Chapter 61: Unforgettable
Looking at Yu Kun's back in a daze, Concubine Ling Yu trembled slightly, a hint of flushing flashed on the cat's cheeks, and she opened her mouth several times and slowly closed it, tears flashed in her eyes, and finally, she gritted her teeth and said the secret that the shadow had hidden in her heart for many years:
"I have no name and no surname, not even my parents, I have been a beast since I was born, I live a life of the jungle every day, I can only remember being six years old, but every day I blow my hair and drink blood, eat wild beasts, and at night, I have to be frightened all night, afraid that when I wake up, I will never see the warm sunshine again"
"In my whole life, there had never been a human being, and I even thought that this world was like this, a world of beasts, until I died in the womb of other beasts and ended my own life. Until the appearance of His Majesty, it was he who saved me from this day when life was worse than death, and taught me to read, write, and martial arts to make me understand that there is still a thing called emotion in this world. ”
Concubine Ling Yu just like this, she kept sitting upright on the ground, eating and staring at Yu Kun, without moving at all, her cherry lips opened slightly, and the bleak story sounded again.
"I was sixteen years old, the first time I saw him, he was the same as you, white clothes, the same arrogance, in the following days, I gradually found that I had unconsciously fallen in love with him, this, the first man to enter my heart, at that time, I was still crazy, crazy enough to be willing to do anything for him, even my life.
However, he already had a family, he said, he loved his mother deeply, he said, he would never betray her in this life, but at that time, I was already crazy, regardless of the dissuasion of the world, I pestered him day and night, even if he was beaten by his father all over the body, he never gave up. In order to be with him, I even swore with him as a brother and sister.
On the day we worshipped, I was very sad and happy, sad that we have no future, happy we can still be together, that day, I cried and laughed, that day I knew the 'wine' thing for the first time, we were together, altar after altar, until I was drunk and unconscious and woke up the next day, I found that he was actually in my bed, I didn't blame him for half a point, and even a little happy, but he only calmly said three words: I'm sorry" Then he walked out of my room without looking back, and from then on I thought we would never see the day again
Yu Kun's heart was cold, he couldn't imagine that Concubine Ling Yu had experienced so many twists and turns in her life, no wonder she would be moody in the future, and she would do things all by her own heart.
"I didn't expect that only ten days later, we met again, in the pilgrimage palace of His Majesty, at that time I knew that he was actually the young patriarch of the Han family, the first major clan of the Mu clan, Han Tianya, and met him at this time, neither of us spoke, quietly like strangers.
At that moment, I seemed to have forgotten who I was, forgot the meaning of existence, stared at the sky in a daze, looked at the passing white clouds one after another, and suddenly, I felt a burst of inexplicable happiness, even if it was the happiness I once had. Suddenly, I heard a low and pleasant voice, still gentle as always, but with a hint of hoarseness: "Are you okay?"
Looking at his voice, the past scenes came to mind again, it turned out that I had never blamed him, not even once, at that time, my eyes were shining, the corners of my mouth were rippling with a gentle smile, and my heart said, "It turns out that he also loves me, just, just"
Concubine Ling Yu said at the end, her voice whimpered, and two lines of tears rolled down to the placket of her clothes like beads, rolled to the ground, and shattered, just like her heart that was already full of holes, Hao looked at Yu Kun, and said sadly: "Brother, don't you ignore me, okay?"
Yu Kun's heart trembled, the whole person was like being struck by lightning, for a long time, slowly squatted beside Concubine Ling Yu, held her hand tightly, just opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word, in an uproar thinking of his own life experience, the race was destroyed, his parents didn't know, even the enemy, there was no clue, every night, that tragic scene would always come to mind.
That feeling of sadness, dazedness, and loneliness reminded him all the time, revenge, revenge, and at this moment, this qiē poured into his heart like a tide, making it difficult for him to breathe.
Concubine Ling Yu looked at Yu Kun and smiled, and her mind was immersed in the beautiful and painful memories again:
"Since then, I have been with him every day, we have cultivated together, performed various tasks together, and met more brothers and sisters, and since then, we have seven brothers and sisters, and we are like a family with each other.
Until, that time to exterminate the first major thief group in Zhongzhou, I didn't expect that the information was wrong, and we were deeply encircled, in order to save our lives, we had to fight bloodily and run away. I was so badly wounded in that encirclement that I was no longer unconscious.
I woke up in a trance a few times, and slept in a trance a few times, finally, I could hear the sound of the treetops swaying, the sound of flowing water, I opened my eyes, the sun was shining, among the dancing branches, shining with colorful dazzling, the fragrance of flowers and grass, rich like the silk of Gejiazhuang, I seemed to be held in the air.
Suddenly, the familiar voice came again, and said with a smile: "You are finally awake." I was taken aback, sat up suddenly, only to find that I was lying naked in the stream, my white and smooth body, soaked in the clear landscape, shining in the sun, shining dazzlingly, looking at my reflection in the water, I instantly blushed and embarrassed.
"But what about Han Tianya?" the mysterious woman finally opened her mouth and couldn't help but ask, even she was immersed in this beautiful and bleak story, unable to extricate herself.
Concubine Ling Yu didn't answer, not even a little trembling, and continued to murmur: "When I turned my head, that person was standing behind me, dressed in white and with black hair, looking at me with a smile, surrounded by golden sunlight, just like the first time I saw sixteen years old that day, at that moment, I was really like in a dream" Concubine Ling Yu said here, the corners of her mouth were full of warm smiles.
"I saw that it was him, I was surprised and delighted, but suddenly realized that I was naked~ body, I was very shy for a while, screamed, and hurriedly blocked my chest with both hands, he was stunned, and there was a trace of flushing on his gentle and elegant face, and he said unnaturally in a deep voice: "For the rest of the year, I will help you clean up every day, even, a long time ago" He was also flushed here, but he couldn't say the rest of the words, looking at his stunned appearance, I was full of joy. ”
The mysterious woman was taken aback, and said in a lost voice: "Have you been in a coma for half a year?" Concubine Ling Yu was stunned for a moment, turned her head slightly, glanced at the mysterious woman, and said with a smile: "Yes, it was he who carried me out of the encirclement that day, and for me, there were no less than ten scars on his body, but he never told me about this." ”
"Because the injuries in my body are extremely severe, and the meridians are broken inch by inch, although he knows a little about medicine, he can only be helpless in the face of such a serious injury. So he sealed my spiritual sea to prevent the injury from worsening.
"In the year when I was unconscious, he carried me all over the cities of Zhongzhou, looking for all kinds of famous doctors, and finally the emperor lived up to his wishes and found the 'medical immortal' - Sun Miao in Jieyang Mountain, and after the treatment of the medical immortal, temporarily suppressed my injuries. After that, he traveled all over the mountains and rivers for me, looking for miraculous medicines to continue the meridians, and every day I had to wash my whole body and wipe it with medicinal wine, for more than 360 days, day after day.
Yu Kun had mixed feelings, and said in his heart: "A fairy is not single in his life, and even his feelings are so twists and turns. Thinking of this, I didn't dare to think about it anymore, and opened my mouth several times, but I still didn't say it.
"Since then, he still helps me wipe my body every day, but he has never made any superfluous movements" Ling Yufei paused here before continuing: "Feeling his heavy palm, gently wiping every inch of skin on my body, numb and itchy, like an electric shock, he didn't even dare to raise his head, but he didn't make any waves, still calm as water, in his heart, I was always just his good sister, but how did he know that I had already engraved his brand in my heart."
"It was the first time in my life that I was happy, and it was also the first time in my life that I felt his care, and I cried for a long time that day, and looked at him in a daze: 'Shall we not go back to the Mu Clan? Looking at his handsome face, knife-like facial features, and clear eyes, my heart kept pounding, and his qiē, like a raging fire, burned in my body.
When he heard my words, he put his hands on my back, but he only paused, and continued to rub the medicine for me, as if he had not heard what I said, but I knew that he had also been attracted to me, and I knew that he did not love his wife, and that he had never entered his wife's room even after marriage, and that the two of them were only accessories of marriage.
It's just that he is a perfect man, without the slightest flaw, even in the treatment of feelings, there is no backboard in his dictionary, and at the same time, he is also a cowardly man, and he doesn't even dare to fight for his own happiness"
Concubine Ling Yu whispered softly, with a smile on her face, her eyes in a trance, as if she had forgotten that Yu Kun was beside her, as if she had returned to the man she loved so much.
That night, I lay with him, listening to his long breathing, quietly looking at him through the cracks in my eyes, for the first time I looked at my beloved unrestrainedly, I was very happy, my heart has never had happiness, peace, it was pitch black all around, the windowless thatched hut, not a ray of starlight, all silent, even the whole world seemed to fall into a deep sleep, only I know, that night, in fact, he did not sleep. ”
"Since I was a child, I have never had such peace, there are no nightmares, there is no fear, a gentle man, will prepare a qiē for you, until the moment I wake up, my body has not healed, he still wants to find new medicinal materials for me.
The next day, the sun was shining, the wind was howling, I was lying on his back, I didn't know where it was, I didn't know where I was going, but I didn't care, for me, that broad back, was my whole world.
From that day on, he took me to many places where we didn't know each other, picking countless herbs, every day he didn't say a word, he didn't even dare to look at it, I knew she was running away, I knew he was afraid to face me.
From that day on, he suddenly had a coral jade flute, and every day he either looked at it or blew it, saying this, Concubine Ling Yu was slightly shocked, and swept towards her waist, only to see a jade flute with a bright red body, which was diagonally inserted into her waist, Concubine Ling Yu looked at it in a daze, a trace of melancholy, a trace of loneliness.
Although he never spoke to me, he still wiped the medicine and wine for me every day, his fingers rubbed my body, like electricity, made me numb, almost unable to breathe, whenever that time, there was a fire in my body, burning my cheeks, burning the roots of my ears, burning every inch of skin he rubbed, day by day ~ more and more intense.
And he still didn't show his emotions, and I knew that what he did couldn't let me go. So when he rubbed the medicine, I deliberately put on a sultry pose, but he still sank into the water, and even the palms of his hands were as calm as his heart, and did not tremble at all.
However, half a year has passed, but he has not changed me at all, every day, standing on the edge of the cliff and blowing the same tune, turning over and over, until one day, I finally can't help but ask him, but he is stunned, looking lonely. looked at me in a daze, as if there was a full heart looming in it, in the end, but in exchange for a light sigh, he still didn't say anything, until many years later I didn't know that this song was he wrote for me "Ning Yu Sorrow" and the jade flute, also called the rain flute.
Concubine Ling Yu slowly pulled out the jade flute, cried and laughed, and then said: "Hehe, what a sad name for "Ning Yu Sorrow" and "Ning Yu Sorrow", but I didn't know anything at that time, if he didn't treat me like this, where would there be sorrow between us?"
That night, I watched him get drunk and unconscious, and I struggled to help him back into his room, and we slept together. However, he still did not touch me in the slightest, even after such a drunkenness. Perhaps, it was the last time he was drunk, which made him more of a burden to me!
I looked at it stupidly, that unforgettable face, and waves rose in my heart, I stretched out my hands, stuck to his face, rubbing every inch of skin on his face, just as gentle as he was to me, and muttered to myself: 'If I can be saved by His Majesty as soon as possible, if I can meet him sooner, if' In just a moment, I thought about countless 'ifs' Although my heart is like a knife, I can't do anything.
I cried and hugged him tightly, regardless of whether he was drunk or not, I kissed him regardless of a qiē, tears rolled down my cheeks and dripped down our lips, sweet and sour, and in an instant, my chest seemed to explode, and I convulsed in pain, as if all the five chapters and six organs were mixed together.
After that day, until I was as good as ever, and he didn't say a word to me, we went back to the Wood Clan again
Listening to Concubine Ling Yu's low-lying and desolate memories, looking at her heartbroken eyes, Yu Kun's heart was even more tingling like a cone. A thousand words in my heart, but I don't know how to speak.
Concubine Ling Yu's body trembled slightly, and after a while, she continued: "Brother, I have never deceived you, I have not had it before, I will never have it in the future, and I will never have it. ”
Her cheeks were fiery red, her eyes were watery, and she couldn't say how coquettish, but the corners of her mouth rose sharply with a bleak smile, and she said lightly: "Just let my sister, how about accompanying you on this last journey? Let it become a beautiful memory in my heart forever." ”
Yu Kun trembled, I didn't expect this usually self-done, queen-like Concubine Ling Yu, to be so affectionate, Concubine Ling Yu's jade hand was clenched by Yu Kun, her heart jumped, knowing that Yu Kun had forgiven most of herself, on her face and body, there was a hot and hot heat in an instant, Mei Er smiled, clasped Yu Kun's big hand with her backhand, and said softly: "Brother help me up, okay?"
The voice is hoarse and miserable, adding a kind of charm, blowing in Yu Kun's ears, numb and itchy, the palm of the hand is even weaker and boneless, smooth and warm, Yu Kun's heart is huge, the tenderness in his chest, and then swept in, his heart is down, he holds it tightly, hurriedly concentrates and calms, and says: "Fairy rest assured, I will accompany you to finish this journey." ”
Concubine Ling Yu's face was flushed, as if she was happy, and she glanced at Yu Kun, as if she had a thousand words, but she only squeezed out two words when she slid to her mouth: "Thank you!"
Yu Kun smiled embarrassedly, but his heart was indescribably gloomy and bitter, thinking that it was just a few hours, but the two of them were like passers-by, shaking their heads slightly, removing that little ripple, thinking of their own life and hatred, it was even more painful, and it was difficult to breathe.
I hope that one day, all ethnic groups in Zhongzhou can coexist peacefully, and there will be no more killing, the demons do not distinguish each other, love each other, free and happy, and when that day comes, they will be able to have no worries, but the beloved woman will be able to work side by side hand with each other, wandering the world, suddenly, the shadow of Lou Yunxi, suddenly appeared in my mind.
'Hey, others are princesses on high above, but I am the one who forgets, and now the priority is to fulfill the promise of the fairy, and then find out my own enemy of extermination. Yu Kun sighed lightly and silently walked back to his room.
The silver moon hung out of the window like a disc, the room was deserted, only a faint breath was interrupted, Yu Kun lay on the bed, tossing and turning, but he couldn't sleep, Ling Yufei's various things hit her mind like a mad demon, Yu Kun smiled bitterly:
"Could it be that this is the so-called love of the storyteller, sour and bitter, which makes people dare not touch it, but it is like poison, quietly infiltrating the heart" I1387