At night, I was editing the video in my room, and just as I was about to dub the dance I did, there was a sound of shoes rubbing against the floor from my mother's bedroom

I'm very familiar with this sound, because it's the sound of practicing a ghost step

Curious, I walked to my mother's bedroom to see who it was, and of course I had already come to a conclusion at this time, but I still ran to take a look

It was the elder brother who was jumping, and he tried to step hard, although he said, "It's so tiring to jump like this", but his footsteps did not stay, and he still ran

When I saw this picture, I suddenly thought that I was in my third year of high school, and it was also this winter vacation, and it was also this relatively cold weather

I was locked in the room alone, and the material book for the second round of revision was placed on the desk, and the planner read: "Chinese: read section xx, read mathematics: section xx; ......" and so on until biology

At that time, I thought to myself, "I haven't finished reading physics and chemistry, but I can do it in the afternoon, so what should I do in the evening?"

Every time I finished it, it was more than 11 o'clock, and my eyes were stinging at that time, but the excitement in my heart became more and more intense: "Soon, half of it will be completed, and half of it can be completed, and it will definitely be completed, and when the time comes, I can return to study and they review their second round, and I can review the three rounds of college entrance examination questions, and by the time they review for the third round, I can already focus on making up for my own shortcomings, and I will definitely be able to achieve my goal at that time."

The winter vacation at that time, the dream of myself at that time, was repeated over and over again in this room at home in the plan again and again

What I still remember is the Chinese New Year's Eve at that time, I really did this, alone in the room, listening to the laughter outside, the sound of firecrackers everywhere, looking at the brilliant lights reflecting the windows of the room, dreams are intertwined in my heart at this moment, and cannot be erased

I stood up in the early morning and sorted out the second round of review I looked at the window and clenched my fists tightly: "I'm done, I'm done, I've really done my first step, the plan is complete"

At that time, I couldn't sleep with excitement, and my mind was full of thoughts about what to do next, how to make better use of the time, and I didn't notice that it was already 2 o'clock, and the door to the new year had been opened

Although the ending of the college entrance examination is not so good, I have no complaints

Because of this fighting spirit, this ability to plan for the future, these positive energies can support me through one difficulty after another

Even this year's winter vacation, which can be completely relaxed in the eyes of college students, I am still moving towards my goal, still driven by vigor and motivation

Morning Reading: Advanced English C Language Programming

In the afternoon, strengthen the ghost step dance, learn other dances, and write novels

Chat with my daughter-in-law in the evening

(From time to time, but mainly at night, but as long as there is news from my daughter-in-law, I will unconsciously stop what I am doing, don't ask me why, because she is the brightest star in my night sky)

Why are you so motivated? Why do you keep going?

Because the person I love is right in front of me, I want her to laugh more in the future, I want her to laugh more with her in the future, I want her to look at the dazzling star under the night sky

Proudly said: "He is my winter melon"

Since the novel is logical, I can still make my world full of logic, so that my world can also be like some scenes in my novels, swaying the halo of the protagonist and describing the happiness of the heroine

I can carry a lot of pressure because I have her behind me, and I will do my best to make myself better and improve my abilities, so that she can stare into my eyes and look at her in my eyes without hesitation in the dark night

Today I heard her crying, and I heard her cry for the second time

The first time was in the track and field, I had a ruptured blood vessel in my nose, and I still remember her holding me tightly and burying her head in my arms, at that moment I thought that a false picture of fiction appeared in front of my eyes, at that time she was like a child, afraid of losing the most important thing, and only by holding on to it can it be prevented from disappearing

At that moment, the brightest star in the night sky tore through the curtain of night

The second time was today when she was wronged at home

My hands trembled when I typed these words, and I only knew what my incompetence was when I realized it

Listening to her soft sobs, I just wanted to smile on the face, but I couldn't smile anymore, and I even hated myself for not being able to bring it back directly, why I couldn't go directly to her

At this moment, the words that Brother Jiang said at the beginning came to my mind: "Life is never easy, when you feel easy, someone must help you bear that difficulty"

I'm sorry daughter-in-law, I couldn't bring you more comfort and couldn't bring you more smiles

But I hope that my daughter-in-law alone must learn to be patient

After holding back that moment, there is still me, you can completely tell your emotions to me, and you can completely scold me to death

I'll still tell you with a dead face: "It's okay, isn't there a handsome and dashing, suave ......"

Now let me say: daughter-in-law, I will try to help you bear that share is not easy

Now and in the future