Chapter 479: I don't understand love

Once, he loved the country but not the beauty.

In the end, he spent the rest of his life regretting it.

Now, even if he wants to love beauty but not Jiangshan.

However, there was no longer that opportunity.

Love, that is, if you miss it, you miss it, even if you want to catch it, you can't catch it.

Because, when it gives you a catch, you don't catch it properly.

By the time you want to catch it, there's no chance of it.

The most peculiar thing about the relationship between people is the love between men and women.

You say it's sweet, and yes, it has.

You say it's bitter, and yes, it has it too.

You say it's nice and cheerful, yes, it contains.

You say it's heart-wrenching and emaciating, but you're right.

In short, it's a strange thing.

What you do with it, it gives you.

If you treat it with jealousy and indifference, then it will end up giving you only infinite regret and melancholy.

Emperor Tang Wu, it took a thousand years to prove that the love that was not well grasped once, even if you spend more time to miss it afterwards, it will not help.

"Just because she came to me, not for me, but for another man, for her adoptive father. As for me, I couldn't let go of my son, I couldn't let go of my happy chest, and finally in front of everyone, I ordered her adoptive father to be executed. Emperor Tang Wu laughed at himself, "How high-spirited I am in my life, but I never imagined that I would do such a stupid thing." If you just attribute all this to the power to get carried away, I'm afraid it's just an escape. ”

Looking at Yan Yin, Emperor Tang Wu said, "You say, people like me, aren't they stupid? What else do you say Emperor Tang Wu, maybe in the eyes of others, I am a selfless and upright emperor, but I know that in my heart, I am a coward and a bastard." One doesn't dare to face herself, and the other doesn't dare to face her coward. What kind of manhood, what kind of heroism, what kind of arrogance, if you can't even give your own woman peace of mind and warmth, what is the use of those things? It's just a joke. ”

It's just a joke.

These six words, although only simple six words. But it really shows the views and inner thoughts of Emperor Tang Wu.

"People in the world often do some righteous killing of relatives or hurting those who love themselves deeply for the sake of those so-called heroic arrogance, for the so-called arrogance and righteousness. I used to think that they were righteous, real men, and heroes. Now it seems that he is nothing more than a fool. Emperor Tang Wu shook his head and said, "What about heroes, what about Zhengchen, what about big husbands, and big men? All this is just the opinion in the eyes of others." But, you say, is that important?"

Shaking his head, Yan Yin said, "I don't know if it's important or not, but if it were me, I wouldn't hurt my loved ones for the sake of other people's opinions or ideas." One of my elders once said to me before he died: A real man is not to let those who care about you worry and worry about you, but to make those who care about you feel at ease and at ease. ”

Emperor Tang Wu was stunned for a moment, and he fell silent.

After a long time, he sighed, "Yes, I used to reassure many people, and I also reassured many people. But none of them really cared about me. However, those who really care about me, I have never given her peace of mind and peace of mind. Ridiculous, pathetic......"

Emperor Tang Wu's emotions were a little excited, and the energy in his body kept surging. A terrifying aura enveloped all directions, making Yan Yin feel breathless.

Even if Jiaolong was in front of him, he had never felt so uncomfortable.

However, Emperor Tang Wu only showed some of his aura, but it made Yan Yin feel as if he had returned to the days when he practiced horse walking in the sea east of the Southern Academy.

Like a small boat, it is so swaying when facing the boundless sea.

After a long time, this terrifying aura gradually calmed down and dissipated.

"Huh......" Emperor Tang Wu let out a long breath and said, "Actually, I know that with her strength, it will be easy to stop my subordinates and save that person." But she didn't, you know, why?"

Yan Yinzheng was shocked by the horror of Emperor Tang Wu, and when she heard this, she groaned for a while, and said slowly, "She believes in you, or rather, she respects you and loves you." ”

"Yes," Emperor Tang Wu nodded, "she has the strength to stop this, but she doesn't." Because, she believed I wouldn't do that. She loved me and thought I would listen to her, but I lived up to her trust and love. She respected me, did not turn my orders into empty words in front of everyone in the world, she respected me, and in the end, even if she closed her eyes gloomily and left tears, she did not make a move. And I, on the other hand, was ridiculously accepting praise from the ministers around me. What righteousness destroys relatives, what is an emperor through the ages, what is upright and just. It's ridiculous that I didn't care about her at the time and was there proudly accepting these meaningless flattery. ”

Yan Yin can't say anything about this.

He really wanted to point at Emperor Tang Wu to accuse and abuse him, and despise him for failing to live up to his intercession master.

Although he thought about these words, he did not say them.

After all, he was not Emperor Tang Wu, and he didn't understand his love.

It's just that Yan Yin only knows that he won't learn from Emperor Tang Wu, and never will.

Later, she was gone, silently. When the maid who served her told me that she was long pregnant, I was still immersed in the power of the Empire. Emperor Tang Wu's tone returned to flatness, "I didn't chase her, nor did I make any remedies." Perhaps, my indifference and indifference were the most fatal blow to our feelings. When the Yuehua Fairy sent a message to tell me that she had given birth to a child, I suddenly came to my senses. However, when I decided to leave everything behind to accompany her, she no longer needed me to accompany her. ”

Yan Yin was taken aback and asked, "Ask the love fairy, ...... she?"

"She's gone" Emperor Tang Wu slowly closed his eyes, two lines of tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, "The night before I came, she dispersed all her skills and used what she had learned all her life to create this illusory world. Perhaps, she wants to be in this world and ask, what is love. She used her life to prove that there is love in the world, and I erased her proof. If in her life, who is the most important man to her. I don't, I think. Because, compared to the adoptive father who raised her for eight years, I am just a negative person, who broke her heart and lost her affection. ”

"Asking for love, asking for more than love" Yan Yin sighed, "Asking for love is too intense, if she can wait until your predecessor comes, there will be ...... between you"

Waving his hand, Emperor Tang Wu didn't wait for Yan Yin's words to finish, and said, "You want to say that she knows that I regret it, and then accept me again, right?"

Nodding, Yan Yin said, "Yes, then everything will be a different ending." ”

"You don't understand her, even I, it is in this thousand years that I gradually understand her" Emperor Tang Wu said slowly, "Love is like a pool of clear water, if there is a pile of stolen goods in it, you may be able to salvage the stolen goods, and it still looks as clear." But is that really the case? She has been lonely since she was a child, and she has experienced many ups and downs. A heart can be said to be extremely hard. When she believes in me and gives me a heart and I don't keep it properly, she won't take it back. Because she is who she is, a very unique her. ”

"I paid, but I didn't get the love I wanted, and finally decided to use my life to build an illusory world. I hope that in this illusory world, I can find the love I want. Asking the ancestor of love, it is really ......" Yan Yin didn't know what to express, and finally could only sigh, "Perhaps, this is the unique place of the ancestor of love!"

Sighing, Emperor Tang Wu said, "Yes, when I thought I knew her, I didn't actually know her. When I got to know her, she didn't need me anymore. Everything, it's too late. ”

Seeing that Emperor Tang Wu looked a little lonely, Yan Yin said, "Senior Tang Wu, do you want to stay with you like this? Is it worth it? It's better to let go cleanly as the compassionate senior said, which is also a good thing for you and for the ancestor of love." I don't think she would want you to do this if she were alive. ”

"So, that's just if," Emperor Tang Wu said, "Since she is dead, I will accompany her until I die." ”

Looking at Yan Yin, Emperor Tang Wu said, "You don't have to persuade me, in the past thousand years, I don't know how many masters of Qingyue Mountain have come here to persuade me." And yet, I'm still here. Because, I have my thoughts. Maybe someone else's words are right and right. However, I don't need someone to tell me. ”

Yan Yin sighed secretly, this Emperor Tang Wu is obviously also a person who sees everything clearly. It's just that he doesn't want to see clearly. He didn't need anyone to tell him it was wrong, because he just wanted to go wrong.

A person who gives up all his affection because of love, and a person who silently regrets and accompanies him for love.

Very peculiar people, very peculiar things, tell the side of love.

Even if you are a martial saint, what is the use. can't grasp his love, but he is just a pathetic person.

Emperor Tang Wu talked to Yan Yin about some trivial things, such as the fact that he finally raised the child with whom he intervened, and finally after letting him inherit his throne, he came to Qingyue Mountain and stayed in this relationship.

And the origin of the Tangwu Conference, Yan Yin also learned its original meaning from the mouth of Emperor Tangwu.

"At that time, Qingyue Mountain was newly built, although there was the support of Fairy Yuehua and her, it was inevitable that it would be squeezed out by some other major sects. Because of regret and self-blame, I abandoned the opposition of all the ministers, resolutely united with Qingyue Mountain, and finally decided to use the situation of the Tang Wu Conference to select the best talents in the empire for Qingyue Mountain" When Emperor Tang Wu said this, his face was full of disdain, "At that time, many people in the court said that sending outstanding talents in the empire to Qingyue Mountain in this way would be a big loss to the empire. But for me, is that important?"

Yes, it doesn't matter.

It's just a country, even if you are the master of the country, so what.

If you die, will the people of this country die with you?

No!

If you shed tears, will the people of this country shed tears with you?

No!

In that case, then why do I have to pay wholeheartedly for this country and for the people who don't understand my sorrow.

Love needs to be selfish.

Yan Yin and Emperor Tang Wu chatted for a long time, and Yan Yin also talked about the current affairs of the Fengyun Empire, but Emperor Tang Wu did not care in the slightest. Even when he learned that the Fengyun Empire was currently in chaos, Emperor Tang Wu sighed and said, "If someone gives up his beloved for the so-called empire and hegemony like I did at the beginning, I won't blame him for overthrowing the empire I established." I only laugh at him, I don't understand love. ”

In his heart, how the current Fengyun Empire has nothing to do with him.

All he cares about is intercession.

Eventually, Emperor Tang Wu told him that he could let the Phantom Spirit Beast send him out.

And himself, under Yan Yin's gaze, disappeared into the transparent ball.

At this time, the mist that covered the ball dissipated, and Yan Yin once again clearly saw the appearance of the ancestor of the intercession. I also saw Emperor Tang Wu lying quietly inside as her.

Even though you're dead, I still want to be with you like this.

That's it, quietly with you.

No matter how many years, no matter how long, I just want to be with you like this.

Until, too, died.

This is Emperor Tang Wu's concept of love, which belongs to his concept of love.

This is a great person, but in the face of love, he is very small.

Yan Yin sighed, then turned to leave