Those who walked with me......
As an existence who has been reading novels since elementary school, novels have given him many things, and the most precious gift is undoubtedly a pair of glasses as high as three or four hundred degrees...... Addicted to fantasy for a long time, he, like most other bookworms, has reached a dead end - there are no books to read.
With the increase in the number of novels read, most of the monthly share of mobile phone traffic has become "Tao Novel" rather than reading novels. Aesthetic fatigue, increased demand, picky tastes...... As a result, he gradually felt bored with the so-called top few novels on the list, and the top few novels in Baidu clicks. Perhaps the dissatisfaction with the fate of "Covering the Sky", the encounter of his favorite characters, etc., made him finally abandon him, and at this time he found a novel "The Legend of the Great Sage" that made him unable to let go of the volume! Ecstasy could not fully explain his joy, but in the end, Zhou Geng also made him unbearable to wait, so he thought "Maybe it would be ......better to raise dozens or hundreds of chapters", so he continued to start the struggle in the vast sea of books, until one day a name suddenly appeared in his mind "Ming Yanwei" This was followed by "An Miaoyi, Kikyo ......"
These were the women who had made him indignant and ill-fated, but they were strong and inexplicable, and had extraordinary charm! At this time, a thought germinated in his heart for the first timeโ The idea of writing a novel of his own and letting the protagonist of his choice change their fate in his place couldn't help but make him excited in math class, but after a while, he completely despaired of his writing and put this idea on hold, but he still had illusions in his heart, he hoped to find a work similar to the story in his heart, and he found it in a few months! The novel broke into his world, he was ecstatic, in it he felt that the author seemed to have the same desire as him - to change his fate! He followed the author's steps all the way, and the first thing in the morning became to check the update, but gradually he found that something had changed, since when did it start? Yes, it was "Datang"! Since then, the protagonist has changed, become unfamiliar, and become no longer the protagonist he loves, but he still refuses to give up, he posts in the post bar, hoping that the author can see it, but the author doesn't know if he sees it, anyway, those who say he is a baked cake have seen it. When a scene inside the HRE appeared, he could no longer deceive himself, so he looked at the daily updates, and no longer had the impulse of the past, just satisfied with looking at the chapter names......
During the Spring Festival of 14 years, when he held the notebook in his hand, after all, he still knocked down the story in his heart, and at this time, some plots have tormented him for three years in the dead of night, and sometimes whenever he wants to give up, he can't help but recall the works he saw before that made him happy but regretful, "The Infinite Enemy of All Worlds", "The Graveyard of the Traverser", "The White Dragon of the Demon God"...... He thought he had some understanding of why he had to give up on a novel that had already been written so well, and that "Cemetery" was not the author's fault, but the rest might be because of loneliness...... The pain that no one pays attention to, when I happily send out the words that I think is amazing, but I am disappointed to find that there is no attention at all, and my long-term hope is disappointed......
Today, with the gilding of the years, many fantasies have disappeared, and now there is only one belief that still supports him-those characters in his pen that shine in his eyes, and the initial emotion supports him! Whenever he is tired, he will use Baidu to search himself, smirk at the result, and wave his hand to the side, as if those people are looking at him, or apples or smiles, or frowns or show their faces...... In this way, he has the strength to keep going......