Chapter Ninety-Two: Abandoned Hope

Vivien was immersed in endless pain, and the excessive stimulation shattered her dreams, whether they were sweet dreams or nightmares, they no longer appeared, and she could only suffer the torment of a lifetime in a half-asleep and half-awake life. In the torment, time seems to have lost its meaning, and the girl has no idea how long she has endured, it seems that only a few seconds have passed, and it seems that a thousand years have passed. The distorted sense of time plunged the girl into despair, and even if she knew how long the pain would last, it didn't help, because the long pain might only pass for a second.

When all kinds of emotional confusion appeared, followed by substantial feelings, all kinds of human perceptual sensations alternated in her body, whether they were describable in words or simply indescribable, they would appear in her body. Without any signs, without any regularity, perhaps one second it was a refreshing pleasure from the depths of the soul, and the next second it suddenly turned into a heart-rending pain, and the next second it turned into a tingling itch that penetrated deep into the bone marrow. This alternating variety of sensations will magnify the effect of the person several times, making Vivien even more confused.

By now, Vivien's consciousness was completely awake, but her body couldn't wake up yet, but she preferred that she wasn't awake yet. Long before the start of the treatment, she asked Eva in detail about the process and stages required for the treatment, so she knew very well that now the treatment has entered the final and most critical stage, and the whole body repair automatic treatment device has completed the replacement and cultivation of all nerves, and the final connection work is underway. Because it is done directly on the brain, these deranged sensations arise.

When she felt that she could bear it, Vivien's heart was ecstatic, whether it was soreness, pain or itching, the girl had not experienced it with her body for many years, and over the years, her numb body would not feel anything, and she had long forgotten these special feelings. So when the feeling of wonderful sensations came in cycles, for a short period of time, Vivien felt that she was enjoying this long-lost experience, enjoying every signal that her extremities fed back, but as it lasted longer and longer, the girl felt more and more broken, and every second that passed was a torment, and every second that passed made people hate even more why they were still alive.

"I want to die. It was the strongest voice in Vivien's consciousness, and the pain made her almost forget the purpose of her entry into the healing device, and the advice of Eva. Almost lost to survive.

As Eva said, this is the most dangerous time period, no matter how strong the body is, it is not necessarily useful, only those who are mentally strong enough can have hope of getting through. However, Eva apparently forgot one more crucial thing, humans and goblins are not the same, and there is no professional existence among goblins. The human body is a little stronger than the goblins, of course this is not important, it is important. Professionals, especially high-level professionals, have improved their various senses several times compared to goblins after the physical elements that accompany them when they break through the ranks several times. Therefore. Vivien, who has this ability to perceive, is obviously much more tolerant of stimuli that come directly from the brain than goblins.

Vivien was strong, strong-willed enough, but for this kind of stimulation beyond her tolerance. After enduring it for a while, in the end, I lost the courage to persevere, and I lost the way to survive. It's so painful. The pain that comes from the soul cannot be adapted, cannot be escaped, cannot be opposed, so it is better to just give up, return to the previous slumber, spend the last period in a beautiful dream, never feel the pain again, never feel the torment again, only eternal tranquility.

When the mage girl thought like this in her consciousness, in the real world, her body immediately changed accordingly, if she could see the scene outside the healing instrument, she would know that the next second she wanted to give up hope of survival, the flashing light on the instrument every thirty seconds suddenly accelerated the frequency of flashing, and an ominous red light lit up, and at the same time emitted a sharp and piercing noise. However, these have nothing to do with the girl, after giving up hope, the mage girl feels a lot more relaxed, even the painful feeling is gradually fading, and at the same time she feels more and more tired and sleepy, and she has to return to the beautiful and peaceful dream as she wishes, and relive the happy and warm memories of the past twenty years.

But, at that moment, she heard a voice, from Pannis.

Theoretically speaking, the whole body repair automatic treatment device is fully enclosed, and the internal design will make the internal and external environment naturally isolated, and it is impossible to hear the sound from the outside inside, which is also to protect the treatment person from being disturbed by the sound in the outside environment and have a bad impact. Vivien had heard from Eva before and learned about the instrument's properties, but at the most critical moment, she heard the voice from Panis.

Although the voice is low, it is clear enough, as if it comes from the depths of the heart, and the deep voice, with the power to calm people's hearts, seems to sound calm. Pannis's voice wasn't communicating with her, it was just whispering, and it didn't need her answer, and it couldn't hear her answer.

"Girl, it looks like you're in trouble, it's a cause for celebration. The words that made Vivian, who was so desperate that she gave up hope, rose to the urge to beat him, but poor Vivien couldn't take action, so she could only listen angrily and funny.

"Don't be angry, it's really worth celebrating, after all, you know in your heart that the treatment has reached the most critical step, all the dangers have passed, and now it is the last one. The banter in Pannis's words gradually subsided, and his voice became stern: "You actually know, as long as you survive the last period of time, you can complete all the treatments, and you can be like Catherine and them, you can run and jump, cry and laugh, live happily, and be healthy and no different from a normal person." ”

"But I can't hold it anymore. I don't know how long the pain I endured made Vivian's heart a little fragile, and after hearing the familiar voice, she finally found a way to vent, and let out a painful cry from the depths of her soul: "It's so uncomfortable, it's too uncomfortable to continue this treatment, I can't stand it anymore, stop the treatment, just let me leave like this." "To be continued......

ps: I've been so busy lately, and the number of words is always changing, which not only affects everyone's reading habits, but also my writing habits. But it can't be helped, after all, you always have to live and work. Although this chapter is only 2,000, I try to update it in the afternoon and try to make up for the gap in the morning.

Speaking of which, everyone must be very clear.,That's right.,I don't have a manuscript anymore.,I don't even have a draft updated the next day.,RZ.,I can only write and update as I go.。 It's a dangerous thing to do, so I'm going to try to get out a little bit more on the weekend, well, at least in the plan

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