Chapter 42: Deep Inside
At night, inside the Lingxiao Temple.
"Senior brother in charge, according to reliable sources, there is an evil force rising in the Great Ming Kingdom recently, and they are constantly snaring the evil demons and foreign ways from all over the world to strengthen their own strength, and it is very likely to besiege the righteous path, thus subverting the regime of our Great Ming Kingdom. Gao Yang said.
Tianhengzi sat down and said thoughtfully: "I have always been righteous in the Ming Dynasty, and the country is peaceful and peaceful, but I didn't expect such a thing to happen, which is really hateful." A few days ago, the four great light envoys of qin, chess, calligraphy and painting visited my Lingyun Peak, and conveyed the emperor's edict that we should send masters to the palace of the Eastern Capital within seven days to protect the emperor's safety, and completely exterminate the Ten Thousand Demon Hall within one month!"
Lin Shidao: "It is my righteous and unshirkable responsibility to destroy the demons, not to mention that they are trying to attack the emperor, we must not sit idly by!"
"Senior Brother in charge, I think it's better to send the winners of this Tianshan Conference, just so that they can exercise. A woman's voice came, it was Master Liuyun.
Tian Hengzi nodded, "Although the Demon Sect is treacherous and cunning, the outstanding disciples of my sect are not ordinary people. According to my wishes, let's send the top eight in this competition, and if there is a sudden change in things, we can take care of each other. What do you think?"
Everyone arched their hands and said: "The senior brother in charge has a very good opinion!"
The mist shrouded a hazy night, and a drop of dew slid gently over the green leaves.
"Let's go!" the crisp voice echoed through the empty square, decorating the silent night.
With this enchanting night, his thoughts continued to fly forward, to the farther places in the depths of his heart......
Chen Xiaomo has an inferiority complex in his bones.
He's a perfectionist, he always wants to do everything well so that everyone looks up to him, but he always messes things up every time. In the face of the disdain and ridicule of the people around him, he will become more inferior and closed-minded.
"Useless fellow!" the phrase came out of the mouths of some people around him more than once.
It is said that good words are warm in three winters, and bad words are hurtful and cold in June, and this sentence is like a knife stuck in his heart, cold and piercing.
Every time he heard this, he would grit his teeth in anger, but he was powerless to change everything in front of him.
In the dead of night, he would think, what are he doing, what is the use of himself, what is the purpose of living in this world?
He was a poor child who had not had much material comforts since birth.
When the rich family bought LCD TVs, he was still watching black-and-white TV, and when many junior high school students brought their mobile phones, he was still studying chess and the Rubik's Cube.
As for high-end and high-end things such as computers and handheld game consoles, he has never been in contact with them.
Some people will think that he is happy and happy, and only thinks about learning, but how can he not envy the children of those rich families in his heart!
Someone once said: "Money can buy a bed, but it can't buy sleep, money can buy delicacies but not appetite, money can buy status, but not dignity." ”
However, if there is no tiredness but no bed, how can there be a place to live? If there is no appetite but no food, how can we sustain our existence? Where can we achieve great prosperity if we have no dignity but no status?
Some words are only for the arrogant and arrogant rich, but it does not mean that money is useless.
In this materialistic society, you can basically have everything if you have money, and of course, you also have the dignity that Chen Xiaomo values.
I really envy the lonely fireflies, swaying in the wind in the vast darkness, carrying the dancing moving stars and the light that belongs only to them.
Once upon a time, he saw on TV the story of a poor man who became rich from scratch, maybe this is the truth of "only when you suffer hardship can you become a master"!
He silently pondered in his heart: "If one day, I can also soar and be admired by thousands of people, how good would it be?"
For the persistence in his heart, he began to study hard, just to be able to live a rich life in the future, just to be a useful person!
But after more than ten years of hard study, what will he become when he enters the society? Is he a civil servant? Is he a white-collar worker? Or is he an ordinary worker? Life is so unfair, maybe Chen Xiaomo has worked hard for decades, and there is no rich boy who does not learn and knows how to mix well, and even the lives of the two are worlds apart!
Everyone will go to the world once, and everyone will have an unforgettable experience, some people pursue material luxury, some people seek spiritual wealth.
Throughout the ages, most people have admired spiritual pursuits.
However, the grass and trees have no heart, and they still need the sunshine, rain and dew, and the birds and beasts are ruthless, and they still feel the alternation of spring, summer, autumn and winter. As human beings, how can we not be attached to this world of flowers? If we are good, we will help the world, and if we are poor, we will be good to ourselves, and people's spiritual pursuit may be reluctantly done in the pursuit of material desires, right?
In modern times, Chen Xiaomo is a humble person, even if he travels to ancient times, he is still a commoner disciple, an ordinary disciple of the Tianshan faction.
There is an emperor with power over the world, and there are elites of various factions who are powerful and squires and tyrants who dominate one side, and he, a small disciple of the Tianshan faction, is nothing?
Life is only a few decades, and how many people can see through the rolling red dust?
What do people live for? I am afraid it is just for a belief!
In the past, Chen Xiaomo lived to be admitted to a good university, and then earn a lot of money so that his parents could live a good life, and at the same time, in order to be able to match her in his heart.
But now that he has crossed over here, where should the wheel of his life go?
This is a world of cultivation, heavy on martial arts and light on literature, there are no parents here, let alone family affection, and most importantly, there is a lack of that innocent smile here, replaced by a cold face.
What is he living for? Is it to defeat the White Sickle? Or to kill Wu Huaicheng? He shook his head silently, feeling that everything was so boring. A young man in his early twenties, his mood is like that of an old man in his seventies and eighties.
There is injustice everywhere in the world, and who can change it?
Chen Xiaomo's father was beaten to death for no reason, will those bad guys be brought to justice?
With Wu Huaicheng's illustrious family background, would anyone make decisions for Chen Xiaomo for the sake of fairness? He didn't know, and he didn't want to know. Because he can't go back to that world.
The long road of life, its realm is empty, where is the past?
Now his greatest wish, or his belief, is to see his mother and Zhang Yafei!