Seventieth Battle - Overwhelmed
"How am I going to talk to him?"
"Sister, what's wrong with you, you've been walking around since you came back, did anything happen?"
"Rafis, what do you say is love, and why is it overwhelming?"
"Don't you think you're asking the wrong person, Kesmia, how could I possibly know?"
Yes, Kesmia and Rafis have always lived at the bottom of the holy river, how could they come into contact with such human emotions, so the conversation between the two sisters could not solve the confusion and anxiety in Kesmia's heart.
'What should I do?' Kesmia asked herself repeatedly as she looked at the moon hanging outside her window (a night scene that only appears in this garden, where Lilith had lived before she became a devil).
"Is Gabriel there?" Michael, in order to help Casmia, knocked on Gabriel and Ciri's door.
"It's Michael-sama, and Gabriel has just left. ā
"Where did he go?"
"Looks like I'm looking for Mistress Remillet. ā
"Okay, then you get some rest early. ā
Ciri looked at Michael's departing figure and felt very strange, because the expression on Michael's face at this time was different from usual, and there seemed to be a look in his eyes that Ciali had never seen before, but just when he was about to ask, Michael had already disappeared into the corridor.
"What's wrong with him?" said Heary to himself as he closed the door.
"Remiller, do you know the sacred mountain that Lord God is talking about?"
"Do you want to ask me this when you come so late? Don't you think it's better to ask Michael, I'm not as wise as him, and Michael also said that we need to have a good rest in the past 5 days, don't think about anything else, why are you doing this now?" Remiller felt that Gabriel was also a little strange, he was not so impatient before, why did he become restless when he arrived here.
"You also know that we have always lived in a bright world, and we have never had any sleep, how do you tell me to rest?"
"So you don't know what it's like to sleep?" hahaha," Mona, who was next to him, also felt that Gabriel was very abnormal when he came here.
"No, I'm because of ć»ć»ć»ć»ć»"
"What are you for?" and while Remiller and Mona were confused, Michael appeared in their room.
"Michael, why are you here?"
"I'm coming for you. ā
"Me?" Gabriel pointed to himself, a little strange.
"Michael, you hurry up and take this troublesome man away, or we won't be able to rest. Remiller said jokingly.
"Okay, then you have a good rest. ā
With that, Michael and Gabriel left Remiler's room with Gabriel, all the way to the place where they had just stayed with Kesmia.
"Michael, why did you bring me here?" Although he and Michael belonged to the same angel of creation, it was the first time that the two of them were alone together, and Gabriel was very unaccustomed to such solitude.
"Gabriel, I want to talk to you. ā
"What are you talking about? Is it a battle?"
"As I said, these five days are just rest, and I don't talk about anything related to the battle. ā
"And what are we going to say?"
"Do you know why humans can sometimes give up several times more strength than they can do, why are they so strong?" Michael wanted to make Gabriel understand what love was by knocking on the side in this way, but this idea was not very suitable for Gabriel, and he still didn't understand what Michael was talking about.
"Michael, why are you talking about human beings all of a sudden? ā
"Don't you think that sometimes it is really hard for human beings to imagine that they can be so strong, and although they have experienced life and death, they can still live so colorfully, haven't you thought about it?"
"Seriously, I really haven't studied humans well, after all, I'm different from you, I don't have the power to protect humans, I shouldn't say that I have the ability to directly protect humans, so you ask me if I know this feeling, of course I don't understand, and what do you want to tell me?"
"Gabriel, although you have not been in direct contact with humans, I think you should also know that there is an emotion in the human world that can make people powerful. ā
"The ability to become powerful?"
"Yes. ā
"You say that humans have such abilities, so why do they still go through life and death and suffering? I really don't understand what the hell you're trying to tell me, Michael, you're not a man who beats around the bush. Apparently Gabriel was a little annoyed by the way Michael spoke.
"Well, I'll be clear, Gabriel, do you know love?"
"Ah, love?
"That's what I mean by strong feelings. ā
"I don't know?
It is a very subtle emotion, just like friendship and family affection, it is a very special existence, but it is different from family friendship, it can make a person have something in his heart, and there will be a beating rhythm. ā
"The more you say, the more outrageous it becomes, we are already archangels, I already have something in my heart, I already have the feeling of friendship, Michael, what are you talking about love?"
"It is happiness, being loved, cared for, cherished, no matter where you are, you will no longer be alone, no matter where you go, there will be a pair of eyes looking at you. The feeling of being loved is beautiful, Gabriel we are angels, we have great power, but the beating rhythm in our hearts, we have not really felt it, God has given us endless ability and lifespan, but we still lack the same, lack the most real emotion, the reason why Lucifer will fall, in fact, is because he has never felt such emotions. ā
"Michael, you don't want to betray the Celestial Realm like Lucifer, do you?"
"Of course not, Gabriel and I will be clear, maybe you will be the first angel in the heavenly realm to have such feelings. ā
"IāI don't even know what love is, how can I have it? ā
"Do you think I'm joking? Actually, what I want to tell you tonight is that someone has developed such feelings for you, and you should cherish it. ā
"You said that I, according to what you just me, am I liked? How is it possible?" Although Gabriel did not admit it, he was still embarrassed to hear that he was liked, for he had always thought that only a character like Michael would be liked.
"It's not about liking, it's about falling in love. ā
"What is love?"
"Heartbeat, heartache, cherishing, caring, love is made up of these. ā
"But I didn't feel that way. ā
"You will have, maybe tomorrow you will be able to experience, Gabriel when you have the people you care about and cherish, you really have great power, because at that time you have people who need to be protected, only when you have people you cherish and care about, and want to protect, you will cherish yourself more, work harder, and move forward more courageously. ā
After saying that, Michael felt that the rest of the words needed to be said by Kesmia herself, so he did not continue, but patted Gabriel on the shoulder in the same way.
"Hey, Michael, what the hell do you mean, tell me clearly, what do you care about, what do you mean I'll know right away?"
Michael didn't answer, just left Gabriel, who was confused, and left with a smile, letting Gabriel keep asking behind, he just laughed and didn't say anything, just left the last sentence lightly.
"You will understand, I just want to tell you, if someone says something, you don't say no right away, ask your heart, sometimes we don't ignore anything, often forget our heart, so if you encounter any problems, ask your heart first. ā
"What do you mean?" Gabriel was overwhelmed by Michael's topic, he didn't know who he was watching, who he was liked, how could such a thing happen to him? Gabriel turned away with such a confused thought, and walked towards his room.
And at this time, there was a figure hiding in the dark to observe Michael's every move, watching Michael leave, and then disappeared, who was this figure that disappeared into the night? Is it friend or foe? Gradually, everyone's rare rest is about to end, and Gabriel will understand something? Please look forward to the seventy-first battle-the feeling of a heartbeat