Chapter 36: Ambiguity in the Moonlight (2)
"I must have hated her so much. That's why I firmly remembered her appearance, yes, it must be so. If it weren't for her, I would have been married to Farrath a long time ago, and maybe our kids would have been learning how to walk, and certainly wouldn't have maintained such an awkward relationship with Vivien. ”
Ryan said to himself in his heart, as if he wanted to carve this reason deep in his heart. Ryan was a magician after all, and controlling his mind was a compulsory lesson for him, so Catherine's image was quickly annihilated by Ryan's strong willpower.
After solving this trivial matter, Ryan directly faced the scene in front of him as long as a man knows what to do, Ryan is a healthy man, it is absolutely impossible to say that he has no desire for Vivian, but it is precisely because Ryan is a man that he controls his desires, a man who can't even control his own desires, can't be called a man, at most a male creature.
So Ryan didn't go any further in the end, and Vivien's eyes vaguely showed a look of disappointment, but it was only a flash, although she had expectations for this kind of thing, but as a woman, if she took the initiative to ask, not to mention that her face was not good-looking, it was easy for Ryan to misunderstand her personality.
There was a vague ambiguity in the air, and Ryan and Vivien were bathed in the bright moonlight together, and a faint seed slowly took root and sprouted in their hearts......
After a while, Ryan felt that it was better to end this ambiguous ambiguity in front of him as soon as possible, so he said very rashly: "Okay, it's not early, let's go back." There's a lot to do tomorrow. ”
After Ryan said this, he slowly turned his body and prepared to walk back, but Ryan's action seemed to Vivian as if the sky had fallen, and Vivian immediately rushed up desperately, hugged Ryan tightly from behind, and shouted loudly: "Don't leave me, Fabia, I'm afraid!"
Ryan didn't expect Vivian's reaction to be so violent, he had to stop, but Ryan didn't look back, just said to Vivian behind him in a calm voice: "Vivian, I'm not the kind of person who abandons my companions, I won't leave you alone." ”
Vivien knew that if she didn't say something now, she might never have a chance to say it again, and if all went well, the unknown man might drift away tomorrow after she and Ryan moved her mother's grave. Dozens of days ago, Vivien still scoffed at the so-called love, thinking that it was just the diseaseless moaning of a bored nobleman, but after experiencing this short adventure with Ryan, Vivien knew that she would never be able to do without the man in front of her in this life.
For the sake of her lifelong happiness, Vivien is like those drowning people, even a straw will be firmly grasped, she used all her strength, hugged Ryan to death, and then put her face on Ryan's back, and said to Ryan in a pleading tone: "Take me out of here, Fabia." ”
Ryan didn't understand the meaning of Vivien's words, and he replied with a smile, "Let's come together, of course we will go together, and when we understand that we have moved your mother's grave together, of course we will go together......"
"No!" Vivien cried out almost hoarsely, "It's not this, you know. Toby would never let me go like that, maybe after a while he would use force to marry me to that Vera. I can't accept this miserable fate, I swore to my mother! Take me away, Fabia. I am willing to do anything for you, whether as a companion or as a woman. ”
Vivien shouted such words, she didn't care about any shame, and Ryan immediately understood what Vivian meant by "take her with you", but Ryan asked himself if he couldn't do this, he was silent for a long time, turned around in Vivian's expectant gaze, and whispered, "I'm sorry, I can't do it." ”
"Why? Why, am I not good-looking?" Vivien lost her mind when she heard Ryan's refusal, and she pulled away the armor she wore on her chest, revealing her firm chest in front of Ryan: "Haven't you seen my body? Aren't you tempted? Or do you dislike me? Think I'm a casual woman? Come on, Fabia, I can prove with my body that you're the first man to enjoy her!"
"Don't do that, Vivien. Ryan grabbed Vivien's hands as she tried to continue tearing her armor, and then gently pulled her clothes together, covering Vivian's firm chest: "I know you're a good girl, and I absolutely believe that your body is white and flawless." However, I already have a beloved woman, and we have been talking about marriage a few years ago, and if it hadn't happened to some accidents, maybe we would have lived happily together by now. Although the two of us are separated, I believe that she must still be waiting for me, so I can't be sorry for her. ”
"What does it matter, I don't have the luxury of being your wife," Vivien said desperately, "Fabia, as long as I can be your woman, even if it is a slave for you, it is better than walking the dead next to another man, or walking alone through a long life." I'll give you a barbecue when you're hungry, I'll warm your bed when you're sleepy, and as long as you don't abandon me, I'll always follow you!"
Ryan looked at Vivien and shook his head slowly: "I accept you now, I'm sorry for my girlfriend." And today I can betray my girlfriend for you, then tomorrow I will betray you because of another woman. I am a man, I have manly desires, but I also have manly responsibilities, I can't hurt the woman I love deeply!"
After listening to Ryan's words, Vivian's face showed an expression of extreme disappointment, her body shook unconsciously, as if she was going to fall down at any time, Ryan was startled, and hurriedly stepped forward to help Vivian, but Vivian pushed Ryan's arm away hard, and her body shook a few times, and finally sat down on the ground.
Ryan squatted in front of Vivien, trying to help her up, but saw Vivian's two eye sockets become empty, which means that the soul of this beautiful warrior in front of him has dissipated, and now what is in front of Ryan is just an empty shell.
Ryan sighed again, he didn't expect things to turn out like this, maybe it's because Vivian has been in a deceitful environment for so many years, and the people around her are either using her or full of lust for her, only Ryan is the first friend who treats her sincerely, so this makes Vivian fall in love, but Ryan is not the kind of aristocrat who is extremely poor and luxurious, otherwise Faraz and Vivien would not both like him.