"Doot, doot......"

"Hey, may I ask who you are?" Mu Rufeng took the mobile phone from Mu Ruxue's hand and asked politely.

"Kaede, do you have time? I want to meet you. The familiar and unfamiliar voice came from the phone, Mu Rufeng was stunned for a moment, he couldn't believe his ears, thinking that he had heard it wrong, and held the phone for a long time.

I haven't heard this voice for three years, and now it still sounds so good.

This call was actually from her. Feather Butterfly, yes, it's her, that's her, that's right, that's her voice.

Hearing this familiar voice, Mu Rufeng was happy at the moment, and he wanted to say to the girl on the phone: "Die, how have you been doing in the past three years? But he could not say that, for the voice was not only familiar, but also strange, and the strangeness frightened him.

The back of the moonlight seemed to be an immortal monument, eternally rooted in his inner world, eroding his heart, and willing to love him.

Three years ago, on Valentine's Day, at the crossroads, the two made an appointment with silence never to see each other again, let go of each other, and give each other a free place.

That day, there was a light breeze and drizzle, as if this rain was specially made for them to break up.

Look, that tear swept in the wind, Mu Rufeng didn't know if it was tears or raindrops. Maybe Mu Rufeng would rather it be tears, or at least it represents separation. Maybe I'd rather be a raindrop, let it be swept up by the heavy rain and drift with the flow.

But whatever it was in the first place, it didn't matter now, because she had abandoned him.

At this moment, Mu Rufeng was sluggish, and his eyes were rolling in his eyes, as if the clear sky was about to rain, and the storm was coming.

However, the storm did not come in the end, and the clear sky was cloudless again. Mu Rufeng sighed deeply in his heart, and then replied in an unfamiliar tone: "Yes, do you have something to do with me?"

"See you at the old place, let's talk about it when we meet! I still have something to do, hang up first." After Yudie hung up the phone, she left Mu Rufeng holding the phone, stupidly like a wooden man, motionless and silent.

In an instant, he thought a lot, was it because she broke up with me in the first place to let me concentrate on writing, or because after I became famous, she wanted to win back my heart and reconcile with me. Or is there something I need help with?

Just when Mu Rufeng was worried, the naughty Mu Ruxue dangled in front of his eyes with his jade hand, and called: "Handsome guy, come back to your senses, it's useless to be melancholy, my sister-in-law is with someone else, what do you want her to do? ”

"Go, what do children know? Read a book, don't disturb me. Mu Rufeng reprimanded, but said with a smile.

"If there is love for a long time, there is no end to the old age of the heavens and the earth. Mu Xue read the words that her brother usually said, and flashed to the side to read a book.

For the words of the great writer's brother, Mu Xue didn't dare to [make times].

Mu Rufeng came to his room, sat at the desk, and wanted to write something, but found that he couldn't write anything. At this moment, his mind was full of the shadow of the feather butterfly, and the gentle voice of the feather butterfly was still echoing in his ears.

Putting down the pen, ink and paper banquet, Mu Rufeng went through the matter of him and Yudie in his heart again, he was very entangled, whether to see her, if he saw her, then what should he say? If she broke up with me for "herself", then what should I do? If I want to reconcile with me because I am famous, then what should I do? If she is looking for me to help her do things, then should I help her? After thinking for a long time, he still couldn't come to a conclusion in the end.

If there is love for a long time, there is no end to the old age of the heavens and the wasteland. Shouldn't I be so persistent, should I be free, give her freedom, and let her fly.

Is it right or wrong to cling to the past?

Is the so-called seeing reality clear the fall of happiness or the happiness of melancholy?

What should I do? Who can take me out of the world?

After thinking about it, after tossing and turning, there was another beeping sound, and another call from an old friend said that he was asking him out for dinner, but in fact, it was all a matter of flattery, in order to have a good relationship with him, a big celebrity.

Mu Rufeng directly refused.

There are many such calls, and since the day he became famous, there have been more than hundreds of calls every day, either to invite him to dinner or to enjoy the scenery.

At first, in order not to offend people, he went a few times, but he was never used to this kind of life, and then he directly refused.

[People are afraid of being famous, pigs are afraid of being strong. This is not true at all. Since Mu Rufeng became famous because of a novel, his world has taken an earth-shattering turn. He was once unknown, even if he stood on Mount Everest and yelled three times, others would think that he was a mentally ill person who had just escaped from a mental hospital, and no one would want to pay attention to him. Even if it is placed in the crowd, that is, it is a drop in the ocean, and everyone in the world knows you.

However, since he became famous, the name Mu Rufeng has attracted worldwide attention in any place, it is definitely thunderous enough, loud enough, it can be said that everyone knows it, and it is the No. 1 person of the year.

His experience verifies an ancient saying, "Thirty years in Hedong, thirty years in Hexi." It also illustrates a common saying, "I don't bully the poor of the youth, the young man is not poor." 】

Mu Rufeng is a junior college student, less than 20 years old, he fell in love with writing novels in his junior year of high school, and the reason why he fell in love with novels is also because some people around him, as the saying goes: [What kind of person you are, what kind of friends you have. 】

Because of his particularly poor English, Mu Rufeng gave up the glory of his junior high school days, became a class upside down, turned his goal to writing novels, and vowed to become a veritable online writer.

Now, after three years of hard work, he has finally done it, he can stand on the top of the peak, and announce to the world: "I am Mu Rufeng, Mu Rufeng is me, my name moves the world, and no one in the world knows you." ”

Standing at the pinnacle of life, Mu Rufeng is destined to be lonely and lonely. When he looked at the newly moved villa and the high-end furniture in front of him, his eyes contained tears, and he did not flow down, and he couldn't tell whether he was happy or sad from his expression.

Maybe it's joy, because the goal he once set has been achieved, maybe it's sadness, because the huge villa is empty, and only he meets Mu Ruxue once a year.

Mu Rufeng lay on the soft bed, staring at the colorful ceiling, and the picture of his struggle came to mind. It was a dilapidated room, without any embellishment, everything was so simple, boring, and lifeless. However, it was such a room that cultivated him and made him famous in the annals of history.

The picture flashed, and a person came in the dilapidated room, it was a girl, about seventeen or eighteen years old, with long hair cut off at the waist, light makeup, and under the support of purple clothes, she looked extraordinary. The light was dim, and a glimmer of light hit the girl's skin, stirring up the silver white of the floor, as if the room had been much brighter because of it.

The boy turned his head and looked at the beautiful girl like a fairy, with warm love in his eyes, and in an instant, it seemed that the originally cold temperature in the room was also accumulating and rising.

The girl seemed to feel the boy's warm love, and her eyes slowly moved to the boy, but she was full of indifference and ruthlessness. It seems that the boy in front of her is a stranger who has been killed and has no contact.

Maybe she went to the wrong room, maybe she changed her mind, maybe she .......

The boy seemed to sense the girl's strange appearance, hurriedly got up, asked the girl if she was not feeling well, whether she needed to see a doctor, and brought the girl a cup of hot tea himself.

The girl sat on the wooden table, took the hot tea from the boy's hand, put it to her mouth, took a small sip, and at the same time, a tear also flowed in the teacup.

Tick, tick...... , as if a sad melody is about to be staged.

"Kaede, let's break up! You can't give me what I want, you're so poor, so cowardly, we have no results. "Cold words, no one would believe that it came from the mouth of a girl, she is so beautiful, so gentle, so kind, how could she say this? Mu Rufeng couldn't believe his ears, he just thought he heard it wrong.

"Don't deceive yourself, you won't be productive, follow you, I will only suffer. The girl added, her tone even more heartless and unjust.

With that, the girl turned around and was about to leave.

"Butterfly, don't go, don't leave me, how can I live without you?" Mu Rufeng quickly took the girl's hand, and she was reluctant to leave.

"Butterfly, did I do something wrong? You say, I'll change it. Please don't go, okay?" Mu Rufeng was full of tears, I don't know how many sleeves I wetted, and my tears were about to drain, but the girl was still indifferent and insisted on leaving.

The girl slowly pushed the boy's hand away, only to see her look at the boy, tears rolling down her eyes, wetting her eyes, but not coming out.

"Mu Rufeng, you still have to face the reality! He is more handsome than you, richer than you, he can give me everything I want, and you can't give me these, you can't compare with him at all. Although the girl said this viciously, there was a trace of tears on her cheeks, but it was impossible for Mu Rufeng, who was close to madness at this moment, to capture its existence.

Yu Die's words suddenly made Mu Rufeng speechless, and he opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, saying that she loved vanity, no, he was reluctant to say this about her. So what should he say about her? He was still silent! He didn't want to ruin the image of her for ten years in the last second.

Seeing that Mu Rufeng wanted to say something but didn't say anything, Yu Die pushed open the door and walked out, Mu Rufeng wanted to stay, but found that his body had already betrayed himself, and he was not listening to his call, so he actually stiffened.

The broken door gradually closed, and the whole dilapidated house was decorated only with sorrow and tears, and the sound of rapid breathing and hoarse crying was decorating.

After a long time, Mu Rufeng woke up, at this moment, he has been much more sober, the previous mania and cowardice are gone, and now, the person standing in this dilapidated house is just an ordinary person who can't be ordinary.

In Mu Rufeng's heart, no matter what Yudie left him for, he would not blame her, because loving someone is not for eternity, but as long as the other party is happy, then he will be happy.

Love to the depths of the realization that everything she has done is more vulnerable and worthless than her love for her.

If we can abandon traditional concepts, will our ending be different?

If it weren't for the fact that he was too cowardly, too timid, and cared too much, then Feather Butterfly would definitely not leave him.

Thinking of this, Mu Rufeng suddenly felt that everything was his fault, he wanted to redeem her, and he didn't want to regret it for the rest of his life.

A person, only when love is broken, can he know how precious love is. Only when you lose it, do you understand how good she is, maybe this is human nature!

Later, Mu Rufeng and Yu Die made an appointment to meet at the crossroads on Valentine's Day, but the result was unexpected, Yu Die brought [him] to meet Mu Rufeng, which caught Mu Rufeng off guard.

In front of the crossroads, the three of them stood across the street, [he] took her jade hand, holding a bouquet of nine hundred and ninety-nine roses, and the two stood together, like a pair of jade people who were in perfect harmony. On the other side, Mu Rufeng, dressed in tatters, holding a withering rose in his hand, looked at the two people opposite.

At this moment, his heart was cold, and at this moment, his world collapsed, and he didn't know what to do, how to face this cruel and desperate world.

After a big battle in her heart, Mu Rufeng finally decided to turn around and leave, not to smear her world with a trace of smoke.

At the moment when he turned around, the withered rose fell to the ground, and before he could pick it up, it was trampled to pieces by a group of pedestrians.

Looking at the broken roses in his body, Mu Rufeng's heart was like a knife, he looked up at the sky, took a deep breath, and strode towards the crowd

On this day, his world was dark.

On this day, his heart was hopeless.

Mu Rufeng, who was running wildly all the way, did not gradually slow down his pace until he was far enough away from the feather butterfly, and as he walked, he asked Cang Tian what he meant, why did he treat him so unfairly?

At the crossroads, Feather Butterfly's eyes seemed to be filled with a frame of tears, and now they finally couldn't hold it anymore and flowed out.

"Hehe, he still doesn't love you enough, if he loves you enough, he should believe you. Lin Shen, who was accompanying Yu Die, said, his eyes were vicious and insidious, and he knew at a glance that he was not a good person.

"Don't talk about it, I beg you to stop talking about it, what I promised you has been done, now it's time for you to fulfill your promise!" Feather Butterfly sobbed, her face full of haggardness, and her pale face made her look a little touching.

"Although I, Lin Shen, am not a good person, I will definitely do what I say, and I will never be a person who is untrustworthy. Lin Shen put the nine hundred and ninety-nine roses in Yudie's arms, then turned around and walked towards Mercedes not far away.

Yu Die was holding nine hundred and ninety-nine roses, her heart was cold, and she wanted to throw them away, but Lin Shen was waiting for her not far away, and she couldn't do it.

The tears of enthusiasm, like a stream that never dries up, flowed down the cheeks, cut through the void, and fell on the jade hand that was being raised.

Feather Butterfly arrives on the other side of the crossroads, where she will be picked up by the people who have stepped on the roses, and then the boy will be put in his satchel.

In this process, at the moment when the tears hit a ring on the jade hand, it was as if there was a white light, rising into the sky, fleeting, and not captured by anyone.

Of course, Mu Rufeng didn't know these pictures, his memory of Yudie only stayed at the moment when he left, she held his arm, with a smile on her face, as if telling him that I would live happily without you.

All he knew was that his mood was ...... from heaven to hell and close to death.

The picture is changing, in a palatial villa, Mu Rufeng is lying on the bed, dancing with his hands, and yelling in his mouth: "Thief, God, why are you so cruel." ”

"Brother, wake up, what's wrong with you?" Mu Ruxue woke up Mu Rufeng, who was having a nightmare.

Mu Rufeng woke up, sweating profusely, panting, and looking drowning. He looked at Mu Ruxue, and then looked at the surrounding scenery, and then he was sure that he was having a nightmare again.

"It turned out to be just a dream. Although Mu Rufeng said this to his sister, his heart was turned upside down and he couldn't be calm.

The scene from three years ago appeared in his mind again, he felt that he had forgotten Feather Butterfly, but after receiving a call from her, the past came to his mind again, as if it was yesterday.

It wasn't until this moment that he knew that he was still in love with her, the girl who had betrayed him, Feather Butterfly.

"Brother, let's let the past fly for a while! Let's go have breakfast. Mu Ruxue knows her brother very well and knows his love history, she doesn't want her brother to continue to suffer like this, but fortunately she found a flawless excuse to make her brother pause his thinking.

"Uh-huh, okay!" Mu Rufeng and Mu Ruxue walked towards the living room.