Chapter 45
"Dad, it's just a pity. When the conference was over, Rita walked up to Deklaas and said to him.
"There's nothing to be sorry for, it's just a first. For me, it doesn't work. But seriously, that half-elf's ability is really good. It's just a pity that he's too young. Deklaas smiled and shook his head, then spoke to Rita and the others. After speaking, he also glanced at Leres and Shirley, who could get all the alchemy items at the Alchemist Conference because they were the organizers.
"What's wrong??grandfather??" Leres, who was originally a little weak-hearted because of Shirley's deal with that clan uncle, was immediately even more heartbroken when Deklas looked at him like this.
"Nothing??" Deklaas smiled and shook his head, indicating nothing. But seeing this, Shirley knew that Deklaas had seen something, and had already guessed that it was not far from ten.
"Twenty percent, can't be more. Shirley, who knew that Deklaas already knew, stretched out two thin, white and tender fingers and said to Decraas.
"Sancheng, otherwise, don't even think about it. Deklaas smiled, held out three fingers, and said with a smile.
"It's too dark, isn't it??Grandpa!!" Shirley said in shock when she saw Deklaas's asking price.
"Is it dark???I don't think it's enough!!Besides, I don't think it's enough!!" Hearing the conversation between Shirley and Deklaas, Sue immediately understood what they were talking about, and suddenly, she reached out and gently knocked on Shirley's head.
"It hurts!!Second uncle, I'll be knocked stupid by you!!I'll definitely be knocked stupid!!" Shirley, who was gently knocked by Su, immediately held her head and said with tears in her eyes.
"Silly, I won't give you this little money fan gold coin!!" Looking at Shirley's cute appearance, Su smiled and quipped.
Decras, who looked at the cute Shirley in Soda, suddenly looked at Milina, who was silent on the side. If it was in the past, at this time, she would probably go to quarrel with Sue, but now...
"Let's go back first!!!I think everyone is hungry, after all, it's past four o'clock, and it's lunch. Because Milina apologized to Deklaas, and Decras, who felt that his love had been tarnished, didn't want to care about Milina's affairs. So in order to dispel the worry about Milina in his heart, he proposed.
"Okay!!Okay!!I think my sister-in-law and cousin are just like me, they're all hungry, aren't they??let's go back to the manor for dinner!!" As soon as she heard Deklaas's proposal, Shirley picked up Liss and Heather without hesitation, and ran towards the manor as quickly as she could.
"She's... Want to pay the bill??" looked at Shirley, Deklaas and Sue, and Leres's mouth twitched as they rushed away. They can't accept such a Shirley, after all, Shirley has always been so gentle and elegant, full of ladylike demeanor, where would there be that crazy girl who wants to pay her debts.
At night, Deklaas lay on the hard wooden sofa, and although he had been padded with several layers of towel quilts and quilts, he was still uncomfortable. However, at this time, Deklaas did not care about that, because now Milina was in bed in the dark, trembling.
"Why are you shaking??are you sick???Milina??" Eventually, Deklaas relented. It was his beloved daughter, and he couldn't just look at him and tremble. Although there was still anger in my heart, after all, it had been more than a whole day.
"No," Mirina replied, with a hint of a tremor, as if she was afraid. Deklaas didn't know what she was afraid of, but he knew he should coax her now.
"Daddy, right here, whatever it is, it won't hurt you, my lovely and beautiful daughter. Deklaas got up from the hard wooden couch, then lay down behind Milina and took her in his arms from behind.
Mirina was silent, out of fear, out of fear. Deklaas's embrace made him terrified, unusually afraid. Everything in that nightmare appeared in front of her eyes again, and she was terrified.
"You're afraid... I'm really self-inflicted. From Milena's tense body, Deklaas knew what she was afraid of. After smiling bitterly, Deklaas got up from the bed, intending to leave the room and reassure Milena. But...
"Dad, if your death has something to do with me, you... Will you kill me??" As Deklaas walked to the door, Milena suddenly turned around and asked DeKras a question that almost made him stupid.
"In your heart, am I like this??" Deklaas slowly sat back on the couch, smiled bitterly, and asked Milena, "Am I that unbearable??"
"I'm sorry," Mirina was silent for a moment, then apologized.
"Hehe!!hehe!!ha!!" Hearing Milena's apology, Deklaas suddenly laughed. He smiled sadly, lonely, and regretted.
"It was a mistake to let you go back into my life. When I was in Hattutas, I always wondered, am I really not as good as a Hurricane Collar??Is my love for you really worthless??Now I realize that you don't trust me at all, just like Lily..."
"Sometimes, you mother and daughter are really alike. She may have me in her heart now, but she will never be able to compare to the gambler in her heart, the gambler who lost her and Liz. As long as the gambler returns from the underworld, she will not hesitate to leave her. Because at that time, Liz was already long and no longer needed her care. Even if it will die at my hands, she will leave, I know, I understand, I know her. ”
"So, for what reason will you push me into the quagmire again?"
"I won't... Mom, she won't either" Milena listened to Decraas's words, wanted to refute, wanted to justify, but was interrupted viciously by Decraas...
"So!!It's you who want me to forgive, and after I forgive you, it's you who say I pity you!! Could it be that ... Can't I feel reassuring if I'm really like that!?"
"I don't know... Father... I don't know..."
"You shouldn't be in my life again, or how could I be like this... Sad..."
"I'm sorry..."
"Forget it... Never mind... Go to sleep... I should too... Declaas sighed, and lay back on the couch, sinking himself into the dream that had been going on for years, escaping from reality.