After taking a shower, it was only past eight o'clock. Hong Feng wasn't used to going to bed so early, but there was nothing to do. It's not fun to go out, and it's cold. At home, I can only use the computer to watch movies or something. A person will feel lonely, and standing in a crowd will feel at a loss. Hong Feng felt that he still hadn't been able to merge with this world. No, it's too disjointed.

Can you imagine that a monster who has lived for thousands of years, facing the departure of relatives and friends one by one, watching the prosperity of the world, and he can only "not participate". Although Hong Feng is not a monster who has lived for thousands of years, this kind of real loneliness is engraved in his heart like a bone appendage, which cannot be resolved and lingers.

"Excuse me, can I go in?" was Lin Lin's voice outside the door.

"The door is unlocked. Hong Feng sat on the edge of the bed, watched Lin Lin come in, and closed the door. Something strange. I've lived here for many days, and usually only Aunt Qingqing will come in to clean. Her friend is here, is she bold?

"My fiancée, you are so bold that you will come to my room like this. Lin Lin was wearing pink pajamas, although there was no exposed skin, but it was better to say that this was also a temptation.

Lin Lin glanced at Hong Feng and sat on the office chair in front of the computer desk: "My mother can rest assured that you will stay, what else do I have to worry about." No matter what accidents there are, your character is still passable. ”

"Character, hehe, I still have a character that reassures you, it's really unexpected!"

"Don't be weird! It's better to say that my rejection of you like this is my reason, not a denial of you, although I don't want to admit it, you are still very good. I mean what I said, and you don't have to be sarcastic about me. Lin Lin said frankly, "But I also said it, the problem is with me, no matter how good you are, I can't just follow my mother's arrangement and be your fiancée honestly." Besides, I'm still young, so I didn't really care about it. I still have a lot of things to do, and even if I'm in love, I can't stay by your side all day and talk about love. I explained it to you beforehand. I guess you should have 'machismo', anyway I wouldn't be a puppet like that. ”

Looking at Lin Lin's serious appearance, Hong Feng was a little unhappy, he didn't want to be so serious. Once you're serious, it's not fun. "Oh, what else are you going to do?"

"Are you very confident in yourself?" Lin Lin was very angry when he saw that he was always so cynical, "Hong Feng, I want you to be serious! Maybe in your opinion, it's just playing, but I can't afford to play like that, so it's better for you to find someone else like that! I can't affect my life because of your play." Even if you don't want to be responsible for yourself, you should be responsible for others. It's like playing a game to flood an ant's nest, but it's a life-and-death disaster for those ants. ”

"So, do you think I have to think about the feelings of ants when I play games? Isn't that too boring?" Hong Feng looked at Lin Lin's angry appearance and laughed even harder, "Let me ask you, Lin Lin, what would happen if those ants didn't have memories? Without memories, any feelings will lose their carrier." All love, hate, like, hate...... It's like it didn't happen, what do you do as the only one who remembers?"

Lin Lin looked at Hong Feng's eyes and bit her lower lip. Why did he—why did he have that endless lonely look? Just like all the people he loved had forgotten him. What kind of experience did he have? Why did he, who was smiling just now, suddenly become so deep? Why did he feel distressed when he said these words that he didn't understand? Lin Lin shook his head: "I don't know ......?"

"I don't know. Hong Feng said lightly.

Silence, restless silence. Lin Lin couldn't help it: "Hong Feng...... I want you to be serious, to me...... to others. Maybe you'll get something more. If you're serious, you shouldn't be lonely. How can you gain such an attitude? Only when you are like a normal person will you gradually become normal! As long as you put your mind to it, you will be able to integrate into the big group. Your eternal lofty posture will only make you lonely forever. ”

"Is that so......" Hong Feng smiled and recovered his previous mood, "Lin Lin, I didn't expect you to say such things, I really like you more and more!, I'm afraid I can't bear it, and I ...... you You know people are always impulsive, hehe!"

"You won't!" Seeing Hong Feng return to his bad appearance, Lin Lin felt inexplicably relieved, "First of all, you are a very rational person, you must plan well before you act." Being rude to me now will only make me hate you, and whatever your purpose is, I hate you as an obstacle to your purpose. I also don't have the confidence to let you lose your mind when you're calmly terrible. ”

Hong Feng nodded and did not speak.

Lin Lin guessed Hong Feng's idea correctly, and was not very excited, but was a little disappointed: "Well, I want to tell you that Jiajia and I will go to the junior high school reunion tomorrow, and I will take you there too." Something I'll have ready for you. We're not very old, and we don't need to be very formal, but you have to be mentally prepared. I've never had anyone who has been able to make my heart tick, and I've never pretended to be a boy of any kind, but the only thing I can guarantee is myself. ”

In other words, I don't like other people, so although I don't like you, I am steadfast as your fiancée. However, I can't stop people from liking me, what they want to do has nothing to do with me, they are difficult for you to solve by yourself.

Hong Feng nodded. Watching Lin Lin leave, he fell into deep thought.

Lin Lin's words were not just casual words, Hong Feng felt them very clearly. She could see the loneliness in her heart, so she said those words of explanation, each of which revealed her own flaws and suggested ways to remedy them. Hong Feng lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling. As Lin Lin said, she always thinks that they are proud, but she is actually proud of herself. I have been mentally suggesting that I am unusual, and I will get farther and farther away from normal people. I rely on my own differences, and I have been looking at the world with a supreme attitude, so I feel disconnected from this world. I have always had a playful mentality, not serious enough, and not attentive, so I can't integrate into their group. Such a defect is necessary for one's identity, but it also determines that oneself cannot live like a normal person. In order to expel loneliness, it is necessary to first build a sound personality.

As a human being, you can live in this human world and enjoy it. The things that you are proud of are a burden to survival, and if you are determined to live like a normal person, then some things must be abandoned. Only when you maintain a good attitude can you talk about looking for miracles. Lin Lin's words benefited Hong Feng a lot, and also changed Hong Feng's impression of her a lot. After thinking about these things clearly, Hong Feng slowly fell asleep.

was woken up by the alarm on his mobile phone, and Hong Feng set the time at 6:30 in the morning. Hong Feng got up and washed up, and in the restaurant, Aunt Qingqing had already made breakfast. Seeing Hong Feng, he smiled at Hong Feng: "Xiao Feng, go and tell Xiao Lin and her friends to get up, breakfast should be cold later." ”

Hong Feng said "En" and didn't care much. Lin Lin likes to sleep lazily during the winter vacation, and Hong Feng has also called many times. Anyway, it's just a knock on the door. Hong Feng knocked on the door: "Lin Lin, Auntie told you to get up for breakfast." ”

The door opened, and it was Li Sijia. She is more self-disciplined than Lin Lin and will not sleep lazy. Seeing Hong Feng, he politely said "good morning".

"Good morning, is Lin Lin up?"

"Not yet, she said she'd sleep a little longer. It's okay, just warm up the breakfast later. ”

Hong Feng nodded: "Ask, when is that classmate's meeting?"

"Let's start in the evening, I guess it's going to be in the evening. We'll call you then, what's the matter with you?" Li Sijia was a little puzzled, this guy can't be nervous, right?

"Well, I'll go out later, how do we get there, do you have a car?"

"There are cars, but Linlin and I are not good at driving......"

"Oh......" Hong Feng thought for a moment, "You talk to Lin Lin, and you say that I will bring the car." "Then we went to breakfast.

Seeing Hong Feng walking Li Sijia back into the room, he shook Lin Lin: "Lin Lin, get up......! And just now Hong Feng said that he would bring a car, does he have his own car?"

Lin Lin rubbed his sleepy eyes: "No, we investigated him, he didn't even have a bicycle, and he brought everything when he came." Probably borrowed a car, that guy, maybe he didn't want to lose his prestige in this regard. ”

"Is that okay, don't embarrass everyone then......"

"It's his business if it's okay or not, let's just do it if we don't set up a stumbling block, do we still have to help him? I'll also take a good hit on that guy and make him keep that attitude. ”

"Yes, yes, our princess Lin's concubine is not so easy to be!"

..................

Hong Feng has already made plans, Lin Lin's words yesterday have been made very clear, if he goes to their class reunion today, those who liked Lin Lin before will definitely embarrass themselves. And Lin Lin and the others also took this opportunity to let themselves leave. Then you must pay attention to it. There was only half a day, and it was too late to prepare for anything else. And with that group of children, Hong Feng can't be too serious. So...... Hong Feng picked up his mobile phone and rummaged through the address book, and there was only the phone number of Zou Ning and the Lin family. Lin Lin and Li Sijia didn't call them either. Dialed Zou Ning's phone.

connected, before Hong Feng could say anything, Zou Ning's voice came: "Little brother, what's the matter?"

"Uh......" Hong Feng was a little speechless, although she was seven years older than herself, but she was called like this...... "Are you up now?"

"Well, I'm having breakfast, what's wrong?"

"After eating, come to the place we made yesterday, come by car, by the way, bring two bodyguards. ”

"What's wrong, what's wrong?"

"No, you can come over and talk about it. After Hong Feng finished speaking, he hung up the phone.