Chapter 465: Illusory Reality

The sudden change made Yan Yin's brain appear a little sluggish for a while,

But looking at the little girl in the broken house, after thinking about it for a long time, he didn't understand what was going on.

However, when she was silently mourning the little boy in her heart, Yan Yin's eyes looked at the little girl in the house,

Like the little boy, the little girl was covered with bruises and thin clothes.

A pair of immature little hands, red and red,

Even the eyes of the two are so the same,

The same clear, the same bright, the same clean,

They went through the same thing, but the end result was different.

The little boy did not pick up the rice balls, but kicked them away, and finally his thin body was tired from his injuries and bleeding, and because of the cold and hunger for several days, his thin body finally felt tired, and gradually lost its warmth.

And this little girl, she picked up the rice balls,

While sobbing, I ate the dirty and smelly rain-soaked rice balls,

Two results, different futures,

By this time, Yan Yin seemed to understand something,

That little boy is this little girl, but this little girl is not that little boy.

The little boy experienced what happened to the little girl, but in the end he made a different choice from the little girl.

The choice made by the little boy came from Yan Yin's own choice,

If he goes forward to help the little boy, then the consequences will be like this: he is real, the little boy is illusory, although he has the heart to help the little boy, but the final result is that he can't help him, however, because he has this heart, in this love path, the little boy will finally pick up the rice ball like a little girl because of the sad pity in Yan Yin's heart, and eat it.

Although the rice balls are dirty and smelly, they can at least fill their stomachs that have not eaten for many years.

Then in the end, the little boy will not die,

But in this way, Yan Yin herself will be brought into the life of the little boy, accompany him, and experience everything he has experienced.

And all this is what Yan Yin himself imagined and constructed, and at this point, he will forever be lost in this illusory world formed by everything in the union that arises from his compassion.

In this world, he will feel illusory things with a real body,

Therefore, when Yan Yin finally did not have the hand to rescue the little boy in the depths, the little boy's choice deviated from the little girl.

In the end, the little boy disappeared because of his choice, and the little girl appeared in front of Yan Yin's eyes.

Who this little girl is, Yan Yin knows and understands,

What he sees now is what the former intercessor has experienced,

The same sadness, the same discomfort, the same sigh,

When Yan Yin figured this, the surrounding environment changed again, and as far as the eye could see, there was a white expanse in front of him.

The little girl, gone,

That dilapidated house finally became an indelible memory in Yan Yin's heart.

And the sad little boy who didn't know the name was also deeply imprinted in Yan Yin's mind,

He was not glad about his choice, on the contrary, he felt the danger of this situation.

The test of love is not one's own strength, but a person's views on various feelings and some subconscious choices.

If you don't know how to choose, to choose, to make the right step,

Because, everything is so real, everything is so immersive,

didn't continue to move forward, Yan Yin just rested in the same place,

Moving on, he didn't know what else he would encounter, so Suo took a break in place, and carefully analyzed some of the situations he had suffered by the way.

Just when Yan Yin was encountering those things in the relationship, Su Yanying, Ye Qingchen and the others went to the military camp outside Qingyue Mountain first by Su Yanying and Xueli after some discussion.

And Ye Qingchen stayed in Qingyue Mountain for the time being, waiting for Yan Yin's exit.

Although the group was worried about Yan Yin, they also knew that it was useless to just stay in Qingyue Mountain and wait.

Su Yanying knew some of Yan Yin's actions, and she had been with Yan Yin's subordinates for a little longer, and her prestige was a little higher than Ye Qingchen's, so she went out of the mountain with Xueli to take charge of the army to pacify the army.

After all, if you stay in Qingyue Mountain for a long time, those troops stationed outside have not seen Yan Yin arrive for a long time, and it is inevitable that some strange ideas will arise.

left with Su Yanying, as well as the wind god,

When Ye Qingchen and the others watched Su Yanying and Xueli leave, Duan Sanchi stayed in Qingyue Mountain according to Su Yanying's instructions,

In Su Yanying and Ye Qingchen's eyes, although they were very worried about Yan Yin, they believed that he could get through the love pass unharmed, and finally rescued Duan Sanchi's wife.

From this point, Ye Qingwu and Su Xin felt the feelings of their mother and aunt for Uncle Yin in their mouths.

Fearful of him, but believing in him,

Before the love, compassion has been waiting here for five days,

This day, Bang Xue came to him,

"How is the situation. Looking at the sadness, Bang Xue glanced at the hazy psychedelic love path, and asked, "Yan Yin, is there anything wrong with him?" ”

Shaking his head, he said sadly, "I don't know, there is an illusory world in the love pass, others don't know at all, I have been waiting here for five days, these five days are in the love pass, which is equivalent to half a year, as far as the person I have seen through the love pass, if he has not come out within ten days, then it means that he has been lost in the illusory world of the love pass." ”

Bang Xue's face changed for a moment, and said, "In other words, if he doesn't come out in five days, it means that he has failed to break through, right?" ”

His eyes were gloomy, and he looked sadly at the hazy and dreamy white mist road ahead, "The road is at the foot, only follow the direction of the heart slowly, and finally be able to come out, I only hope that he will not forget the road in his heart, and get lost in the true and false feelings of the love." ”

A bustling disturbance, a bustling inn,

A man, sitting quietly in it, listening to the noisy words in his ears but not so clearly,

Looking at the cup in front of her, Yan Yin's heart was full of sadness,

He has been in love for almost half a year, but in the past six months, he has been in this inn.

The surrounding environment is still very lively, but people can't hear what they are saying at all.

The teacup in front of him, the tea in it has not changed,

He didn't know why such a scene occurred.

He didn't understand why he was sitting here stupidly.

What to wait for,

He didn't know,

Why wait,

He didn't know,

He tried to leave the inn, but found that as soon as he got up, the surroundings became hazy, and when he walked forward, the scene around him changed again to the inn and those people who seemed to be lively but had nothing to do with him.

Repeating the words of waiting every day, listening to those jumbled words every day,

Until......

"child, there are a lot of people here, if you leave the child in this inn, there should be well-wishers to take her in. A sudden voice, such a clear word, like a thunderclap, roared in Yan Yin's ears,

"My poor child, it's not that my mother and your father don't want you, we really can't support you" A low cry of a woman with some sadness hit Yan Yin's mind,

Just when Yan Yin was puzzled by this sudden voice, he saw two middle-aged men and women who he tried hard to see but couldn't really see a man walking in.

The two found Yan Yin's table and sat down beside him,

Yan Yin saw that in the hand of the blurred woman who couldn't see clearly, there was a basket,

In that basket, Yan Yin vaguely saw a baby's little hand,

Looking at these two men and women who couldn't see their faces clearly, Yan Yin suddenly realized something in her heart,

"Let's go. After sitting for an unknown amount of time, the middle-aged man said in a low voice, "There are many people at this time, the child is sleeping soundly, let's leave quickly." ”

"No," said the woman, "let me see our child again, I can't bear to abandon her like this." ”

"Ignorance. The middle-aged man said in a deep voice, "We can't even support ourselves, where can we feed her, if we wait for her to wake up, we will miss the opportunity." ”

The middle-aged woman hesitated for a long time, and finally put the basket in her hand under the table, stood up ruthlessly with the goods, and walked outside.

Not long after the two left, a childish cry came from under the table where Yan Yin was sitting,

"As a father and a mother, since you can't raise your own child, why do you want to give birth to her and abandon her" Yan Yin only felt that he was very angry, and involuntarily, his hand reached under the table and took out the basket,

When I lifted the cloth covering the baby, I saw a pink and lovely baby girl crying in the basket,

A pair of tender little hands, unconsciously put it to the mouth and sucked,

Sighing slightly, Yan Yin whispered to the baby girl, "Ask the love ancestor, is this your hazy memory, in your heart, have you ever resented your parents for abandoning you." ”

No one answered, no one made a sound,

Holding the baby in the basket, Yan Yin said to herself, "Since you have some questions in your heart, then I will answer them to you slowly." ”

This time, he walked out of the inn with the baby in his arms,

In the vast sea of people, he held the baby and disappeared into the distance,

Eight years later,

"Father, father, where is my mother. A cute little girl looked at a middle-aged man with a red face,

The middle-aged man had a resolute face, dressed in a black robe, and he looked at the little girl's gaze, full of tenderness and concern.

"Your mother," the middle-aged man said softly, "she is in your father's heart, in your memory." ”

"Yes. The little girl said weakly, "But why don't you mention your own name, father, or give your child a name?" ”

Looking at the little girl in front of him, the middle-aged man smiled slightly, "Name, just a symbol, as long as you like, you can take any name." ”

"Oh......" The little girl nodded as if she didn't understand, and then ran into the distance with a smile,

"You're wasting your time. A majestic voice sounded in the ears of the middle-aged man, "You know that this is fake, why do you want to construct this illusory illusion." ”

The middle-aged man looked at the little girl who was smiling and entertaining herself not far away, and said indifferently, "It doesn't matter if it's true or not, the important thing is that I want to give her an illusory truth." ”