Chapter 146: Unwilling!

When Zou Ping opened his eyes again, he found that he had become a beggar, Zou Ping smiled bitterly in his heart, isn't it, he has spent so many life illusions on the second layer of the killing space, and now he is coming, you spare me.

But this time, Zou Ping felt the difference from the Killing Space Illusion, as for what was the difference, Zou Ping couldn't say it in his heart, this was just a feeling in Zou Ping's undertone.

At the age of five and begging, at the age of ten worshiped into the immortal gate, and then began to become an immortal cultivator, in this life, Zou Ping did not have any special adventures, just an ordinary immortal disciple, in the immortal gate and a woman to tie the knot, live together.

Finally, when he was cultivating for 1,500 years, he went out to practice and was killed by killing others, and Zou Ping also woke up in this illusion, but Zou Ping's heart was extremely puzzled, because the life just now seemed to be his personal experience, but it seemed that Zou Ping was just a spectator, and this feeling made Zou Ping puzzled.

Opening his eyes, Zou Ping looked at the heart demon karmic fire that spread to his body and began to burn his body and soul little by little, Zou Ping kept a trace of clarity in his heart, and began the test of this heart demon karmic fire, the life just now was just an entry-level test, and now it is the real thing.

I saw Zou Ping sitting in the flames, the raging fire burned, and the lotus-like flames approached Zou Ping's body, and then began to burn Zou Ping's body.

Zizi!

The sound of a flame burning the flesh came out, Zou Ping's eyebrows furrowed slightly, feeling the pain in the flesh, and his heart still remained so clear and calm, the heart demon karma fire, the heart demon karma fire, listening to its name, I also knew that this kind of flame was probably inducing the inner demons in people's hearts, not as simple as simply burning the flesh.

Sure enough, the lotus-like flames began to attack Zou Ping's mind, entered above Zou Ping's sea of consciousness, and rushed towards Zou Ping's soul like a hungry tiger pounced on food.

This is the heart demon karmic fire that the immortal cultivators of the immortal king stage can't bear, and they are not so confident in themselves, Zou Ping is not arrogant to the point that his soul strength is stronger than that of the people in the realm of the immortal king, even if he has been tempered by the second layer of the killing space, but the gap between Zou Ping's soul strength and the immortal cultivators in the realm of the immortal king is still like an unbridgeable chasm.

The first lotus flame finally touched Zou Ping's soul, but in a short moment when it was touched, Zou Ping felt a shock to his soul, a hot pain went straight into his soul, a kind of confusion, pain, sadness and other negative emotions came from the depths of his soul, and the lotus-like heart demon karmic fire also disappeared on Zou Ping's soul, and seemed to be integrated with the soul.

And the overwhelming heart demon karmic fire did not give Zou Ping a buffer time, but rushed to Zou Ping's soul one after another, and the heart demon karmic fire was integrated into Zou Ping's soul, and it seemed to be absorbed, but Zou Ping couldn't say it.

Every heart demon karmic fire is integrated into his heart, Zou Ping can feel the impact of a negative emotion, the impact brought by a heart demon karmic fire Zou Ping can easily resist it, but these thousands of heart demon karmic fire are integrated into Zou Ping's soul little by little, and the impact of the negative emotions also makes Zou Ping from the original easy response to difficult resistance.

Zou Ping felt that the impact was getting bigger and bigger, the defenses he had set up were collapsing, and his mind was falling little by little, Zou Ping knew all this, but Zou Ping didn't have a chance to fight back, he could only feel that his mind was falling, and the clarity in his heart was declining little by little.

Why should I insist? I want to give up, and then easily return to Xiaoqian World to be a free man, and spend the rest of my life with my family and lovers.

Why do you want to cultivate immortals? Why do you suffer so much? Isn't it good to live your life peacefully and happily?

What have you gained by cultivating for so long? In the eyes of those powerful people, I am still like an ant, and I will not pay attention to it.

What is the purpose of such a desperate struggle? Give up, you will live a happier life after giving up, and you will be happier after giving up.

Give it up... Give it up...

A thought constantly surrounded Zou Ping's heart, making Zou Ping's eyes gray.

......

Zou Ping seemed to be in a dark world, Zou Ping stood up, constantly looking at the words around him to give up, but the only bit of clarity in Zou Ping's heart told himself that all this was an illusion, and all this was a ghost caused by the heart demon karmic fire.

But the three words 'give up' kept appearing in front of Zou Ping's eyes, that is, Zou Ping closed his eyes, and those three words still appeared in front of Zou Ping's eyes, and there were constantly voices in his ears, and every voice was calling for himself to give up.

"Son, give up, return to the arms of my father, and live a happy life as a family......"

"Ping, don't you want us, come back, let's go to a happy life together......"

"Zou Ping, don't you love us, how can you bear to leave us alone in the small world, come back..."

"Ping, you left us here, we are so lonely, we miss you so much, don't cultivate immortals anymore..."

"Son, mother will always love you, mother misses you so much now, come back quickly..."

"Dad, Dad, where are you?Woowoo~, we miss Dad, where are you, Dad......"

......

A shout came into Zou Ping's ears, Zou Ping's heart was constantly painful, and his heart was constantly dripping blood, indeed, he gave up all his relatives, lovers, and children, just for the sake of cultivating immortals, what is this for?

Why do I have to cultivate immortals? Why do I have to suffer so much? Why do I have to walk alone on this long road? Why do I have to suffer so much injustice?

"Oh my God, why the hell is that?"

Many unwillingness finally turned into a roar, Zou Ping looked at the pitch-black space angrily, after some venting, Zou Ping's heart was still covered by many negative emotions, but Zou Ping's heart flashed a glimmer of light.

What exactly is this for?

No, no, cultivating immortals is the path you choose, and suffering is also your own volition, no one forces you, and it is also your own choice to walk on this lonely road, why should you be unwilling? Why are you confused? When did your heart become so cowardly?

Giving up your relatives just to make their lives better in the future, walking on this road is also your own choice, why should you regret it, isn't all this your own choice?

Since it is my own choice, then why is it unwilling? How can I regret it? All this is just a strange way of demon karma, I will never regret the choice I have made in Zou Ping, even if I am lonely? But my heart has never been lonely, because what I carry on my body is exactly what I have chosen.

I wanted to avenge my master and generals, so I chose to cultivate immortals......

I wanted to officially stand by Jiang Ruoxue's side and bear everything she carried, so I chose to cultivate immortals......

I wanted to break out of this vast immortal cultivation world and open up a stable path for everyone in the small world, so I chose to cultivate immortals......

In order for his children to be able to go farther on the road of cultivating immortals, he chose to cultivate immortals......

In order to protect those who are important to him, he chooses to cultivate immortals......

I want to have strong strength, so I choose to cultivate immortals......

All of this is exactly what you have chosen, so how can you regret it? All these things are the path you have chosen, how can you be unwilling in your heart?

Zou Ping's heart is no longer confused, all the negative emotions are gradually weakening, what appears in Zou Ping's heart is a firm thought, Zou Ping opened his eyes again, all the darkness in front of him is dissipating, and a trace of light appears.

Appearing in front of Zou Ping's eyes again is no longer the boundless darkness and negative emotions, what appears in front of Zou Ping's eyes again is still the boundless heart demon karmic fire, and the lotus-shaped heart demon karmic fire is still like a moth to the fire towards Zou Ping's soul, but Zou Ping smiled slightly, and no longer set up any barriers in his heart, allowing countless heart demon karmic fires to integrate into his soul.

Don't regret the path you choose, and don't be unwilling to do what you choose, because all this is your own choice, because all this is what you are willing to bear.

Zou Ping smiled slightly, and even laughed out in this raging fire, the boundless negative emotions still existed, but Zou Ping knew that his heart would not be affected by this negative emotion anymore, because his heart had been enlightened, his mind had been determined, and his mind was in his heart all the time, so why was he confused?

Looking at this boundless heart demon karmic fire, Zou Ping stood up, his eyes bloomed with a trace of essence, and he shouted in his mouth: "The heart has been understood, the mind has been determined, the soul has been settled, I, Zou Ping, am not confused, so I will fight hard in this long road of cultivating immortals, not only for myself, but also for the love in my heart." ”

A shout seemed to express the firmness in his heart, and it seemed to be a commitment to heaven and earth, but at this time, Zou Ping's eyes were extremely clear, and the heart demon karmic fire that spread all over the world had dissipated at this time, and what appeared in front of Zou Ping's eyes was a lotus-like flame, this flame was only the size of a thumb nail, but Zou Ping could feel the terrifying power from it......

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