A mist of water tumbled out of the pot and rose and swirled around the house. Probably because the wind was gentle, he had no intention of continuing to cook, and after returning to the kitchen to tinker for a while, what was finally put in front of everyone was a few mouthfuls of hot pot with low broth and hundreds of plates of raw food.

However, for this result, Feng Ren felt that it was not bad, and asked Feng Wudao to call out all the people in the Imperial Dragon Palace, including the few maids and the members who controlled the operation of the entire island, and gathered a few tables to have dinner together.

As for the Imperial Dragon Palace, just let it float in mid-air, and don't move for the time being. Anyway, in this high altitude, the probability of encountering an enemy attack is very small, not to mention that there are many strong people here, even if they attack temporarily, they can completely cope with it.

Soon, a group of people also mingled, chatting happily while eating, but only two people suffered, Elliluo and Xiao Nai.

The blood clan was born to eat food that was too hot, and looking at a few steaming hot pots, Elli Luo retreated directly to the side, unwilling to even approach. As for Xiao Nai, she still hasn't learned how to hold chopsticks, and when she tries to grab them directly with her hands, she screams and retreats to be with Elliluo.

However, the two of them could not just watch others eat, Lan Jin also looked at Alyso after helping Xiao Nai cook a plate of food, and also helped her fill a plate and serve it to them.

When she was sent to the second daughter, seeing that they couldn't help but pick up a large piece of Duo Ying, Lan Jin also smiled, and looked back at the few tables of people behind her, but found that in the laughter, there were still a few lonely figures. Feng Qingrou kept watching Feng Ren and Gu Yayin talking and laughing, looking unhappy, no matter what she did, she didn't need to worry about it. The other is Yin Yuexin, who is sitting in the corner, has been pondering something, and the food on the plate is already cold and does not know.

Similar to it is Yun Qingkong and Yun Ruoshui, but fortunately, the two of them have each other's company, but they don't seem so lonely.

Finally, perhaps realizing that she was out of place in the lively atmosphere here, Silver Moon got up and left, and came out of the room alone, standing on the edge of the cliff, the cold night breeze blowing on her face, gently lifting her hair, but it was an indescribable comfort.

Looking at the few dim stars in the night sky in the distance, she smiled faintly: "Perhaps, my life is the same as them, destined to be so ......"

"If you really think so, you can't blame anyone, you brought it on yourself. ”

Yin Yue was shocked, and when she looked back, she didn't know when Lan Jin actually followed, less than ten meters behind her.

"Really? So what? Anyway, I'm used to it. ”

"You can't even deceive yourself, and you still want to deceive others? Although you usually give people the impression that you have always rejected people thousands of miles away with coldness, and you are obedient to the wind and tenacity. Only now, completely everything is written on her face, a little woman full of sorrow. ”

Lan Jin snorted and smiled, came to Yinyue Xin, looked at the night sky and sighed: "I know what you are sad about, in a sense, you and I are the same kind of people." It's just that I'm coming out and you haven't. Want to hear my story?"

"Anyway, there's nothing else to do for the time being, you say. Yin Yuexin nodded, she had only heard Feng Ren occasionally mention Lan Jin's past, but from the faint loneliness and sadness that flowed from time to time between the other party's eyebrows, she also seemed to see her own shadow.

Indeed, they are in a sense the same kind of people.

Sighing again, Lan Jin said slowly: "I should be better than you in a way, I have lived with my father and mother since I was a child, at least for a few years when I was a child, I was carefree, but I felt that my father was often very busy, and he didn't come back to accompany our mother, so I complained about him a lot until ...... Later, the enemy came to the door, and he also rushed back late, and in the end, I was alone with my mother who died of exhaustion, and there was only a sea of corpses and blood in front of me. For a little girl who is less than ten years old, the tragedy and horror cannot be forgotten. In the years that followed, I woke up in nightmares and woke up drenched in sweat. From then on, I hated my father, and if it weren't for him, my mother wouldn't have died early, and I would have had a good and happy family, and I wouldn't have been awakened by nightmares from time to time. So much so that later, no matter how good my father was to me and responded to his requests, I always hated him, alienated him, and later, even alienated everyone, closed myself off and became alien to the outside world. Because, what I really wanted, I had long since lost it, and he couldn't give it back to me. ”

"At least, your father is at fault, but he is still by your side and willing to take care of you. Where is it like me, when he finally knew that I was still alive, what he wanted to do was to repeat the cruelty of the past!He, what kind of father is he?" Yinyue smiled bitterly and shook his head.

"yes, by the time I realized that, it was a little late. I decided to come back that time, and I decided to recognize him well, and treat him as a father in real terms, instead of the previous hot and cold. It's a pity that he happened to have an accident with Feng Ren, so he had to take him to live in seclusion in the Eastern Continent for three years. But I never thought that this delay would be goodbye to my father. When I went back, all I got was the news that he was missing. Myself, I went to him with the last glimmers of hope, but unfortunately the last thing I saw was a cold corpse. Regret, it's too late. ”

Vaguely, there seemed to be a trace of a whimper in Lan Jin's voice, perhaps realizing this, she turned her face to the side, not letting Yin Yuexin see it, and smiled inexplicably: "I don't know if Feng Ren is deliberately comforting me, he even said that he saw my father in a dream and asked him to tell me, he never blamed me, and asked me not to be sad because of his death...... Hmph, sometimes I don't know how to cherish it, it's worth really losing, so I regret it. It's really too much, it's actually me. ”

"Even so, you're so much better than me. At the very least, you have a good father, even if he has been at fault for you in the past. And what about me? If it weren't for Suzaku telling me, I really wouldn't have known that I was like that. A demon who can slaughter his own family clean for revenge, the so-called pursuit of stronger martial arts is nothing but entering a deeper demon......"

Before Yin Yuexin finished speaking, Lan Jin directly interrupted and shouted: "Since you understand everything, then why do you still look unhappy and sad? If you are sad about his death, there is no need at all. You also said that he was crazy and not a qualified father at all. If you are sad about what happened to you, look at everyone in this room over there, who has no sad past? The past is not for dwelling, but for putting all the unhappiness behind and moving on. The pity for the deceased is that it should be for them to live better, instead of keeping a calm face and sullen all day long!"

Suddenly, Yin Yuexin burst out laughing and replied, "If I'm not mistaken, you're dealing with me again with what your master persuaded you in the first place, right?" ”

"Well, whoever says it, as long as it's right. Seeing that she had been recognized, Lan Jin stroked her hair in embarrassment, and suddenly stopped saying anything.

"Actually, you're wrong, people like Qinglong are really not worth my grief. As for myself, what I have experienced in the past is not as good as what happened today? It's just that the only thing I didn't expect was that at the last moment of my life, that crazy guy would finally regain a trace of humanity, but unfortunately it was too late. In the past, I was treated like a slave in the Oblivion Pavilion, just a weapon for those in power to eliminate dissent. At that time, when I was lurking in the shadows when I was occasionally on a mission, I was really envious when I saw a happy family of three having dinner together, and I once fantasized about whether I could have such warmth. It's a pity that the cold of reality is that I don't know how many families that were originally happy were wiped out by my own hands. At that time, I only had the right to carry out orders, but I did it anyway. Probably, this is retribution, and I am destined to have this ending. Silver Moon sighed faintly, and took out her saber and slammed it to the ground.

In the night, the cold light of the frost was particularly conspicuous, and the slender silver blade faintly revealed bloodthirsty desire.

"The name of the sword is resentful, but who is it complaining about? It is the countless resentments that have been contaminated with the sword in the killing, and I am even more irreversible. If it hadn't been for the master's outstretched hand at that time, perhaps I would have died in which mission. That's not bad, but for a sinner like me with filthy blood, it's the end of the road again. Even now, the last worries have also been shattered, and the illusions of the past are just illusions after all. When I woke up, everything was still the same. Fortunately, at least I still have a master, and there is still the meaning to continue to live. ”

Looking at Yin Yuexin's miserable smile, Lan Jin suddenly realized something, trembled, and hurriedly asked, "Can you tell me, what do you think of Feng Ren?"

"What else can I think, the master is the master, and his orders are all my everything. Yin Yuexin smiled sadly, stared at Lan Jin's eyes and continued: "You don't need to worry, I know my identity, how can I rob you with you." I'm not qualified, and I don't have that possibility. ”

"It turns out that it's not Qinglong who you really feel sad about...... Rather, Suzaku who died with him. She may be a portrayal of your future. lives only for one person, and when the other party falls, the last concern is also shattered...... You two, how similar ......"

In the face of Lan Jin's words, Yin Yuexin did not deny or affirm, but said lightly: "This is my life." However, the hope of continuing to live is good. ”

"Is it really good? If you accept your fate, why should you be sad because of Suzaku's death? The reason why you are really sad is not only that her hard waiting has no return, but also that you are afraid that you will face that end up like that! Yes, Feng Ren gives you a hope to live, but he hopes more that you can come out of the shadow of the past. According to his previous style, he is bound to leave the final fatal blow to those who really want revenge. Today, he was the one who killed Qinglong, and he could have left that sword to you. But he didn't! Because he wanted to lend his hand to make you feel a little better, so that you don't have to bear too much self-blame, and you won't add any more shadows to your heart!"

Hearing this, Yinyue's delicate body trembled, tears slipped down her closed eyes, and she smiled bitterly: "I don't need you to say it, I understand all of this, I understand everything! If I could meet him a few years ago, maybe I would be a different person now." Actually, you guessed it right, my real sadness comes from myself, and I am afraid of the same ending as Suzaku, but it is even clearer that I don't deserve the result of my own imagination...... It is enough to be able to get a moment of warmth in your dreams once in a while, just like a fantasy once had. ”

"Is that really enough? poppy! Yinyue heart! Or call you, Xu Xueyan?"

In the distance, I don't know when, Feng Ren's figure slowly stepped out, and there was anger on his slightly gloomy face.

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