silver treasures, beautiful women like clouds, inexhaustible enjoyment, and the right to decide anyone's life and death. But who knows that the loneliest person is the person in this highest position

Afraid of other people's calculations every day, the harem is a beautiful three thousand, but there is no one who can understand himself and let himself talk about everything. Some are just flattering, flattering, and jealous. Every day, I am afraid that if I favor the harem too much, it will affect the turmoil of the previous dynasty, and try my best to make all the forces equal and contain each other.

Feng Lingxuan and Concubine Mei met when the plum blossoms first bloomed in March, and just happened to meet the sun, Feng Lingxuan went out of the palace alone, without even a guard by his side, and secretly left the palace on horseback.

After leaving the palace, Feng Lingxuan realized that he didn't know where to go, he was the emperor, what did he want, but he found that he didn't even have a close friend. Ride a horse away from the noisy neighborhoods, where you run in the middle of nowhere. Even Feng Lingxuan himself didn't know how long he had been running, and he didn't stop to rest until he was tired.

It just so happened that the place where Feng Lingxuan went to rest was near the current Meilin Garden, and when Feng Lingxuan was about to fall asleep, he heard a burst of singing, it was so beautiful, the voice was so beautiful, and he unconsciously followed the sound to find it.

At that time, Merlin was not taken care of by people like now, or even many people in the world didn't know that there was such a big Merlin there, and Feng Lingxuan saw a girl with a beautiful smile, that kind of smile had never been seen in the palace, it was so true and pure.

Suddenly, as if he had illuminated his heart, he danced and sang at the same time, and from time to time plum blossom petals were blown down by the wind, and he would never forget that picture. I still remember the shy expression when she saw him, it wasn't pretended, it was the true expression of a girl from the heart.

"Ah" Bai Linglong was startled when she saw the person who suddenly appeared, and she didn't notice that she stepped on her skirt, and almost had a close contact with the ground.

"Be careful" Feng Lingxuan didn't know why he was afraid that she would be hurt, so he quickly caught it.

"You don't make a sound when you come out of there, are you a ghost" Bai Linglong, who was standing, scolded Feng Lingxuan.

"If it weren't for me, you would have fallen, would you have fallen down, would you have such a rude woman as you, just thank you, and scold people for being ghosts, have you ever seen a ghost come out in broad daylight, have you ever seen a ghost with a shadow?"

Feng Lingxuan didn't expect that he saved her and was scolded by her, not only was he not angry in his heart, but he seemed to be quite happy, it was rare for someone to dare to talk to him like this, thinking of those women in the palace, one by one, in addition to being obedient or obedient in front of him, they would never show their true side in front of themselves. Because of this, Feng Lingxuan began to take an interest in this bold woman.

Hearing Feng Lingxuan say this, Bai Linglong looked at the ground, there was really a shadow, then it wasn't a ghost, besides, if someone really caught him just now, he might have fallen to the ground, wouldn't it be a shame.

"Cocoa, it's also that your sudden appearance scared people so that I almost fell" Bai Linglong is strange Feng Lingxuan, but she didn't think about it, this Merlin is not hers, anyone can come in, okay.

"Okay, okay, it's my fault, it's me who disturbed Miss's Yaxing"

"It's pretty much the same, seeing that you admit your mistakes and have a good attitude, I won't care about you, little girl. ”

"Thank you, girl, for a lot."

"How did you end up here, it's a suburb where very few people come. ”

"Aren't you right here?"

"I, I, oh, I know, are you also lost" Bai Linglong, I didn't say it for a long time, so I came, and finally thought that Feng Lingxuan was just a lost person.

"Also, that means you're lost here too."

"It's not anymore, it's just that I found this place because I got lost before, so I often come later. That's you."

Feng Lingxuan didn't hear anything else, only the words "come often", and he didn't know why he wanted to see her in the future.

In this way, the two chatted all over the world, and Feng Lingxuan slowly relaxed, I don't know why I felt very happy and comfortable with her. But Feng Lingxuan didn't open his mouth to take her back to the palace at that time, first, for fear of scaring her, and second, for fear that she was just deliberately approaching her by someone who had a heart.

Therefore, if she was really just an ordinary woman, then she finally met such a person, and she didn't want this beauty to disappear too early, so Feng Lingxuan didn't mention her name until the two separated.

In this way, Feng Lingxuan had more time to go out of the palace, and slowly the two of them also got to know each other, Bai Linglong was just an ordinary embroidery girl, and the family conditions were good before, but an accident made her lose her parents, and then she could only earn some silver with her own hands. The reason why I came to Merlin was because I was greedy and lost before I discovered this place.

In this way, the two slowly developed a relationship, Feng Lingxuan thought that she would be willing to go back to the palace with him, but when he spoke, she refused. It's just that Feng Lingxuan has been trying hard to move her and persuade her, and in the end, she is willing to enter the palace.

And he didn't know that this entry into the palace made her lose her life, once he regretted it, if he didn't insist on letting her enter the palace at that time, then wouldn't she be okay now, but if it can only be if, time is advancing, people can only look forward, and no matter how much they regret it, Concubine Mei will never be able to live again.

At that time, he always thought that Feng Lingyun caused him to lose his favorite, so he hadn't seen him since Feng Lingyun was born and met once. It wasn't until Mu Xiaoxue was born that a white-haired old man said that Feng Lingyun was poisoned, and he brought it from his mother's womb, that he realized that he seemed to be able to decide everyone's life and death, but he couldn't even protect the woman he loved the most.

And he has been pushing this responsibility to the birth of a newborn baby, thinking about how hard and difficult it was on the day Concubine Mei gave birth, and also held his hand and asked him to keep the child if there is any problem, because it is their child. And he has been ignoring him, if Concubine Mei knows, she will be very sad