Chapter 34: Despair
Seeing Fan Lie and Begonia hugging each other naked on the bed, Lin Yuxue said softly after passing through: "Xue'er, you are so tired these days that you actually saw your husband and Begonia sleeping together." ”
As she spoke, she took two steps forward. Lin Yuxue looked at Fan Lie, who had already sat up, and Begonia, who had a shy face. Shaking her head, Lin Yuxue's voice was a little louder: "Xue'er, you read it wrong, this is not true, this must be in a dream." ”
Lin Yuxue spoke, tears welling up in her eyes.
Fan Lie looked at his wife who came in tears, sighed and said, "Xue'er, this is true, let you see it, it's really not good." I'm sorry. ”
Fan Lie's words made Lin Yuxue's face change greatly, her somewhat flushed face turned pale, and there was no trace of blood in an instant.
She slowly stepped back, muttering to herself as she retreated: "It's not true, it's me dreaming, it's my husband who is tricking me to play, it's not real, what I see is not real......"
Lin Yuxue's body didn't seem to have any strength, she became very weak, her tearful eyes kept looking at Fan Lie, and she stepped back weakly.
When Fan Lie saw his wife's expression, he knew how big and fatal the injury he had done to her. He saw only two words in his wife's eyes and countenance: despair.
Lin Yuxue's expression was in despair now.
"You lied to Xue'er, husband, you lied to Xue'er, it's not true, I must be dreaming!!"
The last sentence was shouted hysterically by Lin Yuxue.
Lin Yuxue knew in her heart that she was not dreaming, and her husband was not teasing her, all of this was true, all of this was extremely real, her husband and Begonia slept together.
After shouting, Lin Yuxue's mind was blank, she lost all her thoughts and memories, and her body trembled.
Looking at Lin Yuxue's appearance, Fan Lie felt a burst of extreme heartache and regret. This is an emotion that Fan Lie has never had.
Fan Lie looked at his helpless and desperate wife, and felt deep regret in his heart, as well as more and more intense panic.
Fan Lie didn't expect this. He didn't expect his wife to come back so quickly, and he didn't expect his wife to be hit so hard.
Before Lin Yuxue didn't come back, Haitang's heart was very excited about Fan Lie, who was galloping on her body, and she remembered the night when the two of them were on the mountain stream trail.
At Fan Lie's request, Begonia catered to her, and when the two were having fun, Lin Yuxue came back.
Lin Yuxue's helpless and desperate look made Haitang feel guilty, and her lust disappeared.
Looking at the helpless and desperate Lin Yuxue, Haitang also felt sad.
Fan Lie felt that he had brought a great deal of harm to Xue'er, which he had not expected. He hurriedly got dressed, wanted to go out with Cher, and then tried to make her happy.
Lin Yuxue felt that this was no longer the place for her to stay, so she turned around and ran out of the room.
Because her mind was no longer controllable, Lin Yuxue slammed her head on the door, and a bloody mark appeared on her forehead. A heart-numbing sobbing sound came from Lin Yuxue's chest. She looked back at Fan Lie, who was about to walk towards her:
"I must be dreaming, don't come after me, I'll come to you after I think clearly, take care of yourself, Cher is gone. ”
Lin Yuxue's suppressed crying words made Fan Lie stay there, and he couldn't move a step anymore.
After Lin Yuxue spoke, she lowered her head, shed tears, and walked out slowly, her figure was very thin in Fan Lie's opinion. This feeling made Fan Lie's heart ache.
It was only at this time that Fan Lie completely understood that the difference in culture made Lin Yuxue unable to bear such a thing as him. Lin Yuxue regarded him as the most trusted person in this world, but he betrayed her.
Her betrayal made Lin Yuxue a lonely woman with no friends and no relatives again.
Doing something extremely stupid by himself, Lin Yuxue was disappointed in what he did.
The two had trusted each other before, but now they had lost that trust, which was crucial to Cher, and they had let her down.
No, not disappointment, Cher had despair on her face.
And this kind of despair is fatal for a disheartened girl, thinking of this, Fan Lie was shocked.
He shouted, "Cher!
He rushed outside the inn, which was full of strangers looking at him in amazement. Cher didn't know where to go.
Fan Lie shouted: "Xue'er, Xue'er" while looking around. His face was panicked, after Lin Yuxue left him, she was alone in this world. He still has his father, and his family and friends on the planet Tianang, and Xue'er has no relatives other than him.
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"Hey, don't jump, I want to be friends with you in this life!"
"Don't jump, aren't you looking for friends, let's be friends in this life!"
"I treat you as a good friend, tell you the truth, I am not from this world, I came to you from another planet, we can meet, it is my Fan Lie's blessing, don't worry, your illness, in my opinion, is not a serious illness, I can cure it, do you believe me?"
"If you want, I want you to be my wife, I'm on another planet, I have a few girlfriends, but no wife, are you willing to be my wife?"
"You are sincere, I am willing, you are not sincere, I am also willing, Fan Lie, in my more than twenty years of life, I have not had a single friend, except for my parents. After my mother passed away, in the past ten years, you know? In order not to be too lonely, I wrote a few articles under Hepburn's name, but even in the virtual world, I don't have a single friend, you can speak, I am very happy, I promise you, be your wife, you will love me, right?"
Thinking of the bits and pieces of his acquaintance with Lin Yuxue, Fan Lie became more and more flustered. His shoes ran off, but he didn't notice it.
He shouted over and over again, and finally his voice was hoarse and tears flowed down his face..............................
When Lin Yuxue ran out of the room, a voice in her heart was still saying: This is not true, it is my husband and I joking, this must not be true. Why? Why are you making such a joke on me?
Lin Yuxue cried while running, and she knew one thing in her messy heart - her husband and Begonia did what her husband and her often did behind her back.
Lin Yuxue's heart was very painful, she didn't know how far she had run, she gasped violently, ran to a place where no one was, and stood there.
"Husband, what am I doing wrong? Can you tell me, let me change it, why are you like this, why are you like this?"
"Sister-in-law, why are you fighting with me for my husband, I only have one relative with him, only one with him, you still have your Feng'er, sister-in-law, I only have one relative with him, why are you fighting with me?"
Lin Yuxue's forehead was hit by a large piece of the door, and at this time the bleeding had stopped, and the blood flowed on her cheek and dried there.
Her face was pale, and her eyes were confused and helpless.
"My husband doesn't want me anymore, mother, my husband doesn't want me anymore, what should I do? I miss you, mother, Xue'er misses you. ”
A sigh came from behind Lin Yuxue, and a kind voice sounded: "Child, you can follow me in the future, forget those lonely and unrighteous people, come with me, I will treat you like a daughter." ”
The woman wearing the clothes of the Ming Emperor that Lin Yuxue met at the market was standing behind her at this time, she looked at Lin Yuxue, her eyes were full of love.
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Fan Lie hoarsely screamed, running all the way, shouting all the way, Fan Lie's heart seemed to crack, and he felt deep pain and regret.
At this time, Fan Lie knew in his heart how important Xue'er was to him, and if he couldn't find Xue'er, he didn't know if he would go crazy.
Only when you lose it does you know that it is precious, Fan Lie understands the exact meaning of this sentence.
"Cher, I was wrong, Cher, come back quickly, I was wrong, I couldn't be more wrong, I was so stupid than I was, Cher, where are you, Cher'............"
After searching for a long time, Fan Lie did not find his wife.
Is she back at the inn again? Fan Lie shouted and ran towards the inn.
Fan Lie returned to the inn in despair, Xue'er did not come back, and Begonia was gone.
Haitang left a letter to Fan Lie: "Fan Lie, from Xue'er's expression, I realized what a huge mistake I made, I was wrong, I hurt Xue'er." I can live without you. But Cher can't live without you. Fan Lie, I'm sorry I hurt her. I'm glad to meet you, we shouldn't see each other again, I hope you and Cher are together. If you and Cher are willing, I'll still be your sister-in-law. ”
Seeing Lin Yuxue's appearance, she was ashamed, and suddenly understood that her joining hurt a pure and innocent girl, seeing Lin Yuxue's disbelief, unwilling to believe, and talking to herself, Begonia had an indescribable sadness.
After thinking about it, Haitang left a letter for Fan Lie and went back.
Fan Lie looked at Begonia's letter and was silent.
Wu Naishan first saw the beautiful girl running out in tears, then saw the man chasing after him, and then a woman with a guilty face left.
When he saw Fan Lie come back in a state of dismay, Wu Naishan sighed in his heart: Today's young people don't know how to clean themselves and love themselves, it seems that this time it ended with sadness.
Wu Naishan quietly came to Fan Lie's room, he coughed and said softly: "What you want to do, you must think about it, it's too late to regret it if something happens." ”
After saying this, Wu Naishan retreated, he knew that this young man in the room needed to be quiet, he would make a choice, everyone came from his youth.