Chapter 13: The Battle of the Dragons Section 114 The Inability to Overcome Your Own Emotions (I)
Chapter 13: The Battle of the Dragons, Section 114: Unable to Defeat Yourself (I)
Li Yijian looked at Narcissus who stood up in amazement, watching more blood gush out of her mouth with every step she took. 【Reading.com】
This palm was not intended to kill people, so Narcissus would not be fatal because of it.
However, the pain of killing palm power is extraordinary, Li Yijian has been in the Flying Immortal Sect for a long time, and he knows that there are many palm strengths in the Flying Immortal Sect, such as ten kinds of life-killing ones, and the pain of each kind is unbearable. In the history of the Flying Immortal Sect, there were only two people who could withstand ten kinds of palm strength with a fighting will, Akiba and Qiyue.
There were only more than thirty people who could withstand its strength, and more than a dozen of them were enemies of the Flying Immortal Sect.
Li Yijian once wanted to challenge the pain of palm strength like July, but in the end he failed.
At that time, he realized that it was difficult to endure the pain of these palms by relying on mere will. Because there are few people whose normal willpower is as strong as Autumn Leaves and July.
Narcissus will also not possess the will to fight of Autumn Leaves and July. What sustained her to be able to endure this pain and stand up at this moment was by no means because of her will, which had surpassed countless people.
There must be something else that is supporting her.
Narcissus was tormented by the pain caused by the strength of the palm, but then, still unswervingly raised his palm, walked towards Li Yijian step by step, and shouted, "I want you to kill you today"
This palm was extremely slow, and his strength was not enough to pose any threat to Li Yijian.
When it hit Li Yijian's chest firmly, the force of the shock made Narcissus's internal organs more traumatized, and he vomited a mouthful of black blood.
After Narcissus eased the pain caused by the anti-shock force a little, she withdrew her palm, took out her palm, and hit Li Yijian's chest again, this time, she vomited more blood.
Li Yijian stared closely at the woman in front of him who was determined to kill herself, seeing that she was still struggling to attack, obviously wanting to use the injury of the shock to commit suicide.
When Narcissus retracted her palm again and pushed her palm out, Li Yijian grabbed her wrists on both hands.
"Why do you have to die?"
Narcissus clenched her teeth and looked determined not to speak, but it didn't take long for her to be unable to suppress her inner emotions and cry involuntarily.
At this time, Li Yijian's anger had already disappeared, and his voice couldn't help but become soft.
"Why do you have to die?"
Narcissus cries even more wantonly......
After half a sound, he stabilized his mood a little, and said softly, "Born in a Qinglou like me, it is originally contemptuous. shouldn't have been extravagant for love, but after hearing about Li Dayan's matter, he often couldn't help but reverie and worry about his stomach. I shouldn't have done that to you...... However, I didn't know what was wrong with me at the time, and I couldn't control myself at all. I also know that it is defiling you, and it is impossible to get your forgiveness if you say anything, I was originally a person from a humble background, so I despise you even more, and I am the most brazen ** woman in your eyes in this life. What's the point of living like this? I just want you to kill me, even if I am sorry for you and let me pay with my life, you will no longer hate and despise me so much, will you? I only beg you, kill me—you are a person who knows love, even if you look down on and do not believe the words of a lowly woman like me, you should always believe how sad it is to be trapped and tortured by love, I dare not expect you to forgive, I just beg you to kill me......"
Li Yijian looked at the face in front of him.
The drenched long, bleeding and pale face, the dream-like beautiful eyes contain sad tears, and the blood gushing from the corners of the mouth flows down the chin to the neck, flowing through the plump **......
Her naked body was originally so filthy and dirty in Li Yijian's eyes, but at the moment she felt so beautiful, and her whole person seemed to be exuding a holy and white light......
Li Yijian believes that he is the person who knows true love best in the world.
At this moment, listening to Narcissus's words, I thought about the shock and emotion that her death-begging behavior gave him.
The original resentment and anger dissipated unconsciously.
Narcissus looked at Li Yijian expectantly with pleading eyes, only begging him to agree and give her a relief.
But she felt that her body suddenly flew off the ground, and she felt that Li Yijian was holding her in her arms.
Immediately afterwards, he felt that Li Yijian hooked her skirt with his feet and covered her body, so he hugged her and went straight back to the bathroom in the side hall of the East Palace.
Li Yijian ran very fast, lest he be seen by the palace maids or patrols, so he walked where there were obstacles.
Fortunately, the drizzling rain made the maids reluctant to walk outside, and the palace guards had not yet reached the East Palace at this time.
It's raining incessantly.
The step was already wet.
Until Li Yijian left with Narcissus in his arms, he still hung in mid-air in a cross-legged posture.
He's been watching here just now. Originally, he wouldn't do such a thing, but he was too curious about what Narcissus was doing today. So he became a voyeur on the sidelines.
And Li Yijian and Narcissus didn't even notice that there was an observer above their heads.
At this moment, most of the doubts of the startling immortals were solved.
The reason why Narcissus is so abnormal is because she fell in love with Li Yijian.
The involuntarily and forgetful physical and mental devotion in the bathroom seems to be also because of love.
'I also love to worship the moon and the stars, why don't I experience it this way?'
This question was not answered.
He flapped his black wings of light, flew to the ground in a flash, and flew straight back to the East Palace from the other side of the garden.
The side hall of the East Palace, the bathroom.
Narcissus was flattered, and was pleasantly surprised, at the mercy of Li Yijian.
Li Yijian poured out the potion in the wooden barrel, asked her where she could get hot water, and after a while, he came back with the bucket of hot water at the right temperature, and without saying a word, he hugged Narcissus and went in, washing her head, face, neck, and shoulders......
After being busy for a while, I wiped her dry for a long time, asked her where she lived, ran over alone to get the dress of the narcissus, and picked out the blue one.
He didn't shy away from putting it on for Narcissus, and then carried her back to live and put her down on the bed.
From beginning to end, Li Yijian had nothing else to say except asking.
Narcissus, on the other hand, was full of doubts, flattered and hopeful, but also felt that it was impossible. I wanted to ask countless times, but I was afraid that as soon as I opened my mouth, the happiness I enjoyed in front of me and I couldn't dare to hope for it would be immediately gone.
It wasn't until Li Yijian covered her with a thin quilt and turned around to leave that she dared and had to speak.
"Li Daxiao, you, don't you blame Narcissus?"
Li Yijian stood on his feet, half loud, and then said indifferently, "There is a reason for the incident, and it is irreparable, it is pointless to blame or not." Since the girl is a lover, Li only hopes that you will not despise yourself so much. What's more, there is no choice for the fate of a girl, and the past should not be mindful. Now that the girl can control her own destiny, she should cherish herself and control herself. The girl's past is a helpless tragedy caused by fate, but the girl's future, whether it is good or bad, respectable or despised, is in the hands of the girl herself. Li Mou's words are all this, the girl's injury is not light, so she can rest. Farewell"
Narcissus listened, from disbelief to tears.
She never thought that Li Yijian would be able to forgive her, but listening to these words, she felt that this was what Li Dayan would say as a matter of course. Something that will be done as a matter of course.
Seeing that Li Yijian was about to leave after speaking, the cognitive ability she had cultivated in Fengyue Place since she was a child made her immediately realize that although Li Yijian said that he forgave her, he would never meet her again after this departure.
Narcissus doesn't feel greedy at the moment, she feels that people are trying to have more on the basis of what they have. This is human nature, and it is this nature that motivates people to climb higher and have more.
Originally, she thought that being forgiven was a luxury, but at this moment, her extravagant hope was to have this man.
"Where is Li Daxia going?"
"The girl doesn't have to ask. ”
Seeing that Li Yijian didn't look back, Narcissus was anxious, racking his brains to think about his idea, but he had a way before Li Yijian walked out of the bedroom door.
"If Li Daxia stays with Narcissus, if I don't know if Li Daxia really forgives Narcissus, then I still can't live with the face"
Li Yijian couldn't help but freeze, and said with some annoyance: "Why is the girl so stubborn, Li has already said it, forgive the girl." ”
Seeing that this was really effective, Narcissus couldn't help but feel relieved, and finally held him back for the time being. couldn't help but quickly identify Li Yijian's character weaknesses, knowing that he was indeed as kind as rumored, and he was willing to consider the weak and be more compassionate.
"Li Daxia forgive me. It's not that Narcissus wants to spend the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, it's just that many people in this world say forgiveness, but their hearts hide resentment. Li Dali is kind-hearted, chivalrous, and has always sympathized with the weak. At this moment, he saw that Narcissus was pitiful, so he felt sympathy and said forgiveness. However, whether the heart is angry or not, Narcissus does not know. If Li Daxia is like this, Narcissus feels that it is better for him to die to atone for his sins, which can slightly reduce the resentment in Li Daxia's heart and make Li Daxia less troubled. You don't have to grit your teeth in anger every time you think of narcissus. ”
When Li Yijian heard this, he said loudly, "I, Li Yijian, have kept my promises in my life, and I said that I forgave the girl today, that is, I really forgave the girl." ”
There was no basis for his words, and Narcissus only felt that Li Daxiao was sympathizing with poor Narcissus, so he said forgiveness to comfort him. ”
Narcissus said, his tone deliberately depressed, full of guilt and unbearable.
When Li Yijian heard this, he was angry and angry.
The girl said, how can I believe Li's words. ”
Narcissus waited for him to say this, but he deliberately made a temporary thought, and thought for a while before he spoke, "If Li Daqi really forgave Narcissus, he should not even look at Narcissus and feel dirty, ugly, and disgusted." Now that Li Daxia has always turned his back, how can Narcissus not be suspicious?"