Chapter 327, the hesitant Lan Dancing Butterfly
Time goes back, back to the two days before Qi Jinwan and Lan Wudie escaped from the siege.
In the garden of the Marshal's Mansion, two people sat opposite each other.
Qi Jinwan clearly remembered that counting this time, it was the sixty-seventh time to confess to Lan Wudie.
And every time the result was the same, Lan Wudie politely rejected his pursuit under the pretext that I needed to think about it.
Lan Wudie didn't dislike Qi Jinwan, on the contrary, after such a long period of contact, she fully saw this man clearly.
He was an elegant, humorous, passionate man, a great man of great grace, not only responsible, but also intelligent and wise.
Lan Wudie has confirmed a fact.
This man's love is sincere, she can deeply feel the heat and purity of that love, but she can't accept it.
Although there were many times, she almost threw herself into the arms of the other party, but in the end, she still suppressed that urge.
Lan Wudie feels that she is not worthy, she is a woman with a pure heart, although she is doing deceitful things, but her heart is clean.
She doesn't want to be able to open up everything when facing her lover, especially this lover, who is still the person she loves.
She felt that she had been cheating on this man, and the more innocent this man's love was, the more she would feel unworthy of it.
There is also a mustard, which she has already lost.
Lan Wudie is a woman who values fame.
She has dreamed countless times that she can meet a partner who loves each other, can open her heart to him, marry him, and blend in with him cleanly.
But fate played a big joke on her, her first time to a man she didn't love, and then made her meet a man she loved.
Lan Wudie thinks that she is no longer pure, she is not worthy of accepting this love, she is not worthy of being this man's wife.
She felt that Qi Jinwan's wife should be a beautiful and gentle, icy and jade woman, she only met the first one, but she no longer met the second one.
Therefore, the hotter Qi Jinwan pursues, the more panicked and uneasy she feels.
However, the charm of this man made her irresistible.
Countless times, Lan Wudie forced herself not to see this man again, not to think about this man again.
But without exception, they all failed.
Every time Qi Jinwan looked for her, she was still full of joy to chat with him and travel together.
And when this man leaves, she will think about him all the time, hoping that he will appear in front of her again.
With the interaction between the two people, Lan Wudie's heart began to contradict.
For some reason, she thought of her king again, the man who had taken her first time.
She repeatedly said to herself, I don't love that man, and he won't love me, this man is my destiny.
But the image of that man always appeared in her mind.
She always unconsciously compares two men, who is better, and who is more worthy of entrusting for life.
The result of the comparison made him feel even more hesitant, both men are very good, and they are both worthy of entrusting for life.
Lan Wudie's mind is very messy, and when she is alone, she is often thinking nonsense.
Can the king fall in love with me, he is just using me, how can he marry me?
I should accept Qi Gongzi, he is so good, so gentle and considerate! ”
Every time she thought of this, Mu Jinyun's image jumped in her heart again, which made her mind chaotic again.
It's a day like this.
Finally one day, Lan Wudie asked herself a serious question, "Who do you love?" Is it the man who didn't have a few face-to-face relationships with you and took away your first time? Or is it this ideal lifelong partner, the Qi Gongzi you like? ”
After thinking about it repeatedly, Lan Wudie gritted her teeth and affirmed: "I love Qi Gongzi, I don't love him." ”
But for some reason, deep in my heart, a strong sense of loss emerged.
This sense of loss made her feel terrified, scared, and anxious to fill the man's place with all her Qi Jinwan.
And Qi Jinwan has never disappointed Lan Wudie, almost every day, no, that is, every day, he will come to Lan Wudie.
Qi Jinwan felt that she was completely hopeless.
He was deeply in love with this woman, and this was the second time he had been so attached to a woman besides his mother.
The difference is that his feelings for his mother are respectful, including the grief and reluctance to his mother's tragic life.
And when facing Lan Wudie, it is more of a throbbing of the soul, an impulse to open your heart at all times and fully embrace this beautiful woman.
He wanted to protect her and be her man for the rest of her life.
He was a proud man, who once thought that he could walk freely among thousands of flowers, and would not stop and be obsessed with a single flower.
Before he saw Lan Wudie, he did it.
But now, he has been deeply attracted by this flower, and he can't take a step away.
In his eyes, there was no other color, only the beauty of this flower.
He wants to become a big tree, always residing next to the flowers, sheltering her from the wind and rain, and accompanying her in spring, summer, autumn and winter.
Qi Jinwan knew about Lan Wudie's mustard, but he didn't mind.
He did not disregard the honor of women.
On the contrary, he believed that it was an important virtue for a woman to cherish herself and preserve her honor.
Just like her mother, she set a good example for him, so that he respects his mother from the bottom of his heart and is proud of his mother.
Because of this, when his mother committed suicide in humiliation, he hated Chen Haotian's ruthlessness and unrighteousness, and vowed to destroy everything he had with his own hands.
He attaches importance to honor, but does not regard it as everything, he values a woman's character more and values the ordinary bits and pieces of this woman.
With the deepening of the understanding of the orchid butterfly.
Qi Jinwan believes that she is a pure woman and a woman worthy of deep love.
Although she lost her most precious thing, she did not lose that clean heart.
Qi Jinwan didn't care how Lan Wudie lost her body, why she lost it, that was her past, in his eyes, there was only her present and future.
The more Lan Wudie refused to accept him, the more he firmly believed in his own judgment.
This is a clean and self-righteous woman, a lover worthy of his pursuit.
Qi Jinwan never persecuted Lan Wudie.
He is very patient, and he wants to use his sincerity to slowly melt the mustard in her heart.
Let her accept herself completely, take him as her life from now on, and fly with him.
However, this wish is already difficult to achieve, and the change of the situation is forcing him to choose a showdown with Lan Wudie.
Just yesterday, after the two broke up, Qi Jinwan returned to the Shuai Mansion alone and found Tang Zhengquan already waiting in the living room.
Qi Jinwan doesn't have much affection for Tang Zhengquan.
In the case of his mother's unjust death, Tang Zhengquan did not play a good role.
This is also one of his enemies, and he must destroy it.
After seeing Tang Zhengquan, Qi Jinwan smiled and said, "Tang Xiang is visiting, is there anything wrong?" ”
Tang Zhengquan first withdrew the guards beside him, and then said: "There is a big matter, I need to discuss with the eldest prince, and this matter is related to Lan Wudie!" ”
"Oh!"
Qi Jinwan's face remained unchanged, she turned around and pulled a chair to sit down, raised her hand and said, "Tang Xiang, please sit down, you have something to talk about in person!" ”
Tang Zhengquan sat down beside him and pondered: "Dare to ask Dashuai, what is your attitude towards Lan Wudie now?" ”
Qi Jinwan smiled and replied seemingly casually: "To tell you the truth, I have a crush on her, but she is very reserved, and I like to conquer reserved women, you should know a fact, nothing happened between us, that's it!" ”
Tang Zhengquan let out a long breath and said reassuringly: "That's good, then you can tell Da Shuai about this matter, Da Shuai, Lan Wudie is likely to be from over there!" ”
Qi Jinwan's attitude was unfazed, and she frowned slightly: "Do you have any evidence?" ”
"Yes, she recently rebelled against a commander, and this commander was captured by me because of a mistake in the military situation, and in order to save her life, she reported the matter first."
Qi Jinwan's expression became serious.
"Who else is involved in this matter, do you know how many other people are involved with Lan Wudie?"
Tang Zhengquan shook his head.
"This woman is very cautious, they are a one-line contact, and I don't know how many people will be involved now, but this matter is easy to do, as long as Lan Wudie is captured, under the soul search, we know everything."
Qi Jinwan lowered her head and pondered for a while, then shook her head slightly.
"This method is not good, I have been in contact with her for a lot of time, and I also know that she is a meticulous person, there must be a lot of means to prevent soul searching, once she is ruthless and self-destructive, all clues will be broken."
"What do you mean?"
"Can you let me think about what to do with her?"
Tang Zhengquan nodded, watching Qi Jinwan fall into deep thought, and didn't bother him.
After a while, Qi Jinwan said in a low voice: "Tang Xiang, you can inform the king of this matter as soon as possible, and let him secretly verify it, and the direction of the key investigation is whether there are people in the court who move around with Lan Wudie frequently." ”
"Okay, I'll summon the king in a moment."
Qi Jinwan continued to mutter: "Don't move Lan Wudie for the time being, let me probe her tone first, and then I will find an opportunity to capture it." ”
Speaking of this, he shook his fan confidently.
"She trusts me very much now, and her guard is weak, and it is best for me to do this, and we must capture her in one fell swoop, and not give her a chance to destroy herself."
Tang Zhengquan nodded yes, "This is very good, I also plan to ask the eldest prince to do it, at present, only the eldest prince will make her defenseless." ”
Qi Jinwan snorted, "I know how to do it, don't worry, Tang Xiang, leave this matter to me!" ”
Tang Zhengquan hesitated, "Eldest Prince, the old minister took the liberty of asking, what do you think about this matter?" ”
Qi Jinwan pondered for a moment.
"I've thought a lot about it, and I'm weighing the pros and cons, for so long, she has always been like a departure from me, so that I can never get her person, I've always been puzzled by this, and now it seems that it can be explained."