The 284th Tribulation I may be just a consciousness right now

"Yuli, Yuli, come and see me! I'm here! I'm in your body!" I called a few more times, but Yuli still didn't respond to my call. I was almost crying, but no one could hear me, no one could see my expression. That fox maid Yun'er is like this, and so is Youli!

It seems that he may not be aware of my existence. I don't even know that I'm hidden in his body! I can't see my body, I can't feel my body, only my mind is moving. And this thought seems to exist in the body of the glass.

What the hell is wrong with me? Am I dead? Or have I become some kind of unknowable monster?

It seems that my judgment is correct, and the current me, the meaning of existence, is just a force of thought. I, only—is—some—ideology! And only I can feel the existence of this consciousness in myself. I dwelt in the body of the glass, and he couldn't feel it.

At this time, a large number of my memories came flooding back...

Before that, I was in this dormitory to check the condition of the glass. Sister Su was originally with me, but then, because she sensed that there might be something wrong with the seal of Cangyu in the dark abyss. Sister Su took the elder to check the situation of the seal.

Subsequently, the medicine king Yixian came here with Yunsheng to see Youli. However, it is said that the fever of the glass can be cured, and the vitality can be slowly restored. It's just that the tail injury can't be cured, and an elixir is needed.

After that, the medicine king also left. Then, I met Yuecheng again, and he said something to me. I was like an evil spirit, and the gods sent them away. After that, it seems that I met someone in the back garden, but I can't remember.

Then when I woke up again, it was in a completely unfamiliar place. I met that wicked girl, Ruixin! Yuecheng and Ah Ling were also there, and now it seems that they took me there.

It felt a little eerie. There was a burning sensation in the room that made it difficult for me to breathe without oxygen. Rockchip tied me to a chair and said it was her territory.

Then, after some conversation I had with the three of them, I lost consciousness again. I vaguely remember that they seemed to bewitch me and asked me to dedicate my demon pill and spirit to Youli to eat, so that Youli could recover from the tail injury, no longer have weaknesses, and return to the demeanor of the dignified nine-tailed fox king.

And I'm hoping that Yuli can heal the tail injury. But my thoughts were very negative at the time. It stands to reason that if I want to sacrifice my demon pill and spirit, I may no longer exist, and my physical body is just a useless skin, no different from death. And I didn't hesitate to think about it at the time, it didn't make sense.

Then, my mind began to blur. I closed my eyes. I don't know what happened after that.

But now, my consciousness exists in Yuli's body in a way that I can't determinate or describe. And no longer feel the presence of their own body.

Thinking of this, I started to get more nervous and flustered. Judging from what happened before and the current situation, the most likely truth is that I was really stripped from my body by Yuecheng and took away my spirit and demon pill.

And now, am I in the form of that spirit? Maybe they really gave Yuli to eat my spirit and demon pill.

But if I say that I am now in the form of a spirit. What about my elixir?

Just as I was thinking about this, I suddenly found that my vision shifted to the back of this ghostly body, the nine big fluffy tails. When I looked closely, I realized that it was a full nine white fox tails. The fur is smooth and soft and very beautiful.

The nine tails are all intact, and it seems that they really healed Youli's tail wound after eating the spirit and demon pill for Youli.

I could also feel the body's unprecedented strong heartbeat and abundant energy, without the slightest sense of fatigue, and even his mind was unusually excited and clear.

Wait! I can feel my own presence and the mental activity of Yuri at the same time!!

This is a strange thing that I can't understand or explain!

At this time, Youli was thinking about his memory fragments. The following are Yuli's memories, which I narrate in the third person:

Before the tail injury recurred, the high fever and the body became weak, Yuri joined us at the interracial party at the cat clan.

Yuri felt a little bored. Because he doesn't like to talk and communicate with the people around him. And the aliens around me, those friends who are in the night are chatting very happily. The atmosphere was very hot. Although he is the king of a clan, he will talk to his subordinates more than when the fox clan discusses political affairs. Usually, he really rarely chats with the people around him.

Including Saya. He didn't think that Saya would like his taciturn and cold personality. However, surprisingly, Xiao Ye gets along very well with him.

He loved watching her gobble up her food, and the food would always be especially delicious in front of the little civet. He thought it was very interesting that she had arrived in a new environment, looking around and looking curiously about everything, as if all the good things in the world had a strong attraction to her.

He remembered how she was bouncing and always happy. Like a warm light, his heart is no longer lonely and cold. He wants to be part of her life more and more...

However, there, at this party, there is always a nasty boy by Ran Ye's side talking and laughing with her. That human boy always makes Saya laugh. Xiao Ye said that the human was a demon master, but Yuli had already sensed that there was no spiritual power in him. How could such a person stay by Saya's side, and how could a stupid human protect his Saya?

And the black carbon cat, always looking at himself with a black face. When Youli confronted him, it was like two icebergs that were incompatible.

Compared with himself, that black charcoal obviously only has three or four hundred years of cultivation. If it weren't for the fact that he was also the person Xiao Ye cared about, Youli would have plucked out his cat fur and paraded it in the streets, and then bought the fox clan to be a coolie! I really don't understand, why does Xiao Ye like to play with that smelly and hard piece of black charcoal?

And the dragon clan whose hair was so shaky that his eyes were piercing! A little demon who had only practiced for more than 500 years dared to be so arrogant. It's the same as the human boy. If it weren't for Xiao Ye stopping her at that time, and I was afraid that she would be unhappy, Youli would have wanted to try the method of a certain mythical character to pick up the dragon's skin and draw the dragon's tendons!

(To be honest, I really couldn't help but laugh when I read this inner monologue of Yuli.) It turns out that this big fox is quite black in his heart, and he ←_←. )

He's not used to places with too many people. There are so many people in this party now, which is actually quite uncomfortable for him. He never knew why Xiao Ye, a girl, could always get along well with people. But he also worked hard to persist here for her. He knew how out of place he was in relation to the rest of the room.

Actually, he was a little envious of that stupid human who didn't have any spells, and although he was a human, he could get along well with all the friends around Xiao Ya.

I really didn't want to read the big fox's mind intentionally, but those memories and thoughts just kept pouring into my thoughts. In his memory, there are many happy memories of being with me.

That time, we went with him to visit the fox market. There is a lottery in a store, and it is actually Youli who has already arranged for the boss to let me win the jackpot, which makes me happy. In fact, all those goods were bought in advance by Youli out of her own pocket, just to have a proper reason for me to accept.

Also, the time I was arrested in his villa. Because my crying made him feel uncomfortable, in order to make me happy again, he went to the suburbs in the middle of the night to find his weasel friend and help me with advice, thinking about how to please me.

The time I was attacked by bats, the time I was poisoned by the corpse of Ziying, the time I confronted Wen Feiyan... Many times, it was Youli who rushed over to rescue him at the first time.

How worried and panicked was he when I disappeared? I was kidnapped by the demon hunters, because they were worried about me, and they only gave him the fox fur that was originally worn on my body, and he was worried that something would happen to me. They didn't even think too much about it and went to save me. As a result, they fell for their scheme, which made the internal injuries so serious, that in the end, even the human form could not be recovered.

Seeing all this, I felt sad and distressed for the big fox, and I was also full of gratitude and self-blame for him. I thought, if I still have eyes, I can't stop crying, right? If I can exchange the health of Yuli's body and the recovery of mana like this today, it will be worth it.

However, I don't have my own eyes, but a consciousness that exists in Yuli's body. I can't let Yuri and the others hear my hoarse shouts.

My family and friends don't know if they noticed that I'm gone. If they found out, they would be sad, right? I'm gone, I don't know what the rebuilding of the civet clan will do? Will they elect a new king? Maybe Elder Huang can take on the responsibility, after all, he has done so much for the cat clan.

I tried to comfort myself that I could let go of it, but how could a sudden disappearance and death make me feel nostalgic for the past? After all, I had only lived twenty years!

I never thought that I would die in such a ridiculous way, being killed by the evil girl of Ruixin and Yuecheng, and died in such an unknown way.

Even if I dedicate my demon pill and spirit to Youli, I won't choose to let those three nasty people do it, right?