From this moment on, start learning to be strong!

In the past two days, I wanted to resume the update, but in front of the computer, I was irritable and felt hopeless.

I always thought that I was very strong, and I couldn't sleep at all in the past two days, as if I had returned to the anxiety, apprehension, and panic when I didn't apply for the college entrance examination.

Today, I went to a follow-up visit, the doctor continued to prescribe medicine, hung water, and kept looking for a cure for tinnitus on the Internet these days, hospitals, and doctors, only to know that in this world, there is a terminal disease that is not fatal, but it cannot be cured at all.

Tinnitus is a worldwide problem, related to the brain nerves, is a field that modern medicine can not cover, especially the small master this kind of vascular, tinnitus sound and pulse beating, check a lot of information, this disease seems to have only one way, that is, to go to Beijing Tongren Hospital, there is a domestic chief ear, nose and throat expert, can use MRI, angiography and other means to find out the problem blood vessels, and then perform craniotomy surgery, the problem blood vessel that causes tinnitus is ligated, even so, the cure rate is not high.

Yesterday I promised Dingdong to edit,These two days to resume the update,Last night I wanted to code words.,But I'm anxious.,Despair.,It's hard to write.。

Going downstairs and going out for a walk alone, I suddenly felt that my sky was so gray

It seems like everything is coming to an end.

When I came back from a follow-up visit today, I wanted to take a good nap, because tinnitus has a lot to do with rest, and I started lying down at 12 o'clock, tossing and turning, for several hours, but I couldn't sleep, and I had insomnia again.

Looking at the encouragement text message sent by his girlfriend on his mobile phone, Xiao Shi suddenly couldn't help but cry, crying so embarrassed, so unbearable, Xiao Shi forgot how long he hadn't cried, but at this moment, he really couldn't help it.

It turns out that I have never been a strong person!

But now, after crying, I got out of bed and came to the computer, and I told myself that from this moment on, I had to learn to be strong!

Zang Kejia, Shi Tiesheng, Zhang Haidi, Helen Keller, all names, echoed in my mind.

I don't know if I can actually do it, but I understand that if I can't change the situation, then I have to learn to accept it, learn to adapt, I know it's hard, but I'm already trying.

Tomorrow I will go to the hospital to get Chinese medicine, and the day after tomorrow Xiaoshi will leave Nanjing and return to my hometown, I want to hang water at home to recuperate.

Give the little teacher some time, this book will be updated by the little teacher, and it will be in the two days after returning home.

These days, I have not dared to open the pages of my book, and today I suddenly found the red reward of the Long Yinyue sisters, in the days when the little master broke off, there was no excitement when the book was first put on the shelves when the "like Jiangnan" brothers were red for the first time, and now the little master has only a touch in his heart.

It turned out that even when the shift was broken, the brothers and sisters never forgot the little teacher!

I know that no matter how bad the situation is, there are still so many brothers and sisters of the God of Medicine who support Xiao Shi, even if it is for everyone, Xiao Shi will be strong!

Cheer for yourself!

Dark Mage 2012/8/215:44

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