Chapter 11: Snow in November
On November 23, the weather turned cloudy with light rain
'Looking out the window at the rain reminds me of the day I parted, and I now can't understand whether I feel guilty or something else, and if I see each other again, how would I feel when I faced you?'
It's a new habit that Tachibana has developed since she left, and it's the only way I can think of honoring her. But now his thoughts are becoming more and more confused, and the tip of the pen of the dragon trace stays there after saying hello, and he doesn't know how to write the content behind, maybe he can't even understand the thoughts in his mind now.
The rain was pouring down outside the window, and although it was not big, it didn't seem to be stopping. The city that is about to enter early winter is like a sleepy bear, lacking vitality. Long Ji frowned at the gray sky, and the tip of the pen in his hand slid to the last line of the diary, writing a sentence at the end without a beginning or an end.
'I want to protect something!'
Closing the diary, Long Ji lay down on the bed next to the table, and something loomed in front of him.
"What do I protect? Why do I have this strange and strong desire to protect in my empty heart, but what do I want to protect?"
Just thinking about this, the doorbell rings downstairs, and Kubi comes out of the kitchen and opens the door without untying his apron.
"It's you!"
Standing outside the door is Mingsha, with long black hair tied into a ponytail, bangs on the forehead in front of the eyebrows, long sideburns hanging down to the ears, and brown eyes and smiles that express Mingsha's cuteness to the fullest. Although she wears a gray kaftan that doesn't particularly match black, she is like a natural hanger, and she looks very appropriate no matter what she wears. With a short skirt and white stockings, even the gray snow boots on the feet look less bulky.
"yes, it's Brother Kubi! Hehe, is the dragon there?" Mingsha put her hand on the doorknob and smiled like a little dessert.
"He's in his room on the second floor. Kubi pointed to the stairs on the second floor, then closed the door and asked, "Would you like to stay for a meal?"
Mingsha nodded in surprise: "Okay!" Then, she waved her hand and ran to the second floor.
He knocked lightly on the door of the dragon trail and asked, "Hey, I'm coming in!"
"Hmm!" replied softly as Long Ji lay on the bed in the room.
Myeongsha pushed open the door of the room and crept into the room with her hands behind her back. Looking around at the furnishings in the room, his eyes revealed that he was a curious kitten, and his expression was moving. Gently moved and whispered carefully in Long Ji's ear: "What's wrong with you, why are you so unenergetic, are you sick?"
Lying on the bed, Long Ji slowly opened his eyes, looked at Mingsha and asked, "Am I very bad?"
Mingsha, who was asked like this, was full of doubts, and she didn't know how to answer him for a while. I didn't expect Long Ji to ask this, and I couldn't guess what he meant behind it, so I replied: "No, why do you say that, I think you are very powerful, don't think too much." ”
Long Qi's voice gradually deepened, he sat up and looked at the wood grain on the floor and continued: "After she left, my heart felt empty, and I always had an obsession in my mind about what I wanted to protect. I felt like I was in a wasteland where I couldn't see anything. Confused, I lost the way forward. ”
"Isn't there anything to protect, then you can protect us, and we will be the ones you cherish!"
Long Ji choked up, and he looked at the girl in front of him who was different. When I am confused, it is like an oasis that gives me hope. There's always life in her eyes, and that's probably what fascinates her. In the endless wasteland, her appearance and her words are always like a mark to navigate herself.
"Tangerine Xiangye, brother, you, Lin Yingbin, Liu Wufei, you are all people I care about, I want to protect you. ”
"Then you will protect it, for our sake. You can't just talk about it. ”
Long Ji lowered his head and smiled, he was so stupid before, it was completely mediocre and self-disturbing. Obviously, there are so many things to do now, and there are so many people to cherish in front of me.
"Speaking of which, I'm third in your heart, right?"
"Huh?" Long Ji heard that it seemed that Mingsha's tone had changed, but fortunately, at this time, Kubi downstairs shouted that it was time to eat, otherwise it would be difficult to explain at this moment.
Mingsha also ignored the dragon trail and jumped to the dining room.
After the warm meal, Long Ji asked Mingsha to go out for a walk. didn't tell Mingsha where to go, just walked in front silently along the way without saying a word. Mingsha, who didn't know what to do, had to follow behind Long Ji, and on such a cold day, there was no one on the street, and it was extremely deserted.
The rain stopped, and although it was getting late, the sky still looked oppressive.
Mingsha couldn't help but shudder, so she put her hands to her mouth and whispered, "It's so cold." ”
Long Ji heard her muttering, turned around and looked at the trembling Mingsha, only to realize that he had ignored Mingsha, who was only wearing so thin, and immediately took off his coat and put it on her. Long Ji didn't say anything, just silently looked at Mingsha who was stomping his feet.
"Aren't you cold?" Mingsha looked up at the expressionless dragon track.
"No, it's okay, as long as you're not cold, I'm fine. ”
Long Ji led Mingsha to a park not far from his home, which was about the size of half a football field, and the two sat on the swing and watched each other.
There was no one else in the silent park except for the two of them, and the dim lights illuminated the two of them with a little warmth.
"Thank you, Myeongsa. It was your words that made me aware of what I wanted to protect, and it was only when I really cared about someone that I realized that I wanted to protect all of you, and nothing else. ”
"And how are you going to thank me?" Mingsha laughed and teased, her neat bangs leaning to the side, her sideburns hanging down her reddish cheeks.
At this time, Long Ji stood up and walked in front of Mingsha.
"I promise you. ”
Long Ji gently hugged Ming Sha and buried Ming Sha's head in front of his chest, so close that Ming Sha could almost hear the irregular heartbeat of Long Ji.
That's the kind of response I couldn't put into words at the time. ”
Mingsha's face suddenly turned red, and she didn't know what to do for a while, and kept drawing circles in the palm of her hand with her head down. Her heart beat faster, and her smile grew brighter recently. She pressed her ear to the dragon's chest, listening carefully to his heartbeat.
Then, the dragon gently lifted Mingsha's head and looked carefully at the beautiful face and attractive eyes. Slowly, it got closer. The lips of the two were pressed together, and the four lips seemed to be four petals pressed together with the warm breeze.
Soft and soft, this is the feeling of kissing, as if it is about to melt each other, it is really wonderful. To be precise, it should be an indescribable experience, almost all the cells on the lips have reached the most sensitive period, and the two of them can fully feel the strong stimulation brought by each other's lips, each other's tongues, and each other's kisses. This most direct manifestation of love, without the slightest whitewashing, is only manifested in the most direct way.
Through the contact between the lips and the lips to fully feel the love that contains the body temperature, the interweaving of the tongue will be the most sincere emotions to the other party without reservation, soft lips and dexterous tongue is the most perfect embodiment of love. Exchanging feelings from each other and impacting the depths of each other's hearts, kissing is such a wonderful experience.
Mingsha closed her eyes softly, her eyelashes fluttering in the cold night wind, and the tips of their hearts beating like fawns between the two of them. The intense love accelerates the heartbeat between each other and sublimates the wonderful feeling of kissing.
At this time, scattered snowflakes began to fall in the sky, and the snowflakes looked particularly beautiful against the backdrop of the street lamps. The cold night sky, the white snowflakes, the dim street lamps, the quiet little park, the lovers in love, even the most beautiful spectacle at this moment will be much less than the spectacle.
"Today's forecast is not accurate. On the balcony, Kubi looked at the snowflakes floating outside the window and muttered to himself.
And in the small park, Mingsha snuggled up in the arms of the dragon like a cat, and she looked at the beautiful snowflakes with a happy smile on her face.
"The snow in November is so beautiful!"
"yes, it's beautiful. ”