Chapter 22: The Hurt and the Forgiven (I)
When it all came to an end, Ulysses realized what an unforgivable thing he had done.
Yuffie in front of him, almost losing consciousness, his body was full of the golden liquid he left behind, which was the urge he gave vent when his hope was out of control. Yet even so, she was still smiling, just like when she was a child, looking at him without any reproach.
That look, how could he forget, it was his mother, it was his Yufpe's mother. Teach him to walk, teach him to walk, raise him and Yulia very hard to raise his mother, his biological mother.
No matter how much he couldn't control himself, he was unforgivable for doing such a thing to his mother.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" Ulysses couldn't think of any other words than that word. In the face of this terrible fact, all explanations are mere quibbles.
He did violate his mother, a sin that could not be compared to any previous mistake, and he could no longer trust his own sanity.
"Don't be so afraid, it's too cunning to call me mom now, don't you still remember the past?" Although Yijing was sure that his child was his lover, looking at Ulysses's painful expression, Yufie's part of his mother slowly returned.
"What happened in the past?" Ulysses looked at Yuffie blankly, he didn't know what zhende was.
"Looks like I still haven't remembered everything. However, didn't you just say my real name, the real name you gave me, Euphemia Anderla, and Lana's real name, Rafadona Parses. Yuffie used the last of her remaining liliang to disperse the golden sè liquid on her body, then got dressed and held Ulysses in her arms once more.
This time, it was her hug for her immature child. If there's one regret at the end, it's that her lover hasn't been able to fully remember the past.
The time the three of them were together, the love agreement of the three of them, the best time of her life. No matter when you look back, it was the most brilliant good time.
"I don't know...... I don't know why...... Just remembered......" Ulysses looked at Yuffie who had regained his old impression of his mother's feeling.
No, it's different, it will never be the same again, after what happened just now, the two will never be such a simple and warm mother-son relationship.
"Well, I understand, it must have been the hurt I received at that time, I'm really sorry I didn't find out for so long. Yuffie stroked Ulysses' hair gently.
She has missed too many things, but she has also gained a lot of happiness, and she can realize her most extravagant wishes at the end of her life, what is she not satisfied.
Seeing the people she wanted to meet, and doing things that she had never had the courage to do before, she is amazing today.
Today, there is nothing she can't do. So let's say it, then Yijing no longer needs to be kept secret, but it is better to say that it is an outright lie.
"Ulysses, in fact, you and Yulia are not my biological children in the first place. Looking at the unusually lost Ulysses, Yuffie told the truth, the truth that was enough to change Ulysses' life.
"What!" Ulysses was shocked, and in front of him, the entire shijie was being turned upside down, which made him panic even more than when he got the Book of the Demon King.
The Book of the Demon King brought the "Liliang" who changed his life, but what Yufie's mother told him now was the "truth" that shook his entire outlook on life.
"Because, didn't I just give you my most precious thing" Yufie's voice grew quieter and quieter, and at last he could barely hear it.
Even at this time when she can say everything, it is too embarrassing for a woman like her, who has just lost her pure body, to say such shy words.
"Ahh Indeed, while making out with his mother, he felt some kind of obstacle. And now this scattered white huā on the ground,
There is still blood left behind from that time.
This means that just now he has taken Yuffie's purity, which is the first time for her.
So, his mom was actually a virgin? a girl who had never had any experience?
Since her first time was taken away by him, it was indeed impossible for her to give birth to Yulia and him. But Yulia is obviously so similar to her, both in terms of sick and weak physique and temperament. ,
"You and Yuria, as well as Rasha, are all children adopted by me and Lana, and are not related by blood. Of the three children, you are the most special. Yuffie confessed all the truths that had been hidden in the past.
She knew that if she didn't do this, Ulysses, who had not been able to truly recover her past memories, would definitely not be able to get rid of her Yīn shadow for the rest of her life. The Ulysses she knew was such a kind child who always blamed himself.
Yulia's affair Yijing had left him with too heavy a scar, and she definitely didn't want him to blame himself even more for what had just happened.
"Rasha is the child left behind by the predecessors who fought with me, Lana: Yulia is an orphan who has lost her parents adopted by Lou: and you, I used to think are the abandoned child. ”
Yuffie remembered the unknown war, in which too many strong people fell into obscurity, leaving behind many broken families.
Many of these children were adopted by the Church of the Most High God and later became the backbone of the Holy Knights, while a few of them were adopted by their comrades who fought together at the time, and this is how Rascha and Yulia came to their side.
Ulysses, on the other hand, suddenly appeared beside them, and at first glance Lana and the child she couldn't help but want to pick up. Perhaps, at that time, they unconsciously discovered something.
"So, don't hurt yourself too much, in fact, it's because I like you, that's why I will hold you. In order not to put a huge mental burden on Ulysses, Yuffie took all the responsibility on himself.
"Mom, like me?" Doesn't have a way to accept this fact right away.
"Yes, I like it very, very much, I can't like it. It's not the mother's liking for the child, but the liking for you as a woman. Yuffie looked at Ulysses, who had not recovered his past memories, with doting eyes.
"I like it more than anyone else, I like it more than anyone else, so I will hold you, so I will love you. I'm sorry if this upsets you, it's all my fault.
"If you can't forgive me, then blame me, even hit me. ”
It's all the deepest true meaning in her heart, without the slightest hypocrisy, because in front of her, it is the person she loves the most on this shijie, no matter what kind of identity it is, it can't stop the love in her heart at the moment.
The name, the age, didn't matter, because he was the one who gave her and Lana names like Yuphimia Anderla, Lafadona Parses, the one who had agreed to be together forever.
"No, something must have gone wrong, Mom, tell me, it's not zhende. Ulysses felt like he was walking into a shijie he had never known before, and there were so many truths that came together that he couldn't accept it.
Yufi's mother is not his biological mother, Yulia is not his biological sister, and even Rasha is not Aunt Lana's daughter, Shijie, as he knows, collapses in one day.
"Sure enough, it's hard to accept. I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Yuffie's voice was softer than ever, and she hugged Ulysses' shoulders and exhaled a fragrant breath.
"Well, at least listen to my song again. You're tired, take a good rest. It was a sign that life was dying, and after burning the last of her passions, her weakened body finally reached the end.
"Honey, sleep in peace. The beautiful huā flowers and the gentle wind are all blessings for you. Close your blue eyes and sleep quietly. The beautiful sky and the vast sea will open gentle arms to you and give you the most peaceful singing. Honey, sleep well..............." That was Yuffie's lullaby, an ancient song that had been recited for countless years in the land, as if to apologize for what had just happened, and Yuffie sang this ancient song at the end.
When the song ended, Yufie's body finally couldn't support it anymore, and fell limply on Ulysses's body, her snow-white hands slipping down, and there was no more Liliang hugging her lover.
Her life came to the final end in this way. Despite all the regrets in the process, in the end, she still waited for the person she was waiting for and obtained her greatest happiness.
"Finally, is it over?" Lana turned her back, unwilling to look at Ulysses' sad expression when he learned of Yuphe's death.
For the three who were once together, it was a sad and helpless parting, a fate that had been predestined since the time Yuffie received the Holy Book of Light.
Even so, Yuffie loved him boldly and never feared death. Among the saints of light throughout the ages, she is probably the most positive one.
"Mom?" Ulysses, who found his voice disappear, recovered from his chaotic thoughts, and then realized the truth immediately.
The mother who met him again, the mother who confessed to him, the mother who was pronounced by him the name Yuphimia Anderla, the mother who committed the crime of betraying virtue with him, Yijing lost her breath and could no longer feel any heartbeat.
Only a certain part of her body still has the temperature that belongs to him, which is the magic from Astarott, the energy crystallization of Jin Sè.
Ulysses' eyes instantly turned into Jin Sè, which was proof that his emotions were completely out of control and he had burst out of Liliang. !。