Chapter 438: Irretrievable

After the fire monkey finished speaking to Yifeng, he saw the book ceremony next to him and said, "Fourth junior brother, you can go with us." ”

"Where to go?" Shuli asked with a frown.

"You'll know when you go." The fire monkey seemed reluctant to say more.

At this time, Ben Qian, who was silently watching Yifeng from a distance, and Xuanluan, who was clinging to her, also came over, and when they saw the three of them mysteriously going somewhere, Ben Qian stopped them and asked, "Senior Brother Fire Monkey, where are you going?" ”

The fire monkey glanced back at Ben Qian, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Ben Qian, you wait in the barracks, we will be back soon, don't worry, there is no danger." ”

Then beckoned to Xuanluan, it was the first time for Xuanluan to see the fire monkey so serious, and he didn't dare to argue with him as usual, so he obediently stepped forward.

The fire monkey said: "The place we are going to is a little far, and you will drive us over faster, and I will show you the way." ”

Without saying much, the black qi on Xuanluan's body surged, and he turned back into the body of Xuanluan in the Nine Prisons.

The fire monkey pulled a wind, and the book ceremony rose to the sky together, flying to Xuanluan's back, and then after Xuanluan circled a little, the divine wings flapped, and disappeared in an instant.

Ben Qian looked at their departing figures and fell into deep thought.

She has been back to Yifeng for a while, but the feelings she thought were very firm before seem to have begun to be mixed with some impurities, making this relationship seem less pure.

She loves Yifeng, there's no doubt about that.

All the calamities experienced by Yifeng, she is almost by his side, it can be said that she is a witness to Yifeng's growth, but also a witness to accompany him through the wind and rain, she witnessed Yifeng step by step from the back of his brothers and sisters, step by step to save the burden of Buddhism on his shoulders, in this process, his bloodshed sacrifice and pain, she sees it in her eyes, but suffering makes people grow, every time the calamity and suffering befall him, he will always emit an unexpected, firm and persistent light, It was this glow that became what drew him to her.

However, time will change everything after all, since she knew her own background, she has seen the world from a different perspective, she knows more stories about doom and calamity, her mother gave her life for her feelings, and she is still suffering in the devil's sky, and her father is also suffering from longing in the world, which makes her begin to understand that a good relationship may not have a perfect ending, which is also what she is most worried about now.

Ever since that day she had searched for a wind in the Battle of the Southwest Ancient Road and saved his life, her worries had not stopped.

Indeed, at that time, she felt that Yifeng and her heart were connected, she and Yifeng had an intimate act, all this became different, she gave her whole body and mind to Yifeng, and the special aura on Yifeng's body also made her feel at ease.

This aura is emitted by the magic of Shura, and she has introduced many things about Shura Dao to Yifeng in detail, and also made him understand the danger of Shura's magic power.

But it is this kind of breath that gives her the feeling of being in the same breath as Yifeng, and the key technique she is cultivating now is the Shura Dao, and the Shura magic on Yifeng's body allows her to sense Yifeng's mind all the time, and the trigger of the first heart-to-heart connection may be inseparable from this Shura magic power.

However, in the company of Poya, the top powerhouse of the Shura Dao, she understood a lot of things about the Shura Dao, especially learned that the magic of Shura is more terrible and dangerous than the karma of Shura, and everyone who is contaminated with the magic of Shura is gambling with their lives.

This kind of danger even if her mother, the previous Buddha, will inevitably fall into the Demon Heaven and become a vassal of the Demon Heaven, and will never be able to escape. Then for Yifeng, it is also facing such a danger at any time.

But Yifeng's life is no longer his life alone, his life is related to the lives of thousands of Buddhists in the entire Dawu Kingdom, and he is burdened with a heavy and sacred mission.

Therefore, Ben Qian fell into a very painful entanglement of contradictions, and the magic of Shura on Yifeng's body gave her a warm sense of belonging, just like finding the only person who had a heart to heart with each other in the dark night, but the price of this heart connection was likely to be the lives of the two of them, just like Ben Qian was tasting poisonous sugar all the time, sweet and dangerous.

She wanted Yifeng to continue to have this kind of aura, but she was also worried about the harm it would cause him, so was it selfish?

In addition, although Yifeng can communicate with her, he does not put more thoughts on her, his current thoughts are to save the Buddha, the Northwest Buddhism, the Jiangnan Buddhism, the Northern Buddhism, the Northeast Buddhism, his heart is only these, he thinks day and night is not the morning and twilight, but the vast and far-reaching future.

For Yifeng's current identity, he can't give her more, but after Ben Qian tasted the sweetness, although she was reluctant to suppress it, she did want more responses from Yifeng, she didn't want Yifeng to do these things in her heart, she just wanted to escape with him to a secret realm where no one cared about, to live her own life forever, that is the real pleasure and joy, human nature is greedy, isn't it?

When selfishness and greed are involved in this relationship, the original pure feelings will inevitably change.

This made Ben Qian begin to question herself, she has now become extremely sensitive, and every move of Yifeng now involves her heart, making her contradictory and entangled, blaming herself in the painful entanglement, and even wanting to punish herself.

Just like now, Yifeng and his two senior brothers went to an unknown place, and even deliberately excluded themselves, Yifeng didn't say anything, what are they going to do? Why did Yifeng abandon himself? Why didn't he speak for himself?

With a woman's intuition, what Yifeng does must have a major relationship with Yifeng, so since Yifeng has the same heart as himself, why does he avoid himself?

Just when Ben Qian fell back into a sour depression, Po Ya in the distance took everything in her eyes.

She knows Ben Qian's inner thoughts very well, and it must be very painful for a relationship that is clearly heart-to-heart but can't ask for more, but can't get a response from time to time, which is why she warned Ben Qian at the beginning, women can't rely too much on men to live, otherwise they will lose themselves.

Moreover, for Ben Qian, this matter is more dangerous than any woman who encounters this kind of thing, which Ben Qian herself is not aware of, that is, her sensitivity and the idea that she began to lean to the extreme are all affected by the Shura Dao she cultivated, and the Shura magic absorbed from the Eightfold Demon Heaven in her body.

Shura Dao, this is the way of cultivation to release her desires, if she deliberately hides and suppresses her desires, it will make her suffer more intense pain, she may not feel it now, and after a long time, when she releases the magic power of Shura to exert Shura's magical powers, at that time, she can feel this feeling of ten thousand arrows piercing her heart.

Not only that, but if she is not controlled, she will eventually follow her mother's old path, and will become more sensitive, violent, vicious, and vicious, and become a real Shura, a demonic Shura in the human world.

Po Ya felt that she was not qualified to persuade her, and she didn't want to persuade her, because she knew that Ben Qian couldn't do it, just like a fate that was everywhere and couldn't resist.

Po Ya is the first Shura Dao woman to try the feeling of ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, but she will never be the last, she is also the one who witnessed Ben Qian's mother becoming a Demon Heaven Shura, but Ben Qian's mother will not be the last.

Even, Po Ya envied Ben Qian's mother, she couldn't help laughing at herself, instead of being so painful, it was better to be like Ben Qian's mother, completely release her desires, compared to being punished by the gods and Buddhas afterwards, and being imprisoned by the Demon Heaven Shura Heavenly King and the Shura Dao Law, at least at that time, she dared to love and hate, so that she would not be so painful and suffer from unbearable divine injuries now.

Things are irreversible, and even being in them can't be stopped, which is the saddest part of fate.