Chapter Thirty-Eight: I Decided to Give Up
"My boyfriend is in the hospital, I'm afraid it's not convenient. ”
Lu Jia finally began to have a sense of precaution, and knew that people he didn't know couldn't be let into the house casually.
"He told me......" Yao Yao said in a hurry, "No, I mean he told me at the beginning that I would look for him at any time when I arrived in Yantai." I'm sorry, I didn't know he was hospitalized. Is he okay?"
Lu Jia shook her head, she had her back to me, and I couldn't see her expression.
In the end, Lu Jia, like me, still compromised. Yao Yao used her very effective tears again. I watched her busy settling Yao Yao there, what a kind girl, I can't be with her, it's my life......
When Lu Jia fell asleep again, I woke her up in her dream. First we met again after a long absence, and then I taught her a lesson. It's okay this time, I brought people back. What if it's a bad guy next time?
"She said she's your friend. Lu Jia still looked innocent.
"She said she was my friend, and you believed it. ”
"She knows your name. ”
"That's what I told her. ”
"Huh?"
So I explained to her what was going on tonight. Of course, the three men in black were omitted. There is also the fact that what happened was not so violent and bloody, and it was full of fairy tale-like atmosphere. When it comes to nervousness, she laughs.
"It turns out that there is really a profession of exorcism and demon hunting. Lu Jia reacted the same as me at the beginning, "That girl is so young, and she also does such an incredible thing." By the way, how can she see you and talk to you? ”
"I don't know about that, maybe she has some special powers. Why don't you ask her? ”
Lu Jia was not embarrassed to ask Yao Yao how she could see me. She just asked if I was still at home and she knew the answer to the question.
"If you have anything to say, I can relay it to him for you. Yao Yao ate the breakfast Lu Jia made for her, and said very "generously".
"Thank you. ”
Then she said to me again, "If you have anything to say, I can tell your girlfriend too." ”
"No need, I can hear him talking, you hurry up and eat yours. I was beaten half to death last night, and now I can eat it like this. Pigs. ”
"Did you go to her dreams at night?"
How could she know about this kind of thing, it was like the two of us making out in the room, but this guy ran to the door to eavesdrop, and the next day he hyped up how loud and ambiguous our voices were.
"How do you know?"
"I guess there's only one way you can do it. She said, "You know what, it's bad for her." ”
"Harmful?" I was startled, "What's harm?"
"You appear frequently in her dreams, distorting her natural reactions, and for a long time, if you don't come to her dreams one day, she will go crazy, and after a long time, she will go crazy because of her dreams. ”
"And such a thing?" of course I didn't believe it, "don't fool me, be careful that I'll drive you away now." ”
"If you don't believe it, if you don't drive me anyway, I'll leave today. ”
"Then tell me how you saw me, and is there a way for Lu Jia to see me too. "At this time, I can't care so much, she has a tendon, and she probably tells the truth. Then I can't force Lu Jia to dream of me anymore, I have to think of a way to make us communicate.
"I can see that you have practiced it, well, since you were a child. ”
"I can do it too. ”
Lu Jia watched Yao Yao talk to the air on the side, and couldn't interject, but finally seized the opportunity and hurriedly grabbed a sentence.
"You're so old, you can't practice anymore......" completely extinguished Lu Jia's positive surname.
"Is there any other easy way to do that?" I knew I wouldn't have to follow them from a young age.
"Yes, there is, but the materials are more difficult to get. ”
Say. "You can't communicate with someone with this kind of intelligence a little bit of mud.
"Soul chasing grass and boy eyebrows. After the soul chasing grass is smashed with the blood of the eyebrows, apply it to your girlfriend's eyebrows, and she will be able to see you temporarily. ”
"Tong Zimei's blood is to break the door of the child's head and get some blood, isn't it?" I tried to understand it in layman's terms.
"That's right. ”
That's good, this thing is easy to get around, and it's already halfway there.
"What is the Soul Chaser Grass?"
"This ...... It's a legendary thing. I also listened to my father, it was a kind of grass buried in the graves of the dead in the extreme yin land. ”
"Slow down, where is the land of extreme yin. "Whether it's legendary or not, I'll figure it out first.
"Heaven and earth are yellow, the universe is desolate, and the two instruments are divided into two instruments, which are yin and yang. ”
"Let you say slowly, I didn't let you make these useless things. "I'm so worried about this girl's IQ.
"Heaven and earth can be divided into yin and yang, that is, geographically, there is only yin and yang. Because yin and yang are mixed, many places are not just yang or yin. ”
I understand this, and I also said it in the novel.
"The place of extreme yin is the place where only yin energy flows, and no yang energy passes through. ”
"Ordinary people can't distinguish between yin and yang at all, and it's normal to bury the dead in the place of extreme yin. ”
It's not impossible for me to find this consideration?
"But if it's a person who dies in vain, and even if the previous ones are all in line, it doesn't necessarily mean that you will be able to grow soul chasing grass. ”
Isn't that the same as not saying?
"Is that a dead person who has become a powerful ghost and comes out to do evil to grow soul chasing grass?"
"I don't know. She couldn't hear the annoyance in my tone, and replied quite seriously.
When Yao Yao was leaving, Lu Jia planned to give her some money, at least to buy food. She didn't ask for it either, just a few packets of instant noodles.
"Isn't it pitiful for a girl's family to run so far and be helpless. Lu Jia watched Yao Yao disappear into the corridor at the door.
It's really pitiful, the first time I met a ghost in my life, I didn't accept it, but sent someone under the fence. It must have been a humiliating feeling.
This matter passed like this, Lu Jia still had to go to work, and I was alone thinking about what happened last night. This was a big thing that changed my worldview and outlook on life, but I was made to cry and laugh by a fledgling half-hung female exorcist. But what she said made sense, those three men might really have something to do with me. Or they really want to take advantage of me, or are already using me.
On the side of the Ming Dynasty, the bones that I designated as being bombed are gone. As for the rest of the matter, I can't be involved. I'm afraid it's hard to go back, and the matter of finding Mu Wen also makes me happy. I also took a special look at Zhang Lele, and Xia Rumei, the wife of the fake "Mou Wen", was really carved out of the same mold.
In the evening, Lu Jia went home and began to check the soul chasing grass on the Internet, except for finding some strange novels that appeared, there was no reliable information at all.
I saw that she was so persistent that she didn't sleep until midnight, and I felt uncomfortable, but I couldn't tell her. In fact, I asked Yao Yao if I pulled out the life-sustaining tube on my body, would my soul be gone. She said that when a person dies, it is normal for the soul to enter the six realms of reincarnation. This is a very coincidental and outlandish case for me. I guess her dad will feel fresh when he touches it.
But theoretically speaking, if I really die physically, then my soul should also enter reincarnation. There is no way to meet Lu Jia again.
After a night of internal struggle, I finally decided to pull out those living tubes. Forget about dying, and the things you want to be nostalgic for the most can't be nostalgic anymore. In fact, it may still be an irresponsible relief for me. After all, I haven't even tried to revive myself.
I've always hated the lights in the hallways of the hospital inpatient building at night. The color that should be called miserable white is the same as my face when I am lying on a hospital bed.
My "body" has long been moved from the intensive care unit to the general ward. The one at the end of the corridor on the eleventh floor. I'm the only one in there, and it's dark.
The ECG fluctuations on the electronic display now also look lifeless. I tried to flip the switch, but my finger ran through the switch, shattering the shadow of the switch. Reaching out and pulling the respirator over my nose was the same result.
In a long time, I have only come into contact with an ordinary object once in reality, and that is when I hit the man in the face. Later, I also thought that it might be caused by the anger in my heart, but now how can I get angry? I've tried to get angry at the fact that I can't touch the switch and the respirator, but it doesn't work. I don't know if I'm thinking in the wrong direction, or if that anger isn't enough at all.
I don't even have the power to die now. Can I look at the souls of others when they die? With this in mind, I also gave up my efforts and ran from the inpatient department to the emergency department. I don't want to see a person die slowly and painfully because of illness.
What I didn't expect was that I saw Zhang Lele. When I entered the emergency room, she was lying on a stretcher, her face was not bloody, and I could faintly see a black gas lingering on her.
What is going on? When I saw her yesterday, she was still at work, why did she suddenly become like this?
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