Chapter 2: The Deer Kills Me and Lets Go
Remember, the son's surname is Jiang Xiaobai. It is the crown prince of Jiang Guo, the crown prince, who has been terminally ill since he was a child, and his father has offered a reward to the world for a divine doctor, but those so-called divine doctors have come to a conclusion: Your Majesty, the minister is incompetent and deserves to die.
Since I was born, I was made the crown prince by my father, but poor me was so chilling to my father! Those miracle doctors came to the conclusion that "the bloodthirsty body is incurable!" "I am fragile and can't live like an ordinary child at all, and my porcelain doll-like body is never allowed to be hurt in the slightest." I remember when I was seven years old, the sword of suppression hung by my father in the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion was pulled out by the curious me, and the sharp blade accidentally cut my fingers, causing blood to flow all over the ground.
In normal people, blood gushes out when a blood vessel breaks in the skin, but it does not last too long, and it only takes a few minutes for a small wound to be closed by the accumulation of blood to close the rupture. However, poor my strange constitution, the "bloodthirsty body", did not have any of the accumulations in my blood. In other words, your body is like water wrapped in a film, and you only need a little opening to drain the water inside!
For this reason, I was imprisoned in that cage-like imperial city at a young age, and I never came out. And that bloodthirsty body brings not only a porcelain doll-like life, but also a fragile body. Even when I was a child, I felt happy when I went out to look at the snow and was cold, which was enough for me to suffer in the hospital bed for half a year! The alarm bell rang again, and my father completely trapped me in a package of hundreds of secret guards! I was not free!
The frequent gloomy sigh makes me develop the habit of self-pity, but the sad face all day long makes my father feel pity, although I am young but early, I feel sorry for my father's blank eyes, so I have to force myself to put on a leisurely and indifferent appearance to not make my father sad. In this way, he spent sixteen years in prison in the imperial city with an indifferent mask. The greatest pleasure of every day is to spend the day flipping through the countless books in the library, and everything outside is in the books, which makes me love reading more and more. There are many books in the library, but I can't help but start reading them, from the first time I read the biography of the outside world to the later extensive reading, which really benefited me a lot at a young age. sighed that the golden scales were trapped in the pool, and it was difficult to turn into a dragon for life.
Until, at the age of sixteen. My poor life has changed in an absolute reversal!
At that time, I hated that time would not go back, and I had no ambition when I was young, and I let this roadblock eat to my heart's content with an absolutely tired attitude!
At first, it was my act against the sky that forced the damn heaven to lower multiple obstacles on this glorious avenue, but I still went my own way and completely turned those obstacles into stepping stones to a higher level! I created a position that looked down on the people and was moved by my thoughts, and laughed at the world, only the frog at the bottom of the well was not the dragon crossing the river! But in the end, in the twilight of life, I realized how ridiculous the frivolity of my youth was, and gradually changed the way against the sky to the act of obeying the sky. But! This bastard thief will never change his nature! I want to die, but I am once again toyed with by him!
People die like lamps going out, and they are all gone. Alas, creation makes people. Let me, who felt the ruthlessness of time, receive the gift of the day that came. Let me go back to the beginning of my life......
With such a memory, I was in the body of a baby, which was really strange, but my heart was even more happy! Coke was extremely sad, I was supposed to be the first control of the body, but I was interfered with by the first authority of the first order! And since the appearance of the other first authority, the dominant me has gradually abdicated to the second line, and I have lost control permanently! And the thought of taking away my body from unknown origin is so immature, immature as this baby's body.
Wait a minute......
In that case, am I not an intruder, and that immature mind is the real master of this body? Thief, you fucking bastard...... It's the first time I've never liked rude and dirty language, but maybe it's human nature, and in the end, I didn't have the heart to erase the dominant immature thoughts and seize control of the body, so I had to define myself as a bystander, a guide. I want to see with my own eyes the things I regret change! Although I am not my true self, wouldn't it be happy to plan my life again?! hahaha......
In the end, the sound of wild laughter gradually became muffled, and there was a feeling of forced laughter. He said coldly, and said to himself: Ridiculous, really ridiculous, planning his own life but not his real life, heh...... Perhaps it was the strangeness of the words that made the voice choke, and finally sighed gloomily, alas.
No words were spoken, and everything was in this sigh.
I have seen the growth of that childish mind with time, and it was not until the dominant thought had a mind of its own that I made a voice to inform me of my existence, but never to tell me that you would be thirty years later. So be it, let me accompany you through this generous life!
Oh, the dominant idea of controlling the body, I don't know how to call it, I have to say its name, it feels weird, this title used to belong to me, to my brother's name for me, I can't help but feel sad when I think of it. The doting and care of Xiaobai can't even be compared with his father, and the so-called love for himself probably means this. As a "person who has come over", it is inevitable that I have those so-called uncertain prophets, and these must make Xiaobai not suffer any setbacks! For example, I was forced to change by fainting in a pool of blood, and I never appeared in bed for half a year. The result of these loves is very significant, the previous life of his own sadness, those smiling faces are also in response to the mask made by his father, but this life has completely changed, although the same bloodthirsty physique but the mentality is completely different! Because of the existence of me to accompany Xiaobai, he has not appeared at all lonely thoughts, although he is reluctant to let himself be hurt in any way, but for some controllable small events, it is better for Xiaobai to experience it, and always be vigilant to protect his consciousness! For example, a minor illness for about a month.
Even excessive spoiling can cause serious results, but you still can't help but spoil yourself. It wasn't until he was two months old and sixteen years old that he realized the seriousness of the situation!
When I was a child, I was a porcelain doll, and there is no doubt that I was sick, and I was also well-read and alone. But in essence, there is an absolute contrast! In the previous life, Xiaobai was so mature and thoughtful to the extreme, but in this life, because of my arrival, there is an absolute contrast in personality! There is a son who is not afraid of the sky falling The concept is buried deep in Xiaobai's heart, so he has become a happy person and does whatever he wants to the extreme! This makes me have a little regret, I knew that I couldn't blindly spoil it, and see! Let me be used to it!
Although I say so, but I don't secretly enjoy it in my heart, the mature mind of the previous life is caused by too much gloom, not the essence, but this life is the complete manifestation of the essence, gloomily, but it is completely ignored by my existence, such a little white is the perfect little white in my heart!
But now it is only two months before the turning point of fate! But Xiaobai has not yet the ability to survive alone, how can such a Xiaobai still have the life to cross this decision?
It seems that it's time to let go, the foundation has been perfected, and the next world still needs to be borne by Xiaobai alone, and the difference in personality is destined to not be able to embark on the road of the previous life, so he is not afraid of the repetition of history. At the time of the eye, Childe will interfere again, and the next life control Childe should let go.
So in today's solemn showdown with Xiaobai, what I didn't expect was that Xiaobai, who had never suffered a major blow, couldn't afford to drink this heavy stick and fainted to death! But Childe is not in a hurry, and with the existence of a bloody spirit monkey beside him, he is not afraid that Xiaobai will die like this, as for the blow to the soul, heh, how can I not afford it, Childe?!