Chapter 1074: My heart is in turmoil

Jiang Xue no longer seems to be simply my friend, I treat her like my mother and my sister...... As long as I can help her do it, I do it all unconsciously.

Now everything is thanks to Jiang Xue, and it should be good to her, I reminded myself like this, but I was unconsciously held tightly by Jiang Xue, and I actually felt a little unaccustomed to not seeing her for a day.

This is extremely unusual for a martial artist, a martial artist has a long life, and he must cultivate wholeheartedly in order to ascend to the immortal realm and achieve the dream of an immortal, and he will not have such a feeling for his wife and children.

Unless it is a couple who is in love, after all, people in love, including martial artists, will be affected by their feelings.

I was secretly surprised, and repeatedly reminded myself to deal with the relationship between me and Jiang Xue calmly, but I still fell into it unconsciously, unable to extricate myself.

This is about the first time I have felt this way for a person of the opposite sex, even if it is Sai Huaer and Situ Qian, I have never felt like this.

I was probably trapped by love, I couldn't concentrate when I was cultivating, and I made more and more mistakes, which gradually attracted Jiang Xue's attention.

At first, Jiang Xue'er just silently reminded me to concentrate on cultivation, but later, she found that the reminder didn't work, so she simply stayed by my side and watched me cultivate.

She had good intentions and was worried that there would be problems with my cultivation, but what she didn't know was that my biggest problem was her.

When Jiang Xue was by my side, my cultivation was a mess, and my mind was full of Jiang Xue, how could I still have half of my cultivation heart?

I'm like an immature kid who thinks about something else when I'm doing this, so I always make mistakes.

When Jiang Xue was by my side, I was more easily distracted when I cultivated, and I always couldn't help but go to see her, and as a result, I kept making mistakes, causing Jiang Xue to keep correcting me, but the more I corrected, the more mistakes I made.

The more Jiang Xue helped me correct it, the more I kept making mistakes, and the more chaotic my whole heart became.

When Jiang Xue found out the reason for my mistake, she didn't say anything, just looked at me quietly, with a trace of anger and disappointment in her eyes.

This trace of anger and disappointment looked in my eyes, as if I had suddenly been attacked by an artifact, and my whole body trembled, and my heart almost lost my mind.

My dazed heart suddenly became sober, and I stood there in a daze, as if I had suddenly woken up after a big dream.

After this moment, my mind cleared, as if everything before was a dream, and when I woke up, there was nothing.

I vaguely felt that I was more awake than before, as if after all these things, some deep changes had occurred in my whole being.

This change comes from the depths of the original god, and it is a change in nature, but I don't know exactly how it is.

It turned out to be a dream, I sighed secretly, and obviously felt that everything around me had changed a lot in an instant, which made me feel a little strange, but also a little new.

When I was back to the same as before, when I cultivated again, there were no more problems, and the mistakes I always made before no longer existed.

When Jiang Xue saw me like this, she smiled slightly, but then she straightened her face and turned around and left silently.

I saw her walk to Dongmei and Xia Zhu's side, looking preoccupied, and I didn't know what she was thinking.

Because of what happened before, I was a little afraid to approach Jiang Xue, like a child who made a mistake and didn't dare to face the people closest to me.

Since then, Jiang Xue has been able to avoid me, rarely talk to me, and even refrain from approaching me.

Dongmei and Xia Zhu must have noticed this, and they have deliberately avoided me these days, and they don't talk to me except when necessary.

I asked them privately what was going on, and Dongmei quietly told me that Jiang Xue didn't allow them to disturb my cultivation, so they didn't dare to talk to me.

I knew what Jiang Xue meant, and I also understood that the mistakes I made before had annoyed Jiang Xue, and this punishment must be accepted.

I had no choice but to practice day and night, and I felt that the most embarrassing thing was actually bumped into by me, and sometimes I even had some doubts about whether the confession that Jiang Xue promised me before was true.

Jiang Xue ignored me, Dongmei and Xia Zhu ignored me, I felt lonely like never before, and my heart gradually became a little unsettled.

In desperation and depression, I left the valley alone and came to my father's god-king mansion, wanting to talk to my father and distract myself.

When my father saw me, there was a strange look on his face: "Have you not rested?" Why does it look so haggard? There are no problems with cultivation, right? But be careful, cultivation must be cyclical and gradual, and you must not be in a hurry. ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "It's okay, I want to cultivate as soon as possible, so I didn't pay attention to rest." Father, my two helpers are not yet what I need, and what you said before, we have to wait. ”

The father nodded slightly: "It's okay, I don't care about this moment." By the way, I have prepared the things you said before, and you can come and pick them up at any time. ”

I looked at my father and said slowly, "Thank you, father." I don't know if there are people around you who have reached the peak of martial arts? ”

The father muttered: "Except for myself, other people, I think it's better not to take them with me." ”

I understand what my father meant, those who can't be trusted can't be used, and if you don't suspect people, why bother yourself?

Father got up and walked a few steps: "Maybe you can ask Jiang Xue for help, her strength may be one of the strongest people in our Little God Realm." ”

I shook my head: "It's not easy for Jiang Xue to teach me exercises and combat skills, and I can't be difficult for her anymore." She is the Jiang family, the Jiang family has produced many god kings and princesses, but the comprehensive strength is not strong, and it is still difficult to protect herself. ”

Father sighed: "Since the Jiang family wants to have a good relationship with us, why should they hold back? I've heard about the matter between Jiang Xue and you, as well as Jin Sizhen, you don't have to worry about anything, I will make decisions for you in this matter. ”

I was a little surprised: "What did my father know?" ”

My father looked at me and said in a deep voice, "You and Jin Sizhen both like Jiang Xue, isn't that so?" ”

I smiled bitterly, I had the heart to refute, but I couldn't say it, I did like Jiang Xue, and I was very weak to refute.

The father smiled: "I know you have nothing to say." In fact, the people who like Jiang Xue are not only you and Jin Sizhen? In our small god realm, everyone knows that every once in a while, the Jiang family will always have a woman with extraordinary talent and a unique temperament that the world does not have...... Those women are the best companions of the god-king, and they are unique beings......"