Chapter 441: Matters on Their Own
Feng Ren suddenly asked with interest: "By the way, I'm curious about what happened to you in the past year, you have changed so much that I'm embarrassed to be a killer." ”
"My mother died young, in childbirth, and my father doted on us both from a young age. Because he is an only son, coupled with the guilt of his mother, my father basically responds to my needs, except for the more strict cultivation time, the rest are used to me. So, I grew up in fine clothes and food and countless care, and I naturally had a high-flying and domineering temperament, but others could only put up with my nonsense for my father's sake. While Yun Qingkong spoke, there was always a trace of guilt on his face, and his tone was also slightly self-deprecating.
Outside the house, Gu Yayin, who was eavesdropping, was also interested and stuck tighter. And Yin Yuexin was reluctant to do such a disrespectful thing to the master, but she also had a worried look on her face, always paying attention to Gu Yayin's face, trying to see something from it.
Yun Qingkong's memories continued: "When I was seventeen years old, I secretly ate the forbidden fruit with a senior sister out of curiosity, and after tasting that taste, I was out of control, and often found time with my senior sister to steal joy, until I was later discovered by my father. What I didn't expect was that my father didn't blame us, but told me that if there was a woman he liked, just let it go, the Yun family was thin, and he didn't want to marry again, so he counted on me. As a result, after that, I unscrupulously messed with many teachers and sisters, indulged in sound, and turned the phoenix up and down night after night...... In fact, I also know that many of my sisters approached me with other intentions, and I just had a fun mentality with them......"
Hearing this, Feng Ren smiled helplessly: "Suddenly, I have the urge to kill you again, what should I do? ”
Yun Qingkong smiled: "Yes, now I have a feeling of being unbearable." But at that time, I couldn't extricate myself, as the saying goes, Taoist flowers are not as fragrant as wild flowers, and later I even had a bad heart, and occasionally went to the vicinity of the Heavenly Scar Sect to find some women with good looks, but I would not be completely strong, and I would give those women good treatment or compensation afterwards. One is that he still has some conscience, and the other is that he is afraid of being blamed by his father. As for Ting Ya, that's because for the first time in history, he has escaped from his father's surveillance, and he is a little unscrupulous. ”
"I suddenly found that even Liu Jun is a bit of a decent gentleman compared to you. If I had known that you were that kind of person, I would have killed you by fighting for everything this time. Feng Ren shook his head.
Yun Qingkong nodded and said, "Sometimes I feel that I am innocent of death, but I must live." On the night of the fierce battle with you that day, I witnessed the figures like demon gods slaughtering those men of the Zhuo family at will, even if they were realm level ninefold elders under their hands, they couldn't hold a single move, and they immediately drank hatred. She walked up to me and said just one sentence, I don't kill you because someone will come and deal with you then. At that moment, I really realized that I was small, I had lost my father's protection, and I was just an ant in the eyes of others. ”
"No matter how powerful the enemy is, you must have a sense of awe but not humility. When the reason for fighting cannot be retreated, even if you know that you are defeated, you must fight. If you are timid, then you will lose first in terms of momentum. "Wind toughness suddenly felt it.
Yun Qing stroked his forehead with his empty hand and said, "It seems that I am much inferior to you in terms of inner strength...... I've grown a lot in the past year, but I'm still not as good as you. To be honest, I used to want to be like my father, the Heavenly Scar Sect itself has come to the end of weakness, and it is he who single-handedly supports the entire sect. But in fact, I avoided doing that, it should be too hard and tiring, and I didn't want to spend my whole life full of fun in hard work. But now it is different, because I have come to understand that all true pleasure is to be fought for with my own hands, and not to rely on the prestige of my father's generation to do nothing. What used to be impossible in my heart is now a goal for me to strive for, maybe this process is very long, but I will never give up, no regrets. ”
Feng Ren nodded and said: "It's troublesome, it can't be done, it's impossible, these three sentences often wipe out people's infinite possibilities." But in the face of a challenge with little chance of success, to chase too much for an unattainable result is true ignorance. In many things, you don't have to get the desired results to be rewarding. The possibility is not just the unrealistic, unattainable goal in the first place, but the rest of the results along the way. I would never deny that maybe a few years later I did accomplish what I might think of as a challenge that I would now consider to be minimal. However, even if it is really like that, it will not be achieved overnight, but gradually, accumulating soil into mountains and water into abysses. A lot of efforts may not be rewarded, but it is more likely that the harvest is slowly accumulating invisibly until the opportunity to break the critical point appears, but too many people do not wait for that time. Even if you can't get your wish in the end after exhausting your life, so what, at least the rest of the gains along the way are accumulated together, which is enough to comfort your hard-working body and not have too many regrets and regrets. ”
Yun Qingkong smiled and praised when he heard this: "Can you make an agreement with me that in a few years, we will stand on the peak of this continent together and reign over the world?"
Feng Ren laughed and stretched out his hand: "There are only things in the world that I don't want to do, and there are no things I dare not do!"
The palms of the two hands clapped together, and the crisp sound echoed throughout the room.
Gu Yayin, who was eavesdropping, finally breathed a sigh of relief, and while raising her head, she couldn't help muttering with a strange expression: "Man, it's really a strange creature." You can see each other with swords in front, and you can shake hands and make peace the next moment...... I really don't understand. ”
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At night, the breeze was gusting, and Feng Ren leaned on the balcony railing of the room alone, looking up at the stars, and couldn't help but say secretly: "Yes, it's been more than a year since then." It's been more than half a year since I left the Southern Continent, and I really don't know how they are now. Once Jin Xuan and Beiting start a war, it will definitely be a catastrophe, and if I am here, it should be more or less useful...... Hmph, I've always wanted to go back as fast as possible, but I didn't expect to get involved in so many things as long as it dragged on......"
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, and Feng Ren just shouted: "Poppy, you don't need to take care of it, you should rest early." ”
However, the knocking on the door continued.
Several conjectures quickly flashed in Feng Ren's heart, if it was Gu Yayin, then she wouldn't knock on the door at all, if it was Liu Jun or Yun Ruoshui, I'm afraid she would have shouted back. As for Yun Qingkong, it is even more impossible, this guy has already gone to retreat and cultivate after being inspired.
Then there is basically only one possibility left.
When the door opened, Feng Ren really saw the face he thought of, Shen Yuehan.
"It's you, it's so late, what's the matter with me?" I don't know why, when I saw Shen Yuehan's delicate and cold face, Feng Ren's heart quietly moved.
Shen Yuehan slowly walked into the room, closed the door with his back against him, and said softly, "There is something I want to ...... with you Talk to you clearly. ”
Feng Ren wondered: "What's the matter? ”
Playing with the corners of his clothes with both hands, Shen Yuehan lowered his head, a faint flush appeared on his cheeks, and he hesitated for a moment before he slowly spoke, his voice so small that he could barely hear clearly: "I...... I...... Like...... You. ”
"What?" Feng Ren vaguely heard clearly, and his heart was extremely surprised.
Seeing Feng Ren's reaction, Shen Yuehan didn't know where he got the courage, raised his head and looked directly into the other party's eyes, and said loudly: "Feng Ren, I like you! No matter what kind of attitude you have, no matter whether you can accept it or not, at least I have to say what I think in my heart." ”
Feng Ren was stunned on the spot for a long time, and after a while he returned to normal, he slightly glanced back and replied: "Isn't it? I'm curious, the two of us don't seem to have met a few times, how can you have such a ...... What about this kind of thinking?"
Shen Yuehan's voice rose several notches again: "It doesn't matter if you fall in love at first sight, it's okay to be attracted to you." I just want to tell you that I like you, I don't need any reply from you, I just need you to know my heart. From the initial encounter and fierce battle, to the later reunion side by side and telling each other about the past, and then to the fact that you descended from the sky to rescue the Confused Life Palace...... Do you know that when I was captured by the Underworld Sect and suffered all kinds of tribulations, I was able to hold on to my will not be wiped out in the end, just because I thought about you in my heart. At that time, I only wanted to see you and speak what was in my heart. Later, when you fought all sides alone for me, I already knew that it was impossible for your figure to linger in my heart. ”
"For every friend, I do that. Feng Ren seemed to be deliberately evasive, and his expression was slightly strange.
Shen Yuehan smiled bitterly: "I just want to ask you one more question, if you really have no way to save me that time, will that sword really cut off your own arm in exchange for me?"
This time, Feng Ren did not hesitate and said, "Yes." ”
"That's enough. In short, I told you my heart, and I don't expect you to do anything...... Cherish the people you already have around you, and don't let them wait too long for you. Shen Yuehan turned his head and left, and there seemed to be a few mutilated tears dripping faintly, and a few traces of blurred brilliance flashed in midair.
When the door closed, Feng Ren fell back and lay on the bed, closed his eyes and said, "Brother Wudao, are you still there?"
A translucent figure then emerged, and Brother Wudao clasped his hands around his chest, and said with a smile: "What's the matter, the emotional dispute finally thought of asking me about this veteran who has never been defeated in the flower field for decades?"
"Don't make a fuss. It's just that some words have been held in my heart for too long, and it is very uncomfortable...... I suddenly found that so many people around me can only tell you conveniently...... Actually, actually...... When I saw Shen Yuehan for the first time, I was overwhelmed by her cold eyes, and I felt a secret feeling in my heart. I never thought that there was such a woman in the world, and I even had the urge to snatch her for myself......" Feng Ren's voice was very soft, as if he was afraid that others would be able to hear her.
Brother Wudao's face suddenly became a little strange, and he said in disbelief: "Since that's the case, then why do you still refuse her?"
"It's different...... I can't say why, but I think something is wrong. In fact, I used to have a lot of dark evil thoughts in my heart, but I just thought about it and wouldn't do it. Brother Wudao, you always say that I am too gentlemanly, and those are just superficial. In fact, I didn't want to hug left and right, with all the beauty in my arms, and I was not ashamed or impatient. It's just that there is a voice in my heart that warns me all the time, I can't do that...... I didn't want to hurt anyone around me because of this, so I had to bury them deep in my heart. It's really tiring to live like this, but I have no regrets. After saying all the words in his heart in one breath, Feng Ren was relieved.
But in the next moment, he suddenly became nervous. Because when I opened my eyes, a familiar and charming face was in front of me.
"I really didn't expect you to have such a side. Sister, I just want to come and play the night raid, and it seems that this time I have gained a lot. Gu Yayin stretched out her tongue again and licked her cherry lips, and when she saw the wind under her, she suddenly got goosebumps.
"Sister Yin...... What exactly do you want to do?"
Gu Yayin said with a smile: "Of course I want to complete the things that you, a guy with a dark heart, have always wanted to do but didn't dare to do, and have been enduring and hidden in your heart! What's wrong, at this time, do you still want to resist my sister and me?"
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