Chapter 18: Enlightenment

When I got home, my dad was still watching TV leisurely in the living room, and I put down my schoolbag listlessly and walked towards the bedroom without saying a word.

"I came back early today, what's wrong? I didn't even say hello when I came back? I was bullied again like a frosted eggplant?"

"It's nothing, I'll go back to my room and rest," I replied to him without any mood and continued walking towards the bedroom.

"Why have you been bored in the house for the past two days, come, sit down with my dad and watch TV for a while," Dad begged.

In order not to arouse his suspicion, I had to sit patiently on the sofa and accompany him absentmindedly.

"Dad, am I pretty bad?" I asked him casually.

"What's wrong with that?" Dad replied to me staring at the TV.

"That's it...... Anyway, it's all about it," I said myself a little dazed.

"Speaking of which, my grades in reading are mediocre, I am confused in my work, I don't respect my dad enough, I'm cowardly, and I'm still a fool, so it seems to be pretty bad," my dad said with a playful smile, still staring at the TV.

I laughed self-deprecatingly and whispered, "Even my dad thinks so, I'm really a good-for-nothing fool"

When I said this, my father suddenly became interested, turned his head to look at me, and asked, "What's wrong with you today? You were hit outside? You fell out of love and was dumped? Is that the girl that day?"

"What's the matter," I shook my head helplessly and said, "It's just that I suddenly feel like I'm very bad, and I'm really a failure!"

"Son, what are you talking about? You—You don't have world-weary thoughts, right?" Dad suddenly said nervously: "Actually, in fact, it's not a big deal to fall out of love, you're good, especially recently, how well do you see how well you take care of your life? It's good to be neat and tidy everywhere, why don't you sweep the world?

"That's not what I did at all," I blurted out unguarded.

"Huh, you didn't do it?" said Dad, looking confused.

"No...... I—I mean, that's not my style at all," I quickly reversed.

"Hey, it wasn't before, it's okay in the future, all changes, there must be a beginning, that girl probably doesn't know, my son is now a potential stock, don't buy it while it's low, that's her loss!" said Dad with a smile.

I shook my head helplessly, it seems that I can't talk to my dad anymore, or forget it, I was getting up to go back to the room, I don't know what the plot is on TV, but a line pierced my ears sharply: "A villain like this, poor, is extremely vicious, and if he is rich, he is rich and unkind, and he has no aristocratic spirit, how can he get on the stage!"

My heart trembled, as if that was a portrayal of my own personality, although I was not extremely vicious, but I was also very much like such a villain, suddenly a weak heart, hurriedly hid back to the bedroom.

"No, not with me?" said Dad loudly behind him.

"Oh, I still have homework to do" I responded casually, closed the bedroom door, sat on the bed and looked out the window, at this time the lights were on outside, sitting in the dim room, looking at the complicated world outside, it seemed that I suddenly couldn't find my place, how should I face myself, face the future, face the world?

"What is Lord Qianyang thinking?" As the sliding door of the closet behind him was gently opened, Yu'er's soft voice sounded.

"Did I really do something wrong?" I muttered, still staring out the window.

"As an auxiliary guard, Yu'er is not qualified to evaluate the rights and wrongs of Lord Qianyang, but Yu'er believes that after experiencing suffering and pride, Lord Qianyang himself will eventually become aware of everything!"

I turned my head and frowned and looked at Yu'er, she still had such a simple smile, but the words just now were somewhat different from her style, a faint feeling, this girl didn't seem to be as innocent as it seemed......

"Son, open the door" Suddenly my father's voice came from the door, I was startled, and quickly signaled Yu'er to close the sliding door, and then walked to the door and opened the door, and my father stood mysteriously at the door.

"What, what's wrong?" I asked, a little flustered.

"You said you want to do your homework?" Dad suddenly took out my schoolbag from behind him and said, "You don't even take your schoolbag in, what are you doing your homework?"

"Oh...... I—I forgot, today, today is so tired," I said, taking my bag and perfunctorily.

Dad looked suspiciously at the dim bedroom and said seriously, "Why don't you turn on the lights?

"What's the matter, I—I'm going to do my homework," he said, closing the door, turning around and going back to the house, throwing his schoolbag aside, and lying on the bed to continue my "melancholy"

"Thousand ...... Lord Qianyang" suddenly the sliding door of the closet opened, Yu'er poked her head out, and said with an embarrassed face: "Can, can you do Yu'er a favor?"

"What's wrong?" I asked, turning my head to look at her.

"I, I'm ......" Yu'er was embarrassed for a long time, and finally said again: "That, that one is here......"

"Huh, what's coming?" I asked, confused, as I sat up.

Yu'er was still embarrassed for a long time, and finally there was no way, she stretched out a hand from the closet, and I couldn't see clearly when I sat on the bed in the dark, got up and got out of bed, looked down and took a closer look, actually, there was blood?

"Are you injured? Why didn't you mention it when you were fighting?" Tell me earlier!" I anxiously asked a series of questions, and I was about to open the closet to check, but Yu'er grabbed the sliding door and said in a panic: "No! Don't, don't look, it's not injured!"

"So, where did the blood come from?" I asked anxiously.

Yu'er stared at me with big eyes, and she was so anxious that she almost cried, and said hesitantly, "Yes...... It's the one!"

It dawned on me, could it be ...... Is it the legend that a girl's menstruation is? Think about Yu'er is really just an ordinary girl, even if her behavior is a little weird, but after all, it can't be exempt from vulgarity, but I have been born as a man for more than ten years, and there are only two big men in the family, my father and me, and the only bit of female common sense is still received from all kinds of messy channels, when have you really seen this kind of thing? So Mu Ran's pestle was there, scratching his head and saying, "Then now...... What are I going to do?"

"Lord Qianyang, help Yu'er go...... Let's go buy a pack of sanitary napkins," Yu'er took out her wallet and handed it to me, embarrassed.

"I've got change on me, so I'm going," he said, turning around and leaving the bedroom, closing the door, and hurriing out.

"Where are you going so late?" asked my father, sitting in the living room.

"I'm in a hurry, I'll be back soon," I replied casually, and went out without looking back.

All the way to the supermarket on the corner, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed when I entered it, a big boy, came out to buy this kind of thing, it felt too strange, and the cashier aunt of the supermarket recognized me, this ...... However, when I thought of the terrifying bloodstains on Yu'er's hands, I couldn't help but feel broken, no matter what, just die.

Walked to the shelves and looked, good guy, I never knew that there were so many categories of this kind of thing, which one should I buy? Hell, I was in too much of a hurry to come out, and I didn't ask clearly...... Suddenly I thought of brown sugar again, and I don't remember where I saw it, girls should drink brown sugar water at this time, so I immediately looked around and got a packet.

In front of the cash register, I handed it to my aunt, who couldn't help but look up at me, and while swiping the price, she asked casually: "Did Jokhang have a girlfriend?"

"Oh, no, no," I paid in a panic and said in a hasty denial.

"What's so embarrassing about this, you and your dad still need this?" said the aunt with a playful smile.

I smiled awkwardly with a fiery face, and turned to leave.

"Don't worry, I won't tell your dad," the aunt said with a smile behind her.

I ran all the way back to the downstairs of the community, but I made a mistake again, didn't I get found out by my father when I went home with this? So I stuffed my clothes into the waistband of my pants and threw them into my clothes.

In a hurry, he suddenly had an idea, simply took off his clothes, covered his things, and entered the elevator shirtless......

"Why did you kid go out for a while, this virtue is back?" Dad asked in surprise as he watched me enter the door shirtless.

"I'm not in a good mood, I went out for two laps, it's hot!" I casually replied, heading straight for the bedroom.

"Yes, this is like a man's approach, when you are in a bad mood, you will go down to exercise more, and next time you will call your father and accompany you!" he believed it with a heartfelt matter.

As soon as I returned to the bedroom, I closed the door, walked to the closet, and whispered, "Yu'er, I bought it back."

The sliding door was gently opened a crack, Yu'er poked her head out, looked at me anxiously, and then I took something from my clothes to her, and asked carefully, "Is this okay?"

Yu'er took it shyly, nodded, and closed the sliding door casually, I was suddenly relieved, fortunately, let me be right, turn on the light, disassemble the brown sugar, and brew a cup of hot brown sugar water on the water dispenser.

After a while, Yu'er still didn't come out, so I walked to the closet with some worry and whispered, "Yu'er, are you, are you okay?"

The sliding door was slowly opened, and I saw Yu'er sitting inside, holding the sliding door with one hand, covering her lower abdomen with the other, bowing her head and saying in a very soft voice: "Yu'er is fine, it's just ...... Sorry ......"

"I'm sorry, what's so sorry about this, why don't you just go down and buy something for you," I said with a smile.

"No...... No," Yu'er still lowered her head and said in a very low voice, "Yu'er put the sheets laid underneath...... Stained"

"The sheets are dirty?" I didn't react and was about to go up to take a look, but Yu'er suddenly covered my lower abdomen with one hand, stopped in front of my eyes with the other, and hurriedly came out of the closet and said, "Don't, don't look, Yu'er...... Yu'er must find a way to wash it so that it won't bother Lord Qianyang."

As she spoke, she hurriedly closed the sliding door behind her, and stood there looking at me nervously, I couldn't help laughing, and said indifferently: "It's okay, it's okay, don't care about those details, it's a big deal to give you a new one, come, sit down"

Helping Yu'er to sit on the bed, I casually handed over the cup of hot brown sugar water, and said with a smile: "Drink a little, it's good."

Yu'er took it carefully, the look on her face was still a little embarrassed, and seeing that she had been holding her lower abdomen, I asked with concern, "What's wrong?"

"Probably...... It may be just in time today, in the afternoon, the action is a little too aggressive, but it doesn't matter, for the auxiliary guards, this discomfort is nothing at all" Yu'er hurriedly let go of the hand covering her lower abdomen, and said with a calm smile.

"Don't be reckless, so you'll be sleeping in bed for the next few days, I'...... I'm in the closet," I said, gesturing to the closet behind me.

"How can that be?" Yu'er opened her eyes wide and said, "How dare you cut jade, I'm really fine, I ......"

"Didn't you say that?, the auxiliary guards should obey the orders of the sect master, right?" I interrupted her and said: "Listen to me now, sleep in bed with peace of mind these days, in fact, let you sleep in the closet all the time for fear of being discovered by your father, I don't want to go, now you are sleeping in bed, just a few days, we should be careful, we should not be discovered"

When I said this, Yu'er didn't seem to be able to hold on anymore, so she had to smile and nodded, and then settled down and let her lean against the head of the bed, covered her with a blanket on her legs, sat aside, and watched her hold the brown sugar water with a smile on her face, blowing and drinking it in small sips, her long hair was draped over her shoulders a little casually, and she turned her head to look at me with a sweet smile from time to time...... This picture is really beautiful, and it makes me a little drunk!

"Lord Qianyang is really good at taking care of girls," Yu'er suddenly lowered her head and whispered.

"Why, I've never taken care of it, I guess...... I'm sure you're the only one who thinks so," I said with a smile.

"Actually, Lord Qianyang is really a very gentle boy, both kind and humble" Yu'er still smiled and praised, if it was placed in normal times, I must be full of joy at this time, but today, after listening to her words, it was more like sarcasm, I smiled bitterly and replied to her: "What kind of person I am, I can't be clearer, I don't know how your master mentioned me before, but I think, a girl like you, looking at my situation these days, should be quite disappointed."

"How could it be? I have always been convinced that Lord Qianyang will definitely become famous in the clan and become the best enlightener in the future, and at any time, Yu'er is convinced of this!"

Listening to her words, I felt guilty for a while, not to mention my character and situation, until now, I can't even believe what she said about the clan, the ignitor and the like, but I have already assumed so much trust from her, but looking at her serious expression, I couldn't bear to hit her, so I simply followed her casually and said: "Okay, I will work towards this goal, even if I can't be famous in the clan, at least I can't disappoint such a lovely girl!"

Yu'er looked at me and smiled with satisfaction, but in a blink of an eye, she seemed to show a bit of melancholy.

"What's wrong?" I asked, puzzled

Yu'er raised her head, pretending to be indifferent and said with a smile: "It's just that at that time, Lord Qianyang, who is already high, will no longer care about Yu'er's opinion as much as he does now."

I shook my head, thinking that this was a shadowless thing, but she thought far ahead, so she said firmly: "A person like me can be trusted by a girl like you at such a time, no matter what the situation in the future, I should be grateful, how can there be a day when I don't care."

Yu'er looked at me in surprise, maybe she couldn't understand that just a few days ago, it was difficult for me to even leave her behind, but now I can't get rid of my dependence on her. If I was still dependent on her to protect myself during the day, now I am mentally dependent, because to a large extent, it was her presence and trust that touched my soul, and I thought it was time for me to make a change, even if it was for her trust!

After having dinner with my father, I loaded one and returned to the bedroom, and after watching Yu'er eat, I settled her on the bed and lay down, seeing that she closed her eyes, she turned around and opened the closet, looked at the bloodstained sheet, picked it up and looked at it carefully, I felt that women are really incredible creatures, even if they are as powerful as cutting jade, they will have such a weak time and need to be cared for by others, and an inexplicable sense of responsibility suddenly floated in my heart. I folded the sheets aside, and when I turned around, I saw Yu'er lying there with her face covered with her hands, and she seemed to see what I had just done......

I turned off the light, lay in the open closet, and looked at Yu'er's soft silhouette in the dimness, and a hidden worry floated in my heart—this can't be a long dream, right? When you wake up, you won't be able to catch anything! It won't be a brief encounter, will it? One day she suddenly finds that everything is wrong, and then she will drift away!

Whether it's an auxiliary guard or a clan, even if it's a lie made up by her, I'll follow her and accompany her all the way, now I just hope that all this will never end......

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