Then, Bing'er actually cried, her eyes were sprayed with paprika, and tears flowed instantly.

She cried and said, "I am an orphan, and I have been learning to sing and play music with my master since I was a child, and I have made a living from it. Later, Master became addicted to gambling and became addicted to gambling, and even owed a high amount of gambling debts, and without my knowledge, Master bought me to this drunken Red Mansion as a singer, and I was only 12 years old at that time. ”

"I was too young to perform on stage or serve guests, so they treated me like a maid. In the drunken red mansion, there are mothers and all kinds of famous prostitutes, and there are ordinary prostitutes and turtles, and I have no status as a child. Every day, they wear tattered clothes to do all kinds of rough work for them, and if they accidentally provoke any guest, they will inevitably be beaten again. ”

"Once, just because I accidentally spilled wine on a guest's clothes, the guest hit me so hard that he picked up the teapot and smashed it on my head. I was bleeding all over the ground and I was unconscious. The people in the brothel were terrified and thought I was dead. Maybe I didn't deserve to die, and I miraculously survived, but I still had to continue this miserable life when I woke up. ”

As she spoke, Bing'er stopped crying, looked at the bright moon outside the window, and said softly: "I often think about how nice it would be if my parents were by my side! ”

Bing'er suddenly laughed and said loudly: "Why did God arrange such a fate for me, I don't want to!"

She wiped the tears from her face, with a bit of fortitude on her face, and continued: "Since that incident, I have vowed to be self-reliant!"

"The Drunken Red House is the largest brothel in Peach Blossom Town, with prostitutes who sell their bodies and singers who sell their performances. There are a total of twelve singers in the Drunken Red Mansion, and their skills are all good, but they are extremely jealous and don't give the newcomers a chance at all. Because the boss only took in twelve singers, if he took in one more, one of the twelve would be expelled or reduced to a prostitute. ”

"Whenever I have free time, I secretly listen to their music and understand the mysteries, and whenever I have the opportunity, I play it myself a few times, although I am occasionally beaten and scolded by those singers, but I still enjoy it. Over time, my piano skills have gradually improved, and I have a tendency to surpass them. ”

"Finally, one day, a singer was sick and couldn't perform, and that day there were twelve people playing a song in unison to celebrate the birthday of the richest man in town. My mother really had no choice, so she asked me to replace the singer, and I got a rare opportunity to perform. ”

"After that performance, I became famous, and the audience thought I played better than the other eleven, and my mother had no choice but to fire one of the original twelve, and I became one of the singers. ”

"After becoming an official singer, I am much more beautiful than before, but I still have no freedom in life, I will still be angry with all kinds of anger, and even more greedy for my beauty and want to forcibly take me away. Now I'm eighteen and mature. My mother asked me to pick up customers, but if I didn't comply, she would sell me to someone else as a little wife. I threatened to die, so I stayed. ”

Chen Xiaomo frowned and said, "Then why are you here again?"

Bing'er said with a desolate expression: "Because the life of the singer has not been easy recently, the guests often want to get a versatile and good-looking woman, and the other eleven people went to pick up the guests as early as half a month ago." My mother gave me an ultimatum that if I didn't pick up any more customers, she would kick me out of the drunken red mansion, and then I would be really homeless, so I ......."

"I have lost two loved ones, and I have been looked down upon, and I thought that I had been blinded by hatred for what had happened to me. But along the way, I found that there were people whose fate was more tragic than mine, so my hatred slowly turned into sympathy. Maybe before this, I only thought about revenge, but I missed some beautiful things in life. Chen Xiaomo was moved.

"What's beautiful in life?" Bing'er said softly, some scenes slowly conjuring up in her mind. The ups and downs of performing with her master, the sympathy when she was with other Qinglou women, the joy and joy when her piano skills were appreciated by guests, and even her mother's smile at her, she felt that it was so precious.

Maybe it's not that her life is too miserable, but that she needs warmth too much now!

Chen Xiaomo continued: "If your heart is blinded by hatred, then you will live in a cage forever and never see the outside world again. ”

As he spoke, Chen Xiaomo picked up the bowl and laughed at himself: "Although I said this to you, I still haven't fully seen through it yet, but I will definitely try to abandon hatred, and I hope you can see it one day." ”

Chen Xiaomo raised his head, drank all the wine in the bowl, and said: "As Brother Wangchen said, sometimes drinking is also a good way to forget hatred!"

Bing'er smiled and said nothing, but did not drink again.

She looked out the window stupidly, looking at the distant sky, not knowing whether she was missing her relatives or looking forward to a better future......

Forget the dust came back, sat back in his chair, pointed to the moon in the sky, and said, "For some reason, whenever I see the moon in the sky, I always have a sense of intimacy. ”

He opened his arms and let the moonlight pour on him, but he looked very happy, "This soft moonlight shines on my body, it is so comfortable!"

"Yuehua...... Shen Yuehua, Senior Sister Shen. Chen Xiaomo's thinking was very quick, and he thought of Shen Yuehua as soon as he heard the word Yuehua, or she had already occupied a place in his heart.

I have been separated from her in Xuanhua for nearly a month, I wonder if her injuries are better? Is her face still so beautiful? Are her words still so cold?

"Has Brother Wangchen grown up in the sect since he was a child?" asked Chen Xiaomo.

In fact, he really wanted to know who Forget Chen was, but seeing that Forget Chen had no intention of mentioning it, he didn't ask any more.

Forget Chen said while drinking: "I don't remember either, anyway, since I was sensible, I have been learning martial arts and spells with my master all day long. ”

Forget Chen's expression darkened, and he said, "I once asked Master about my background, and Master only said that my parents died and I was an orphan. ”

"It seems that the three of us are orphans, hahaha!" Chen Xiaomo shook his head and smiled bitterly, he drank a big bowl of wine, and his heart was very uncomfortable.

Bing'er was worried on the side: "Chen Gongzi, you drink too much, drink less!"

"Hey, it's okay, I'm happy today!" Chen Xiaomo said loudly.

Bing'er said again: "I suddenly remembered a poem. Stay in the second city, and stay at leisure......"

Chen Xiao listened quietly, although he had already known this poem by heart, but at the moment, drinking under the moon and accompanied by beautiful women, his mood was definitely very different from before.

But Wangchen's expression was very strange, I saw him with his eyes closed, his hands holding his head, looking very painful but very nostalgic......