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I forgot whether it was elementary school or junior high school, and I fell in love with "Go Boy", so I couldn't take it anymore. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoA group of friends liked to discuss this animation for a while, and I liked Jiang Liuer very much at the time. At that time, I wanted to become a Go master, and because of this dream, I used the money to buy study materials to buy several books on Go. Got a beating.

But I still like it, I take action for it, and I carefully look at the Go layout, Tianyuan positioning moves, and the ending on each page. Every day after school, I finish my homework or just don't do my homework, so I hold the chessboard and study. Every time I was scolded, I didn't feel aggrieved at all, because I thought in my heart that I was getting closer to my goal of becoming a Go master.

When I was a child, I was like this, my dream was the farthest and most unrealistic, but you always had the strength and determination that I don't know where it came from.

When I entered high school, I slowly gave up on this dream. First, I knew the existence of Wu Qingyuan and Nie Weiping, and saw the gap and reality. The second is that I have loved him for so many years, and after so many years, I still can't get under my second grandfather. I really know that without this talent, it won't work!

Then I started to like the guitar, and for no different reason, it was enough to pull the wind and drag it wildly. At that time, I practiced persistently every day, and I broke my fingers hard when I couldn't open them. I practiced a few tunes later, but now I forgot about it! I said that I would go on stage with a guitar one day, but it didn't come true.

Now I don't know how long I haven't touched Go, and the guitar was taken away by Xiao Jiang back then and I never bought it again. The books that used to be the introduction to Go and the basics of layout have long been lost, and those guitar self-study tutorials and sheet music are still there. At that time, I firmly believed that I could realize my dream when I grew up, but I don't remember it for a long time.

However, the anime and songs of "Go Master" have always been there, and every time I watch it, I am very excited, and I am moved to watch Jiang Liuer's domineering ending. There are also those songs that I like to play on the guitar all the time, and every time I hear a random list of songs, I press the single song loop.

But keeping this doesn't mean I'm nostalgic or long-term.

Actually, I'm not a person who has left some things for a long time, but when I clean them up, I also say that I will lose them, just like some people you say you won't forget for the rest of your life, but after a long time, you still can't remember them. But there are always things you can't lose, like the songs I like, the songs that I play on a loop. Because I feel like these things can slow me down. Time can be paused for a moment.

In fact, time is really fast, and you will grow into what you are today. It will never be like the sentence written by Murakami in "Norwegian Wood": I always thought that after the age of eighteen is nineteen, after the age of nineteen is eighteen, and so on. Now it's been almost two years since I left at the age of eighteen, a good house doesn't mean I'm old, if I do it seriously, it's just the beginning. When you're not having a good time right now, you can do more to live again and find the self you really want.

Persist in doing it, not afraid of reluctant to sleep, play, and comfortable time to fight, you must know that the pain and discomfort now are that you have given up too much effort before. So now you have to work hard, even if it takes all your energy. Let's fight, if we don't have talent, let's use time to change. I hope that in a few years, I will really be called an uncle and an aunt, and at that time, I will look back and thank you for choosing to work hard now.

As I grew up, I found it harder and harder to be willing to confide in someone, unlike that year when I caught someone and told him everything, and I wanted the whole world to know, and now, I can't find the person who is willing to confide in me!

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