Gu Xijun heard that he was so arrogant, he hurriedly spread his five fingers with both hands, and waved his hand to explain: "No, no, no, Yunxi, I didn't mean that! I just wanted you to ...... just now."

"What did you just call me?" Yun Xi looked at the wine and his eyes froze, and interrupted her words loudly. Then he slowly raised his head and looked at Gu Xijun who was at a loss.

"Cloud ...... Yunxi. Gu Xijun blinked and stammered.

Yun Xi poured the wine again, and poured it for Gu Xijun, barely showing a warm smile, "It's good to hear you call me that for the first time!"

"I ......" Gu Xijun was about to try to explain again, but was interrupted by Yun Xi again. Gu Xijun herself didn't understand why she, who had always been clever-tongued, was so confused at this time.

"Xijun, I know what you have to say, no need to say more. Back then, I couldn't take his place in your heart. Now, I am dead and rotten, and I am not worthy of you who are still in your prime! Therefore, as long as it is your choice, I will respect and bless it. Yun Xi spoke, and at the same time raised the wine and looked at it frankly.

Originally, Gu Xijun had a lot of words in his stomach, but observing that he seemed to be completely relieved at the moment, he gave up struggling and stopped persuading.

Everyone is already such an adult who has seen the wind and rain, and they all understand the truth, and some words are well understood. What is unforgettable is always the knot in my heart that only I can untie, the wishful thinking. Now, this dream has been punctured by Gu Xijun himself, who has returned, and there is indeed no need to say more.

“...... Thank you!" Gu Xijun pursed his lips and nodded, and his chest tightened again.

Wait, his position! Could it be that the careful thoughts that I have been hiding for so long can be easily seen through by others at a glance?

Drinking lotus leaf wine, in order to hide the embarrassing atmosphere of being seen through, Gu Xijun put his hands on the table, and after looking left and right intentionally, he expressed the doubts in his heart: "Brother Yun, what about Miss Yun and Yun Yin, their two sisters and brothers?"

Pouring Gu Xijun's wine again, Yun Xi looked sideways at the antique wooden shelf in front of the window with some drunkenness. leaned less, and then slowly pulled his gaze back in a trance.

Gu Xijun was silent, patient, and quietly waited for his answer. But the more I waited, the more my heart fluttered, and I beat wildly with anxiety.

"Li'er died twenty years ago. Yin'er he ...... also escaped into the empty door in the same year!" Yun Xi seemed to have mustered up a lot of courage to say it word by word. Then, like a deflated ball, he leaned lilted against the table and closed his eyes.

W-ooh!

Gu Xijun's heart suddenly sank to the bottom, suffocating there, and he couldn't breathe.

Sure enough, things developed to the point where I least wanted to see them!

It was getting late outside the window, and after a while, it was completely dark, and a few stars were hung.

A little slave in a short robe walked over and bowed her head, and then respectfully added a few candlesticks to the table. As the twist core was lifted, the room suddenly became much brighter.

"How...... Will it be like this?!"

Before leaving, didn't he already tell Yun Yin all the ins and outs? Why is this still happening!!

In the end, Gu Xijun couldn't restrain the suspicion in his heart, and took the lead in breaking the silence.

"Alas!" Yun Xi saw her longing look, shook his head and sighed bitterly, and sighed. Then he rubbed the wine in his hand, and said in a heavy voice: "Thirty years ago, not long after you left, Li Er suddenly said goodbye without saying goodbye. A few days later, Yun Yin also disappeared.

Yun asked people to look around, and even sent people to Takixun Mu's family, but he didn't find any clues.

More than a month later, Yin'er finally helped Li'er back to Yunfu together. After that, their temperament returned to their former state, as if nothing had happened. It's just that when the marriage was mentioned, the two refused in unison. Presumably, there is something strange about it, but whenever I ask, they are perfunctory.

And so on for ten whole years. Until ten years later, Chinese New Year's Eve night ......"

At this moment, Yun Xi's eyes suddenly became confused, and his right hand, which was holding the wine fiercely, kept trembling.

"I especially remember that year, Li Er was busy from morning to night, always tidying up her clothes and makeup with a smile on her face, and from time to time she stopped someone to drink and asked if she looked good.

In the evening, she sat on the threshold of Yunfu, and sat until midnight, no matter how others persuaded her, she still refused to enter the door. At night, the snow fell like goose feathers, and her little face, red from cold, gradually turned from enthusiasm to despair.

Three days later, Li'er had a high fever that did not go away. On the night of the full moon of the fifteenth month, when the personal slave went in to serve tea, he found ......"

Speaking of this, Yun Xi choked slowly, his eyes widened and looked at him vigorously, forcibly suppressing that sadness.

"When I went in to serve tea, I found that Li'er was ...... She hanged herself from the beams of the house......"

Yun Xi couldn't help it, and covered his face with his cuffs in a panic. When I removed my arm again, my eyes were red.

After listening, Gu Xijun took a light breath, her brain went blank! She tried to blink her eyes and wipe the gushing snot with the back of her hand. In the chest cavity, the internal organs felt as if they had been slammed with a blunt object, and even breathing felt painful.

"Before the first lunar month, Yin'er led the way of cultivation, and from then on, he didn't care about the world, chanted and prayed in his courtyard every day, and no longer went out! However, before he made this decision, he told me the whole thing!" After a moment, Yun Xi spoke again, and his eyes suddenly looked at Gu Xijun sharply, as if he wanted to see the expression of remorse he wanted to see in her eyes.

Gu Xijun glared at Yun Xi in shock, panting heavily.

It's me who hurt them! It's me who hurt them!!

At this point, her mind was buzzing, and the words kept looping. It's like a spell, repeatedly coiling, and lethal to death.

"Right...... I'm sorry! I'm sorry Yunxi! I want to help them, I really want to help them! Please believe me!"

At the curtain, Gu Xijun's hands trembled and shook Yun Xi's hand holding the wine, and with a whimpering cry, he looked at Yun Xi's eyes and explained loudly.

Later, as if she had thought of something, she asked in a panicked voice: "By the way, what about Yun Yin? Is he still in the original base? I'll go find him, I'll go find him......

Looking at her eager expression, tears flowed down Junxiu's cheeks like a stream that broke the embankment, and Yun Xi slowly withdrew his arm.

Uncovering the sealed scar again, he was also hysterical in his heart, but he couldn't give up on the person in front of him who made him love and hate.

"Tomorrow on the fifteenth full moon, Yun Yin will chant in the courtyard to mourn the souls of the dead. Today, Yun is tired of being tired, so he won't send off guests. ”

After Yun Xi finished speaking silently, he softened in the back of the chair and closed his eyes lightly......