Chapter 21: Let It Be
After the two left the school gate.
"Jiang Ye, you are good everywhere, but you are a little narcissistic. ”
Gu Shishi said helplessly.
"Where's the narcissism...... Your cousins say I'm handsome. ”
"Cousin, what cousin?"
"They say it's your cousin, don't you know?"
"Cousin Beylebele?"
"Yes, that's them. ”
Gu Shishi was a little confused when she heard this, "How do you know them?"
Jiang Ye told her about the situation in the Star Beast Arena.
"You also promised to go with me to my cousin's house......"
Gu Shishi's eyes widened when she heard the end, "Isn't that in front of them, do you confirm our relationship even more, are you floating......?"
"It's not taken into account. Jiang Ye said helplessly.
"I've graduated. ”
Gu Shishi thought of something and sighed lightly, "Is our relationship unnecessary...... I decided some time ago that when I graduated, I would ......"
"Break up?" Jiang Ye was stunned.
“...... Well. ”
"Oh well. Jiang Ye nodded when he heard this, "Since you have already decided, it's not good to go against your decision, let's break up." ”
“...... Well. ”
Gu Shishi didn't feel any joy when she heard this, but felt a sense of loss in her heart......
"Wow, I'm single. ”
Jiang Ye said happily, "Shishi, the breakup is over, let's get back together after enjoying being single." ”
"What?" Gu Shishi listened a little dumbfounded.
"It's time to get back together. ”
"Ah......h
"If you don't refuse, even if you agree. Jiang Ye smiled and said, "We're back together now...... You don't want to think about it, our university is also a school, there is no need to break up at all, let's go, go to dinner. ”
“...... Well. ”
Gu Shishi was a little stunned and walked into a restaurant with him.
...
The two of them had a fun lunch.
Jiang Ye sent Gu Shishi to the nearest intersection of her house and stopped.
Gu Shishi looked at him, "I'm not in a hurry to go to my cousin's house, I miss them a lot, but I work hard in high school, and I rarely go out to play, so I don't go to their house anymore...... Your attention is on the game right now, and you can go back when the game is over. ”
Jiang Ye nodded, "Well, my attention right now is indeed on the competition, this event is more challenging and difficult than I expected, and I have to be more serious." ”
Gu Shishi said, "I'll take a day off today, and I'll go for a run with you tomorrow." ”
Jiang Ye smiled and said, "You're obviously going to paint...... Okay, don't fret, goodbye. ”
"Goodbye. Gu Shishi also smiled and waved.
The two parted at the intersection.
Gu Shishi returned home.
Passing by the living room.
"I'm going to pick you up at noon. Liu Meiqiu sat on the sofa and looked at her.
"I didn't see you. Gu Shishi was stunned.
"But I saw you and Jiang Ye. Liu Meiqiu said.
Gu Shishi's face was slightly red, and she didn't dare to look at her.
"Have you graduated, have you broken up?" asked Liu Meiqiu again.
“...... Didn't work out. Gu Shishi whispered.
Liu Meiqiu was amused by her and laughed, "Okay, I won't tease you, just explain your relationship to your parents if you think about it, I won't interfere." ”
"Hmm. ”
Gu Shishi returned to her room.
She sat at her desk for a long time.
It's the college entrance examination.
She found that she had so much time now, as if she couldn't run out of it.
But she has never been in the habit of killing time, and she doesn't know what to do for a while.
She thought about her thoughts, and finally took out the thick journal and opened it with the password.
I started writing a journal again.
Before high school, she actually didn't have the habit of keeping a diary.
After listening to the teacher say that the diary can exercise her writing, she wrote it for three years.
The first period of writing a diary is a bit difficult to do, and if you accidentally forget the diary of that day, and after a period of time, the diary becomes a habit, a habit that you can't forget every day.
This thick diary records everything she has done for three years.
Originally, she used to exercise her writing, but now it is like recording her life.
She cherished this diary.
I feel that if I am attacked by a star beast now, then the first thing is to take it and run away.
Turn the diary to the latest page.
Start writing in your journal for today.
"Today is the second day of the college entrance examination, and I still played super well like yesterday, I have completed all the questions, and I still have time to check twice, which is better than the previous mock exams. ”
"The moment I heard the bell, I had mixed feelings and felt the urge to cry, but I couldn't cry in the exam room. ”
"After coming out of the examination room, I saw Jiang Ye come to pick me up. ”
I couldn't help but hug him and cry for a while. ”
"This guy didn't know if he wanted to make me laugh, and he started narcissistic again, and I was ashamed to drag him away. ”
Then unconsciously talked about the issue of breaking up after graduation. ”
"I didn't expect him to really agree to break up, however, only broke up, probably, there were three seconds, he announced that he was back together, I really want to drop things, this is not a breakup, okay...... can only be regarded as a failure to break up. ”
"Aunt Liu has always said that I am a little stupid in some way, but I am not. ”
"During this time, I have been sensitively aware. ”
She stopped at this point.
I started thinking about this time.
She thought about it for a while, and when she thought of something, her face was slightly red, and she wrote slowly in a juanxiu font.
"The perception of him is different from everyone else. ”
"But I can't be sure. ”
"I watch the love on TV is so vigorous, unswerving, willing to die for each other, not only TV series are like that, a lot of love is said so. ”
"I tried to die for Jiang Ye...... It's over, I'm so unwilling, life is so beautiful, I don't want it, I think it's so terrible, I don't want to die. ”
"So I don't feel like love. ”
"However, Jiang Ye feels really different about me. ”
"I feel inexplicably comfortable with him. ”
"I feel inexplicably happy to talk to him. ”
"A lot of times I think of him inexplicably. ”
"When I think of him, my mood fluctuates a lot, happy, hesitant, annoyed, etc., ......"
"It's weird, it's not clear......"
"Come to think of it, we're still in a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship......"
"The relationship with him is even more unclear and confused. ”
"I don't know what to do with this strange relationship. ”
"My two cousins have been teaching me to be decisive in killing, and not to hesitate to do things, but to be resolute. ”
"But I feel that it may be so difficult to break up with Jiang Ye. ”
"It's a little fun to think that I'm going to paint with him tomorrow...... I can't break up in this state. ”
"But it's not love. ”
"Aunt Liu said that I want to think about how to explain my relationship with Jiang Ye to my parents. ”
"Where can I think of how to explain it, but I've been like this for three years, and I'm not afraid of being scolded by my parents, in fact, I'm bolder than I imagined. ”
"It's like hugging Jiang Ye and crying at the school gate today. ”
"But what should I do now? ”
Here she stopped her pen.
I thought about it for a long time.
Write the last few words.
"Let it be. ”
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