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I thought that this book would persist, even if it was a big difficulty, and I said that I would definitely finish it, because this is my persistence.

However, the day the fifth manuscript fee came out, I realized that my insistence turned out to be fragile.

Barely getting to the four-figure manuscript fee, I can only pay for my Internet bill, electricity bill, and cigarette money, but where do I go for my living expenses? Where do I go for the medicine money for smoking and sore throat? Where do I go for the treatment fee when I have a physical problem?

I've been thinking about it for a long time these days, should I keep going, or just give up?

If it had been before, I would have chosen the former, because I was still young, I still had ideals, and I was not trapped by life. But now, I have to choose the latter, because I am no longer the age where I believe that if I keep giving, I will be rewarded.

When people live in the world, they always have to bow to reality and compromise with life.

Persistence and dreams, in the face of reality and life, are too fragile.

......

For those who support and like this book, thank you for your continued support and encouragement, without you, I am afraid that I would not even be able to get this little bit of manuscript fee. And then, sorry, the book is over.

I thought that this book would persist, even if it was a big difficulty, and I said that I would definitely finish it, because this is my persistence.

However, the day the fifth manuscript fee came out, I realized that my insistence turned out to be fragile.

Barely getting to the four-figure manuscript fee, I can only pay for my Internet bill, electricity bill, and cigarette money, but where do I go for my living expenses? Where do I go for the medicine money for smoking and sore throat? Where do I go for the treatment fee when I have a physical problem?

I've been thinking about it for a long time these days, should I keep going, or just give up?

If it had been before, I would have chosen the former, because I was still young, I still had ideals, and I was not trapped by life. But now, I have to choose the latter, because I am no longer the age where I believe that if I keep giving, I will be rewarded.

When people live in the world, they always have to bow to reality and compromise with life.

Persistence and dreams, in the face of reality and life, are too fragile.

......

For those who support and like this book, thank you for your continued support and encouragement, without you, I am afraid that I would not even be able to get this little bit of manuscript fee. And then, sorry, the book is over.

I thought that this book would persist, even if it was a big difficulty, and I said that I would definitely finish it, because this is my persistence.

However, the day the fifth manuscript fee came out, I realized that my insistence turned out to be fragile.

Barely getting to the four-figure manuscript fee, I can only pay for my Internet bill, electricity bill, and cigarette money, but where do I go for my living expenses? Where do I go for the medicine money for smoking and sore throat? Where do I go for the treatment fee when I have a physical problem?

I've been thinking about it for a long time these days, should I keep going, or just give up?

If it had been before, I would have chosen the former, because I was still young, I still had ideals, and I was not trapped by life. But now, I have to choose the latter, because I am no longer the age where I believe that if I keep giving, I will be rewarded.

When people live in the world, they always have to bow to reality and compromise with life.

Persistence and dreams, in the face of reality and life, are too fragile.

......

For those who support and like this book, thank you for your continued support and encouragement, without you, I am afraid that I would not even be able to get this little bit of manuscript fee. And then, sorry, the book is over.