【Foreword】

Although the code word bear writes mostly happy plots, in fact, there is still a sensual heart in the fat body of the code word bear.

can't help but lose control and write some bitter love scenes.

So on the first night of writing Zhao Chanlin and Qianxin, they completely walked away......

The following is the bitter confession of Zhao Chanlin and Qianxin deleted from the text.

It's too bitter and hateful, and it destroys the atmosphere of the whole text, so I put it in the biography, so that book friends who like 45 degrees of sadness can watch and play.

[Zhao Chanlin's bitter confession]

Zhao Chanlin's face was flushed, and she pushed Qianxin into a room. Then he closed the door tightly, leaned back against the door, and stared at Qianxin with his eyes like water.

Qianxin said very indifferently: "What do you want to do?"

The female devil who was fierce and vicious before suddenly became like a young girl. Zhao Chanlin rushed forward, hugged Qianxin tightly, buried her head in his chest and cried.

Qianxin was originally going to shout "no teeth". In the face of this meeting, I was at a loss.

He held out his hand, not knowing whether to hold her or push her away.

Zhao Chanlin's move is just an emptiness after the revenge. It's not ambiguous.

Finally, he put his hand on her back and patted it gently.

Zhao Chanlin seemed to be addicted to crying, and cried intermittently for at least half an hour before she raised her head and looked at Qianxin with red eyes: "Am I good-looking?"

Qianxin glanced down and said in his heart, crying like this, it's really not good-looking.

Then the ghost envoy said: "I thought you were a big beauty, but the way you abused Lou Yayi just now really scared me." I'm a person with a very light taste. ”

"Do you think I'm a bad woman?" Zhao Chanlin's voice was hoarse.

Except for the fact that you didn't sleep with someone casually, what thing was not done by a bad woman? Qianxin couldn't say it clearly, just looked at her.

Zhao Chanlin was a little lost, got into the quilt, and put herself in a sleeping position: "Hold me, okay?"

Qianxin didn't dare to go over, he knew that if he lay down, a lot of things would definitely happen.

He didn't reject what happened to Zhao Chanlin, but he felt that he wasn't ready now. His heart is now full of Gu Mei, and he has no time to think about the feelings of other women.

If he had a real body, he would have been driven by bodily desires to lie down. But now his blood soul body will not give him any guidance. Only the spiritual needs can stimulate the body to change.

Qianxin sat down on a chair and said, "If you have anything to say, just say it." ”

Zhao Chanlin saw that Qianxin couldn't believe it, and smiled sadly: "Do you know why I hate Lou Yayi so much?"

Qianxin looked up at her and didn't speak.

Zhao Chanlin was half-lying on the bed, slumped on the pillow as if she was seriously ill and weak, and said distractedly: "I'm afraid that one day I will be ridiculed by her." I'm 24 years old, and in another 10 years, I'll be old. In another 20 years, the wrinkles on my forehead will no longer be hidden, my chin will be like dough, the flesh on my body will become loose, and my waist will be as thick as a bucket...... Old, ugly, grumpy, ugly and annoying...... Don't laugh! I'm really going to be like that! If I get ugly, I'm going to be really grumpy and fierce. Because I lost! Compared to Lou Yayi, I lost! You know what?"

Zhao Chanlin chattered and cried again.

Qianxin was speechless, but seeing that she was crying so sadly, she still persuaded: "Women don't lose when they get old. You're thinking too much. ”

"No, I'm going to lose when I'm old!" Zhao Chanlin sat up, as if she wanted to do her best: "I've done all the bad things to curry favor with Yu Hongchen to keep his innocence." But so what? I'm cultivating too slowly, and before the age of 40, I can't even cultivate until the martial artist completes the complete physical refinement. I will inevitably grow old, old and ugly, and everyone will look at me. People who used to pursue me would dislike me for being ugly. But Lou Yayi is different, she shamelessly goes around to accompany others to bed and suck other people's blood. She is only 21 years old, as long as Yu Hongchen promises not to suck her blood qi before she is 30 years old, she can cultivate into a martial artist at the age of 30. Her debauchery and lowly youth will last forever, but I am clean and self-conscious, but old and ugly. Why did I lose? It's not fair! I'm not convinced! I'm not reconciled!"

Zhao Chanlin roared. The sound shook so that the window paper was trembling.

Qianxin hurriedly went over and hugged her and covered her mouth: "Be quiet, others still think that I have done something inferior to you." ”

Zhao Chanlin buried her head in Qianxin's armpit and cried: "I sometimes regret it, if I were like them to suck people's blood, would I still be so cowardly? Who dares to look down on me? But I ...... But I don't want to live like that! it's dirty...... Woowoo woo ......"

"You have chosen a different path, why should you compare with her?" Qianxin put his arm around her, not knowing how to persuade her.

He remembered his past life, he was well-behaved, and he didn't dare to do anything out of the ordinary. In the end, I found myself with nothing and nothing. Will he become successful without scruples, or will he continue to be mediocre with self-respect? In his previous life, he spent more than 30 years without finding the answer.

He didn't live as a human being in this life, and he hadn't thought about those issues for a long time. Now he finds that he still doesn't have a better answer.

"Qianxin ......" Zhao Chanlin suddenly shouted very affectionately, and waited until Qianxin agreed, then she said with a smile: "Actually, I envy Gu Mei so much." Envy everything you do for her. If any of these things you really do for me, I'm content. ”

Qianxin felt her head be disturbed by her: "Someone will do those things for you, too." ”

"That's right! That person has already appeared! He's you!" Zhao Chanlin suddenly jumped out of bed and suddenly straddled Qianxin's lap: "Promise me, before I get old, let me be a woman happily, okay? Before that, you must treat me well! When I get old, you will abandon me when you are annoyed with me, even if you kill me." ”

Qianxin's eyes widened, and he looked at Zhao Chanlin who was about to push him backwards in disbelief. He found that the courage and arrogance of loving and killing each other with the female sword souls were all gone. Why is a woman so tricky? Is it because she is a woman, not a female sword soul?

Qianxin fiddled with the rusty "Phantom Wind Prince Sword", determined to finish the matter in one go, and resolutely did not give her a chance to interrupt: "I am now a half-human, half-sword soul monster, what you want, I can't give it." I can help you with everything else, but I can't do this. ”

Zhao Chanlin stared at Qianxin like an enemy: "You lied to me, then why did you want Gu Mei to marry you?"

"I said I'm Lolicon, do you believe it?" Qianxin said weakly.

Of course, this answer can't satisfy Zhao Chanlin. He saw her look like she was going to kill. He didn't mind a fight with her, and he wouldn't lose anyway. It's just that he thinks that Zhao Chanlin is more serious with him, and he really doesn't want to disappoint her. This kind of thing, playing is one thing, and the truth is another.

In the end, Qianxin was still defeated under the forced gaze of Zhao Chanlin's eyes. The look of despair and seeking death and life is really terrifying. He knew that if Zhao Chanlin sought death, it was likely to be true. It's not like Gu Mei's gutsless goods!

"Actually, you just look down on me, don't you?" Zhao Chanlin said quietly.

"Actually, I like Gu Mei for a special reason. Qianxin then said a bunch of things that he wasn't sure if he was telling the truth: "Do you know how boring I was when I was a sword soul? I don't dare let others find out about me, otherwise I will be fed to the sword soul. Do you know how boring it feels to be unable to do anything but be alive? I was in the Rusty Sword for seven years! Seven years! No one bought the Rusty Sword. She is the kind of girl I like, and she used all her savings to buy the rusty sword to replenish my spiritual power, so that I can have spiritual power to transmit sound and maintain my soul body. I'm the one she rescued me! Probably because of these reasons, I have a special affection for her. ”

Zhao Chanlin's eyes were scorching, and she suddenly became very fanatical. She believed his words more than Qianxin, grabbed his hand as if she had seen a confidant, and said excitedly: "Then I say, I have the same feelings for you as you do for Gu Mei." Can you believe it?"

Qianxin didn't dare to look her eyes, he only knew that the situation was worse.

Zhao Chanlin hugged Qianxin, as if she was going to rub him into her body: "I have been trapped in that demon cave in Lao Hanzhai for 8 years. Every day, I am scared, worried that the old ghost will see through my identity, and that I will be framed by other people's calculations. Every time I send a girl into the old ghost's room, I feel like I'm dead. I don't know when it will end...... I don't even know if I'm really alive. You know what? I've never dreamed of finding someone to escape from the clutches of that old monster. Even if he is a beggar, I am willing to stay with him, as long as he can make the old people unable to find me. I've been looking forward to it for 8 years, but I haven't met a single person like this. You helped me put an end to this nightmare. Since you can like Gu Mei, why can't I like you?"

Qianxin looked down at Zhao Chanlin, who was crying in her arms, and said in her heart, push her away at this time, Lao Tzu will be no different from a beast. One sheep is a chase, and two sheep are also chased! Isn't it just one more?